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Monday, May 30, 2005
*pon teng*
wahahaha... finally pon sch successfully le.. =P so happy.. ha... spend my first pon teng with my darling... heex... zhen zhen.. she is so fortunate sia.. my first fren to have spend my first rp de pon teng with me.. hmmm... didn't do much today... but am really happy.. cos its been a really long time since we last spend time together... going out taking the mrt together... shopping in town.. haha... hai... really missed those days sia... met up with her today at lot1.. initially want to meet at jp de.. but cos her lecture ended late.. so we meet at lot1 instead.. wow.. thank goodness i took a cab sia.. if not zhen zhen will have to wait for a really long time le.. hmm.. had our lunch at ajisen... hmmm... crap quite abit there.. talking bout fluffy and blah blah.. even gossip abit bout the ppl we knew.. oops!!! =P hmm... as we heading to the station.. guess who we met??? haha... is jessica and 1 i donno who la.. haha... wad a coincidence sia... hmm... they are zhen's ex-colleages.. ha... so sad sia.. the 1 thought i am her sis... sobx sobx.. it's the 2nd time ppl been telling me that i looked like a 19 year old this week... sianz... i really look so old meh??? ha.. must go jian tao yi sia lo.. well.. we gossiped bout sf and wilson along the journey.. haha.. see the way the talked bout them.. can sense that they really hate that two sia... haha.. one they say is a slut.. another a jerk.. hmm.. seems like tian shen yi dui long fong 'pui' sia... haha.. oops!! cannot be so evil.. erm erm... okie.. jessica and 1 finally left when they reached outram.. haha.. back to me and zhen again.. well.. today's main objective of going out is to get me a bag... and of course... spending time with zhen.. haha.. hmm... not bad sia.. we actually still have quite abit of things to talk about sia.. but the topics hmm.. abit weird.. lol... like politics and change in views bout relationships.. lol.. so unlike us sia.. maybe we really matured le bah.. =P old liao.. brain also think further.. hmm... was thinking of changing a phone sia.. cos that damn it de 7610 still spoiled.. sian... hmm.. feel like buying the siemens SF65.. lol.. that 100% phone 100% camera... wow.. think it looks so chio lor.. so elegant.. haha.. hmm.. but too bad lei... its siemens.. donno if that brand can trust anot.. some more its so exp... omg.. $698 sia... ma siao siao... gosh.. think i will die arh... but.. hmm... that's my dream phone for now.. cos its a flip flap... and its the only flip flap i like now.. heex... so yupx.. zhen and i continued our bag search... hmmm... found one that zhen like in zinc... sling bag.. she have been wanting to get a sling bag.. cos its the trend in her sch... lol... think her taste really not bad.. the bag really so cool.. the design and all... wow.. bu qui shi zhen sia.. but.. its $32.. so zhen decided to walk on and find for other cheaper ones first.. haha.. lucky zhen sia.. we found the exact same one in bugis village.. an its only $28... haha.. and of course... zhen grabbed that... i too.. found mine.. it's $17... haha.. hope it won't spoil that easily like the one i bought from cineleisure... haha.. didn't realise that bugis village is so big sia... can walk for very long.. they have more shops there le... and also.. air con in some area... think its upgrading le sia... so next time can really go there to grab cheap and nice stuffs le.. hmmm... we headed back to bugis again... this time to find deco for our bag... cos we both think that our bags are plain.. so need to add some 'life' to it.. haha.. so we walk and walk in search for the deco we need.. zhen wanted to find a white badge... while me.. lol.. i found 'rojak' things la.. haha... so in the end i got a spec, and 2 furry starz for it.. as for zhen.. she found none.. cos donno why... lol.. such a big bugis don have a single badge selling shop.. so.. too bad la.. zhen will have to wait le lor... but.. hmm.. actually me thinks that zhen's bag no need deco also very nice le.. so not too bad la.. haha... after our touring round.. we had a break at yoshinoya... hmm... at first wan to have dinner there de... but becos too early la.. then no appetite.. so only had a drink.. w3e crapped abit there.. talked bout her sch stuffs... and bout politics.. haha.. we were discussing bout the how lucky we are in sg.. cos no natural disasters... and we boht agree that... WE CAN'T BEAR TO LOOSE our MR LEE KUAN YEW... horrible... haha.. well... zhen wants to have dinner in bugis.. so we went in search again.. this time for food... we finally settled down in simply thai.. haha... heard to guys talking bout their love prob sia.. one is complaining bout how he fear he will loose his girlfriend.. lol.. never knew guys will be liddat de lei.. haha.. talking bout love in public.. hmmm... well.. then zhen and me started to talk bout how we feel bout relationship... hmm... we both thinks that relationship is so unreal.. lol.. cos like.. everything that the parties does for each other is so superficial.. so unnatural.. like they do those things just to show that they love bout them.. and not that they really want to.. shit de... and also.. i personally now don look forward to marriage... and this is something that zhen felt too.. hmm.. i think that it's not necessary lor... cos like... okie.. i feel that people get married becos they want to be legally allowed to have sex together... like... they are recognised to be each others sex partners la.. sian... thought of it makes me feel so sick... love... haha... wonder if there is such a thing... even if there is.. i think its just one thing that god created to let us have to reason to engage intimately with the opposite bah... sian... loose hope in it le la... completely jue wang.. hmmm... zhen so kelian... got bruised cos of a net ball game.. and cos of it.. we both went home early.. haha.. like the past.. we laughed through our train ride.. lol.. laughed at a very gay man who is carrying a gayish louis vitton bag... and a gal sleeping in such a weird position in a pram.. lol.. hmm.. that's just us.. forever loaughing at ppl.. but oh well.. that's how we are when we are together lor... laughed alot today.. very happy... always so happy with her... she is really my source of joy and laughter... hmmm... was home really early today... and to my suprise.. even so i also need to get nagged.. darn... why must my parents always find fault eith the things i do??? can't they just shut up and let my make my own decisions?? wad's wrong with going home late?? wad's wrong with hanging out with frens??? wad's wrong with buying stuffs that i like with my own savings??? they are just so freaking protective... shit de... come on man.. i know wad to do lor... not as if i am going round taking drugs... smoking... getting involved in a crime.. getting myself pregnant... shit de.. i know my limits.. just hope that they can just face it that i am grown up now.. i am a young adult... and i am able to take charge of my own life.. i live it my way... ha... wish they cna understand that while i am doing all this... i still have them in my heart... i still love them.. still very grateful of them for bringing me up... i am really really heart broken to see the situation between us now lor.. but no one is making the effort to patch up the distance between us.. communication breakdown... ha... okie la.. enough of my family talk.. haha.. well well.. on the whole.. i enjoyed my day with zhen.. hope we can always stay together.. lol.. okie la... frens 4eva... =)
not i wanna say.. but after today.. i kinda confirmed one thing.. people with dyed hair and tattoo are mostly bad bad bad bad horrible ppl... haha.. dyed as in... dyed till very loud colours like yellow, green, gold etc... tattoo as in full body tattoo... wah lao eh... hai.. seems like my mum theory of it is really right... well.. today had a day of enterprising skills... hmm... not too bad... even though i am in yala( michelle )'s team... today's lesson seems fun.. asin.. we can talk and laugh together... somehow.. yala doesn't seem so bad afterall... hmm... william was having his diet still.. crunching his apple during break time... silly him.. let's see how long is he going to persist in it.. well well.. at least he bought larger apples today... so.. hmm.. not too bad la... wonder why he just haven get sick of the apples... some more his nick: an apple a day keeps the doctors away... =X LOL... gosh.. he really is one freako... hmm... was to meet up ming soon today.. haha.. suprised??? oh well.. we meet up just to play a machine in the arcade.. ppl who know me should know la.. i love playing pop'n'music... haha... it's a machine that has got 9 buttons and while pressing the buttons as shown on the screen u can get a song... by doing all this correctly.. u can cross 3 stages.... that's about the introduction of the music.. hmm.. now there is a new version in there le... pop'n'music5... lol... get really tired with pop'n'music3 le... so that's one thing that captured my interest.. hahaha... well.. cos of this game.. ming soon and i chat quite alot yesterday.. and cos he cannot pass the 'fat boy' he asked if i don mind tagging team with him.. so oh well.. we met up lor... so lame hor?? lol.. first time in my life meeting up ppl just to play a game that one person failed to cross... mission is to pass the stage together... LOL.. lame... anyway... played quite afew games... all was alright until a guy suddenly came and mess up the game... ming soon was quite pissed off.. the 1st time.. the guy walked up and anyhow pressed ming soon's buttons when the game is on.. this affected his scores and thus he was not very pleased.. he keep mumbling vulgarities to himself... i was shocked.. haha.. ming soon scold bad words de sia.. how bu ke si yi... well well... i carried on playing... hoping that things will be back to normal.. was pretty scared now.. well... we continued well till our last game... that same guy walked up again and messed with the game... this time causing us to fail.. well.. very pissed off now.. ming soon confronted the guy saying that he shouldn't have did those that he had done... that guy.. wow... very ye man sia... scold and scold with huge gestures.. then all of a sudden.. he started to wack ming soon.. OMG... wth... i was so stunned that i was like just standing there and watch liddat.. bing bang biang... that was all i heard... to my suprised... the ppl there didn't seem to care.. they just let them continue fighting... shit.. after afew sec... the frens of the sicko guy stopped them.. wah lao eh.. one of them is actually videoing down the whole situation sia.. very weird right?? why he wan to video down that arh??? shit de.. then the sicko continued cursing and swearing.. telling ming soon to watch out.. i was like standing a distance away from them la.. then i saw a security guard... wah lao eh.. wanted to call for him de.. but also donno why.. i didn't.. shit.. cos of this the guy get to run away.. damn it.. i feel so bad lor.. if i have went up to the security.. maybe that person would have been caught... his fren also very weird... after the sicko wacked him right... he asked if ming soon need any medical check.. damn it la.. wad for sia.. wack ppl le then say this.. then he asked him where he lives... dar??? wad link sia.. why he wan to know where he lives??? thank god ming soon is clever enough not to tell him sia.. as the sicko was leaving the arcade right.. wah lao.. he scold me sai.. say wad 'see wad see... cb.. knn...' wah lao.. my eyes born big cannot meh?? as if i wan to stare at him.. chey... but one thing la.. i just hate ppl who scold hokkien vulgarities... cos donno why.. they uses body parts to scold ppl de lor.. even the parents of the other party some more... hey come on.. pls la... give some respect to human parts man.. don anyhow scold them out.. think before u scold sia.. u not human isit??? if so then i let u scold lor... idiots sia... hmm... ming soon is a very typical singaporean seh.. we went to police station right.. he told the police that he wan to pursue this matter no matter wad.. siao de.. means that tattoo de going to get it for sure liao.. talking bu=out the tatto kia( sicko ) hmm.. thinki he damn er xing.. have golden hair... then very heavily tattooed... he think wad sia.. very nice arh?? crazy.. look like a walking piece of shit lor... wah.. think ming soon is lucky to have only injured his mouth... lips got cut by his own teeth... after the fight right... wow.. ming soon's mouth is like bleeding lor.. have blood dripping.. so eeks... at first thought no one will fight till mouth bleed de.. too kua zhang liao.. till today then i realised that it is possible.. tried to contact song lin and chou meng for him when we were at the station.. but too bad la.. suay suay him.. chou meng is out without his hp... then song lin is sleeping... so idiot de lei... call song lin right.. then his parent listen the call.. damn it de.. wan them to wake song lin up is like asking for their life liddat sia.. keep saying wad.. she mo shi??? ni shi shay??? they just dooooooooooooooonnnnnnnn wan to wake him up... damn it.. feel like bashing them up lor.. qian da... now i know why ppl will die.. is cos of ppl like them who delayed the msges... hmmm.. well.. made the police report.. then guess wad??? the ppl there thought i am his sis sia.. wah lao.. i look that old ma??? shit de.. anyway.. just to inform u guys.. take note of this person when in the arcade lor.. cos he is a siao lang.. as said by his fren la.. hmm.. he has golden hair... quite short.. bout 165-170... middle built... lightly tanned... has big round eyes that looks very scary... has tattoos on both hands.. face is small and rather round... if u all see him right.. be careful lor.. he is so damn it de sick.. shit him.. hope he will be beaten by other ppl soon.. beaten till death.. hahahha... oops!! shouldn;t be so wicked.. but.. hai.. who ask him to beat my fren la.. of course must curse him hard.. =S cos of today's incident.. it became my 3rd time to the police post liao... 1st was when my dad had things stolen from his car... 2nd is cos of a gal fren... now is cos of him... hai.. three times le lei.. mai siao siao... haha.. but think the police pretty useless lei.. don think they will really pursue the matter for ming soon lor.. singapore de police zhen shi lan.. hmm.. okie la.. today's blog is just to inform u that staring incidents are truely happening lor.. and don play play bout it... most importantly.. DON go aggitate those potential gangsters.. if not.. haha.. be prepared to be sent flying off by them... hai.. sian sia.. think it has such a big impact on me.. like today when i reach my block right.. i am so frightened by the ppl sitting at the void deck lor.. cos they have tattoos and are pretty dark.. eeks.. freaked me out sia.. shit de.. so ya la.. just be careful lor..
hey yo everyone... lol... hmm... am very very very superb happy today.... haha.. why??? well.. will tell u slowly la... heex.. omg.. never knew i can be so lucky de sia.. haha... hmmm.. actually at first.. i was feeling so damn it de sian in sch.. cos very very tired... also donno why lei.. like i slept early yesterday.. but i felt more tired then ever.. like can't seem to open my eyes properly liddat.. then feeling so damn irritated.. cos is the hong's lesson.. wah lao eh.. he spent alot of time going through our UT and the quiz... damn it... waste our time... not that he shouldn't go through la.. but.. he also don need to use his own sweet time de right??? hai.. stupid de... well.. got our prob as usual though... haha.. then we were left to go for our usual break and to finish up our presentation.. yo ho.. eating time... finally brightened up abit le.. on the way.. my frens were like asking me.. 'hey.. so have u received the mail from them???' then i was like... hai.. so saddens... they didn't.. omg.. i so desperately want to get in sia.. cos can sing.. and also la.. lol.. can see fluffy( cute guy )... hai.. so on the way..i was like hoping and wishing that i will get to see him... haha.. wei.. tell u all arh.. i may sound very despo but i am not okie.. lol.. don xiang y y arh... hmmm... while walking through the canteen... OMG... i really did saw him... gosh... i was like shouting out in joy.. gosh... i have never been so lucky in my whole life lor... like... i was wishing on the way.. then my wish came through... oh my oh my... i really can't believe it... haha... when my frens saw my reaction.. they were like... oh my.. jie hui... lol.. god... then i was like not myself throughout the whole lunch.. was like thinking of him and stuffs... lol... heex.. oh well.. finally i got back to reality... and headed back to class... back there.. my group members were like slogging away with the presentation... hmm... not being informed on wad to do... i head along to do my own stuffs... then william msg me something.. he said that that liyana msg him and said 'do u feel food not contributing and claiming people's credit....' OMG... i was so shock and stunned.. oh my.. how can she be liddat.. well.. i am quite unhappy bout it lor.. it's like.. hey.. u didn't even tell us wad to do.. and wad u are doing lor.. then u expect us to do something.. wth.. okie la.. i know partly i was to be blamed la.. cos we didn't take the initiative to ask her wad should we do and stuffs... but.. aiyo.. team work lei... how can she forever hide things to herself??? and that made it like only the ppl sitting near her get to know wad is going on and wad is to be done.... damn it... made us seem so useless liddat... then i swear to myself that i will snatch everything to do myself next week in this module... oh well... this indeed dampen my mood lor.. but... ha... the thought of fluffy made me feel better.. haha.. and today.. i actually sent him a mail... lol.. i can't believe it at all... cos it's not like me.. but well.. i got the email through a forwarded mail.. then i mailed him... asking him if he is a local cos his name is weird... lol.. to my suprised... he replied the mail!!! OMG... hahah.. i am really over the moon... haha.. after that i don mind wad happened between my group earlier on le... haha... so in the end.. he is not a foreigner.. just that his name is plain diff from us.. heex.. wad a unique guy... wow.. his eng damn pro sia.. then som more he is very polit in his msg... haha.. kawaii neh... after sch and all... for the first time..i went holland v for dinner with carolyn... haha... we were like crapping all the way... ha... reminds me of the times i use to have with zhen zhen... forever crapping... well.. she knew that i msged fluffy... and she is amazed by my courage.. heex... well.. went to sushi teh... omg... they have life lobsters in a tank near the counter.. and guess wad we saw??? we saw 2 of then rubbing onto each other.. lol.. wad a scene sia... gosh.. first time in my life i see such a thing when stepping into the restaurant sia.. well... had a whole heartly meal... enjoyed it cos was well entertained by the chefs.. why i said so?? well... donno why... they just seemed to do things that made me and carolyn laugh like mad... and those things are silly.. like dropping of a part of a fish... poking each other.. lol.. that made me and carolyn kinda think that the lobsters are actually letting us know wad we are suppose to expect to see.. lol.. cos they are behaving the way the ppl in there are behavng... lol... hmm... everything is just so funny today.. like wish coming through.. first internal group conflict.. emailed fluffy for the first time.. saw weird things and laughed like mad in sushi teh... hahaha... never knew i can have such an interesting day.. hmm.. received another service sms today... 2nd time le.. is a dedication of song to me... donno made by who lei.. so weird... and i never get to listen to those songs cos i never get to connect to GPRS de.. lol.. so too bad la... and... hai... didn't expect that though i seemed to have a lucky day.. zhen zhen's seemed to be bad... she met wilson in the bus.. gosh.. that's so terrible.. hai.. i donno how to console her lei.. cos it's like i am so happy today... hai... why liddat.. why didn't her day turned out to be like mind so happy??? hope she can get over it soon sia.. hmm... okie la... enough for today le.. heex... fluffying off... =P
yo ho ho.. today had 2E gathering sia.. was so so so looking forward to it.. cos.. haha.. can see old classmates.. hmm... it's really been a long long time since i last contacted them.. so now is the chance for me to know how are they.. hmm... was told to meet at 11 at the girdano in jp... but end up most of them were late... so sad sia... ah bu not here.. all cos she has to go to malaysia to celebrate her granny's bdae... if not arh.. wow.. the whole ah bu family is there lor... the gathering didn't managed to get the whole class.. very little turned up... bout 20 of them bah.. only half of the whole 2E.. but oh well.. at least i get to see some of them... well... they didn't change much la.. wei cheng got a new hair cut that made him look more yan dao... kenny's hair terribly need so trimming.. zixiang's face seems to have grown bigger and flatter.. guan jie still just as round... jia yong seriously need a hairstylist... jabriel need to loose more weight... yuwei need some whitening... guoxian too needs a hair cut... xing kah.. really really really terribly and seriously need a make over... reuben need to change the colour of his hair... basically these are all the changes i have observed.. the gals are about the same la.. like no change.. the one with the biggest change is qiu yan bah... she speaking up le... then she also rebonded her hair... looks really nice... haha... after the whole lot of waiting and small chat.. we went to pizza hut to have our lunch.. haha.. saw our senior there.. haha.. this shows that the world is really really small... hmm.. the ppl there seemed to have a hard time finding seats for us.. in the end we split up to 2 tables... the gals table and the guys table.. fo course.. got zhen zhen to seat beside me... so happy to be by my darling.. heex.. well.. we shared a pan splitzza between us.. yummy yummy.. taste so good.. it's been such a long time since i had pizza... wow.. that's so heavenly.. with the cheese and all... omg... delicious!!!! miss hoe came too.. meet us up for a miserable small while nia.. then she disappeared le.. so sad... she is such a great teacher... too bad that we didn't seem to cherish her in the past.. hai... okie.. after our mamamia meal... we went for bowling.. hahaha.. at tamah jurong.. at first went to chevrons de... but there have that donno wad stupid league.. then the whole bowling area filled up... damn it... but.. oh well.. at least we still have the tamah jurong super bowl.. so... hmm.. nvm la.. haha... had one game with the gals... the game took a really long time sia.. cos 6 of us sharing a lane.. so.. lol.. took very very long to complete.. well.. think lady luck is by me today bah.. scored the best among the gals... lol.. got 79 points.. very lousy la.. but.. hmm.. at least i still won.. so there's no big deal.. after that had 2 rounds of pool... first is vs zhen zhen... another vs kenny... lol... guess i am so so damn lucky bah.. cos i won the 2 of them... hahahaha.. am so happy... then they all think it's the shock of the day.. cos i was never good at games.. lol.. so yupx.. i won every single game i played today.. wahahahaha... after all the competing.. we ended our gathering with a dinner at the food court nearby... wow.. ate lots sia.. at first wan to have steamboat de.. but so damn it.. the steamboat dao bi.. so in the end we ordered our own food... seems like its the first time i hate dessert in a food court sia... haha.. also donno why.. just eat and eat.. like in buffet liddat... wah.. reall happy today... enjoyed being with all of them.. like... hmmm... even though we have all grown up... not like the past... so young and innocent.. but the spirit and the feeling is still there... we still recognises ourselves as ppl of 2E.. we are still just as united.. really miss the times we had... hai... feel like crying now... time really flies... remembering the good times we had in that small tiny classroom... remembering how i gotta know my first love in that class... oh... everything is just so sweet... ha... now... everyone heading their own ways to pursue their dreams... all striving towards their future... donno when will we be able to meet again... really wish that today will not be the last gathering that 2E will have... i wan another and another and another gathering.. i don wan all these to end... hope my wish will be able to come true bah.. no matter wad.. i hope that all of us will be able to succeed in life... 2E 4eva!!!!!! =)
haha... i am here again... today very free la.. that's why can post a blog bout yesterday this afternoon.. LOL.. now i am going to talk about today lo.. haha.. hmm.. today's lesson really really sux.. so damn it de difficult.. as in.. it's diff from our usual IT lesson.. today requires us to interpret wad the diff vb code means.. wah lao.. so tough.. i really cracked my brains sia.. killed lots of brain cells today... haha... but nvm la.. my main purpose to sch today is not the lessons actually.. oops! =P it's for the afternoon's vocal audition.. hahaha... cos i joined jammerz arena... haha.. then think going to be the vocalist.. so have to go for the interview cum auditions today... was really really excited.. cos donno if will be able to pass through.. really wan to join it lor... hmmm.. as i was waiting in the jammerz studio.. LOL... guess who i saw??? OMG... is thatcute gy sia... kawaii neh... oh gosh... he is actually the secertary of the jammerz arena.. then is a drummer.. oh god.. save me sia... i think i was really blushing when i saw him walk in... haha... then we went to another place for interview.. cos the jammerz studio is for the audition... hmm.. waited in a really freezing cold room... haha.. but i don mind... cos i get to see my cute guy interviewing ppl.. hmmm... think i am damn lucky to be interviewed by him.. cos there are 2 diff groups doing the interview... gosh... get to talk to hi face to face sia... heex.. hmmm.. his voice is kinda low for his looks.. but.. oh well.. nvm.. at least it still sounds nice.. not like xing kah's.. eeks.. hmmm.. after the interview... i have to wait for about 15mins for the audition.. so damn long... hmm.. so i went out to find my frens first.. they were like teasing me like mad lor... say wad i join that cca becos of that guy.. wah lao... no lor.. i didn't know he was there in the first place.. haha... but i am really happy that he is there la.. =P hmmm... got into the audition studio.. oh shit.. he is inside sia.. god.. donno why.. my first reaction when i saw him in there is a oh shit... he heard me said that.. and he laughed.. gosh.. wad does that mean sia... hmpt... oh well nvm... sing jiu sing lor... was told to choose any 2 songs i know and sing.. 1 must be fast and another a slow one... in the end.. i sang F.I.R(ni de wei xiao) and stephanie's(sometime love just ain't enough)... haha... forgot quite abit of the lyrics but in the end still manage to sing through.. they seem to like it... then came to the second part.. i was told to sing the pitch of the key made by the keyboard.. then slowly.. change to 1 of the selected notes from the 2 played.. then to 1 of 3... wow.. that's so tough.. i cannot manage to do the 3rd one... it's really hard... but oh well.. on the whole.. just before i went out.. the instructor said a well done to me... heex... hope it's something good la... haha... really wish to join jammerz arena... oh ya.. managed to know that cute guy's name from one of the members... he is called lim jingcheng konchok... LOL.. but he have a better one la.. use short form.. call kc... LOL... same short form as my uncle... hai... really enjoyed my day... cos get to see him the whole interview... ha... floating in the air now... gosh... hmmm... must stop dreaming liao... come back to reality.. if not will sure die one... okie la.. wish me lck for the jammerz thingy bah... haha...
haha... hai... lately abit busy that's why never blog just as often.. pai seh arh... hmmm... wow.. class prob getting tougher day by day sia.. requires more and more thinking liao.. so sian.. break time cos of this kana shorten day by day.. haha.. but.. grades didn't affect much la.. did just as good.. just that got another C again.. this time for computing.. wah lao eh.. 2 Cs le lei.. siao siao.. so horrible de.. hmmm.. another saddening thing... my facilitator for communication leaving soon le.. =( sobx sobx.. will really really miss him.. the funny jim carey.. really enjoy his lessons... cos he always makes it so fun and happening.. the most interesting module sia... every week also look forward to his lessons de.. bt now he leaving for america.. donno wad sucky facilitator will take over him.. sian.. if later is a really kns one like the hong kok hsien then i die lo.. flop till donno like wad shit lo... haha.. guess wad.. yesterday went to watch star wars.. hahahahaha... watch with my fren.. at first don wan to watch that de.. but.. hai.. just basically finish watching every show le.. so no choice lor.. watch it.. it's so damn funny sia.. like the movie de starting is forever the same.. 'once, a long long time ago in the galaxy..' blah blah blah.. then the whole cinema laugh till donno like wad... then they use back the same old soundtrack.. haha.. sian sia.. no creativity.. hmmm.. so good.. the show get to see the yan dao anakin skywalker.. but.. very saddening... he turned to the dark side sia.. but the beautiful part bout it is.. hahaha... he did all this for the sake of his wife.. he didn't want her to die.. hai.. but sad la sad la.. after all that he had done.. his wife still died at child birth... then hor.. wow.. he fight with obiwan... he lost la.. then got burnt and all.. legs and hand all gone... so sad... in the end.. he became... darth raider... hai... sad arh sad arh.. that show so damn long.. 2hrs plus.. cos watch the 9.30n show.. in the end reach home at bout 12plus le.. hmm.. this time no one waiting for me at home.. they alseep le.. think my mum also hack care le la.. maybe start to accept it le?? well well... hmmm.. haha.. got a shock yesterday.. but... don really wish to say la.... shock cos got something... something i have never receive before... lol.. so stupid sia... hmmm... okie la.. haha... going off le... may the force be with u..... =P
hey hey.. guess wad.. i never knew i will be liked by bi-sexual de sia.. eek.. so eerie.. and that person actually worked in my work place.. that's just so sucky.. actually have be suspecting it since last week de... but till yesterday.. i got the truth.. she is indeed attracted to me.. damn it.. okie.. since last week's mon.. i have been receiving msgs from her saying wad she is very sad.. cos she thinks that i am steady with my boss.. lol.. so ridiculous de sia.. then saying wad she will give us(me and my boss) her blessing and donno wad shit.. i was like so gong gong lor.. wad the hell is she thinking... like.. why she thinks so and why is she so sad.. but she never bothered to ans.. then i start to suspect that she likes me.. oh gosh.. i suspect nia.. but why it's true.. darn... then yesterday... me, ah chung, ck, derreck, joan went out after work as usual.. this time only go to pub... lol.. donno why liddat la... know it's not right for me to go.. but well.. being like most teenagers la.. haha.. so go lor... hmmm.. 1st stop is eki bar.. lol.. why that name?? cos the bar is at 0 degree celcius.. haha.. like in north pole or south pole liddat.. that's why that name.. hmm.. they ordered a cocktail for me.. call wad eki blue.. hmm.. the drink looks really pretty.. crystal blue colour.. and tastes really sweet.. kinda enjoyed the drink.. and that place unlike most pubs.. disallow ppl to smoke in their 'chill chamber' so it's a really nice place to hang out if u don like the smoky smell.. haha.. after that went to the bar we went last week.. duxton bar.. haha.. this time got more ppl joined in le.. lawrence, ah bee, darren came.. lol.. so we had a big place.. sat at the sofas.. hmm.. had abit of alcholic mixed drink there.. lol.. brandy with coke.. taste kinda nice.. then lame quite abit there.. hmm.. that ah bee.. kan bu chu sia.. very good at tackling gals.. then also know when to chen ji to touch them de sia.. sian diao.. donno she can be liddat de... so se de.. next time must be careful when with her.. at round 1plus to 2.. we set off back home lo.. lalala.. was really tired.. cos like play whole day.. ck the worst.. sleep sia.. still need me to lend him my shoulders.. wad sia.. ai yer.. hai wo mei de hao sui.. finally.. home liao... eeks.. shirt have the sucky ciggartte smell.. eeel.. quickly changed up and wash up then prepare to sleep lo.. wah.. so song.. fresh air and comfy bed.. just as i was about to sleep... alamak.. phone rang.. shit.. who the hell called me sia.. ay.. suprisingly.. is ah bee.. then i pick up.. OMG.. found out she is so damn drank sia... she start to say jui hua.. then took me as lao fu zi.. wah lao eh.. then she began her yatting.. it's through the conversation then i know de.. hai.. mei xiang dao i resembles her ex sia.. diao.. die for sure liao.. now donno how to face her.. cos like very weird.. even though she donno i know la.. but i also cannot i gong gong ma... then in there.. i hear she say wad ck like me and wad i like ck.. so she don dare to woo me.. wah lao.. since when i like him??? she everytime anyhow guess de.. hmm.. then she say wad.. cos ck her boss.. so she cannot snatch me from him.. ai yer.. wad the hell de.. then this dragged on for quite sometime.. till bout 3.50plus.. finally.. get to sleep le.. phew.. ha.. really sleep like a dead log.. didn't even notice that my parents have left for work as i usually do.. haha.. sian.. cos of yesterday caused me to be feeling so tired today sia.. arh... fan.. now donno wad to do sia.. still need to work in corica de lei.. then need to face her.. donno how to sia.. act blur also cannot.. act like i know also cannot.. arh.. really smacked in the middle this time.. some more next week only me and her in the shop.. cos ah chung going reservice.. the ck need to study for his test.. wad the.. everytime liddat de.. when i have trouble then no one around to help me out de.. hai.. die for sure le la.. ha.. help me out pls...
hello hello.. lol.. nowadays quite free arh.. so can blog quite often.. but also la.. provided have things to write then can blog.. so ya.. =P hmmm... today is fri 13th sia... black fri.. really.. think it's a kinda suay day in the past.. but now.. hmmm.. think is a mixture bah.. haha... well... yesterday.. went to watch movie with a fren.. lol.. it's kinda lame la.. like.. we meet at plaza sing.. but it's like cos there are 2 diff train links to get to dohby ghaut.. so like kinda lost in the control station.. in the end.. we met at the entrance of the plaza.. so shit sia.. 1st time liddat u know.. lost in a train station.. hmm.. had dinner in bk.. ate my usual set meal.. mushroom swiss double meal.. heex.. love that cos don have lettuce..=P my fren wan to eat de lor.. but.. lol.. in the end... also bo bian la.. haha.. so funny.. then we went on to carry out our plan.. hehe.. guess wad.. tata.. is to watch 'kingdom of heavens' lol.. lame arh?? pai sei la.. lol.. hmm.. donno why.. the show though not a horror movie.. i was like trembling all the way in the theatre.. like.. not as if i was cold or anything.. just that i was trembling lor.. maybe got wad mystic power sia.. =P that show is bout christians and muslim fighting.. so the scenes are like very bloody and violence.. alot of ppl killed.. hmm.. donno lei.. watch le have very weird de feeling.. like think.. 'wow.. to think that ppl can do so much for their religion..' that really made me so guilty sia.. maybe father trying to tell me something through this show bah.. haha.. wan me to be more devoted?? this reminds me of a past life analysis i made.. lol.. i was actually a female.. farmer, weaver, tailor in (forget where liao) in year 1075.. LOL.. so funny sia.. then say wad.. my this life is to find one teacher and learn wisdom form the teacher.. siao.. i hate studying de sia.. wan me to study for life still.. yeeks.. okie.. back to yeaterday.. okie.. as we watch the 9plus movie.. we ended up going home really late.. cos the movie really damn long.. bout 2hrs plus.. means.. hmm.. was 11 something when we leave the cinema.. wow.. better hurry home.. reach home at 12.14 liddat.. as usual.. i try to unlock the doors really softly.. when i walked in.. i heard a noise.. that of a fan blowing.. alamak.. okie lor.. mum is awake.. but.. i just walk in as per normal.. then my mum walked into the room and started to bombak me... say wad.. wad am i doing outside.. then i just tell her.. i went to watch movie with frens.. she don believe a single thing at all.. well.. i just kinda hack care and carry on doing my own things.. then when i finally got back to my bedroom.. she followed in and ask me to show her the tickets.. i am so fed up sia.. then i climbed out of bed and headed straight to the studyroom.. there.. i search out the tickets from my bag... and threw them to my mum.. there she is.. staring hard at the tickets.. then she is dumbfounded.. see la.. don believe me sia.. everytime lidddat de.. wad she take me for sia.. i am her daughter lei.. as if i am any loose gal liddat.. have faith in me man.. okie.. then today in sch.. i saw this realy cute guy again.. lol.. my frens knew bout it and teased me.. say wad wan to get his hp no for me blah blah... wah lao eh.. how can liddat.. just say i find him cute wad.. then they think i like him liao.. well.. pretty malu lor.. cos once he was really near me.. then my frens went on and on teasing me.. wah lao... hope he didn't hear anything sia.. hai.. then today have bowling.. hmmm... don really like it.. cos the ppl there like very haughty liddat.. kan bu qi wo men zhe sie bu hui bowling de.. all of them their average score is like 180 de lor... siao siao.. hmm.. but still had fun la... cos playing with frens ma.. lol.. we so lame.. all wore black to sch.. black fri wearing black sia.. heex.. hmmm.. finally at nite lo.. then now blogging.. hmm.. find my day pretty good.. haha.. okie la.. hope u all had an interesting black fri.. =P
hihi.. am back again... well well.. let's see wad happened today.. hmmm.. lol.. nothing much.. just the normal hanging round in sch.. donno why.. last time say won't like to stay in rp de.. but now.. hai.. hate the sch for closing so early... shit de.. by 6pm must leave phoniex park liao.. if not will get locked up in sch.. why liddat de.. let us stay there longer also cannot... so yeow.. hmmm.. today had 'communication' my fav module in sch.. cos it's really interesting and interactive.. some more.. the fac is like jim carey liddat.. so funny and hilarious.. anyway.. he ang moh.. so maybe that's why he not like sg de teacher liddat.. si si de.. heex.. donno why lei.. his pants always look so huge de.. then make him look so weird.. like have a very heavy bottom liddat.. lol.. think he must have stuffed lotsa things in his pants.. all the pen and markers...etc.. lol.. but donno why.. all my frens says that he is weird.. like abit physco de.. lol.. so must be careful.. =P after his lesson.. as usual.. i did my work in sch.. with all my frens.. so cool right.. like everyone so hardworking liddat.. but.. hey hey.. is cos we don wanna torture ourselves with work at home.. so stayed back.. since last fri.. i have been staying back in class even after i have done my work.. cos till then did i know that my classmates actually have after sch small talk session.. so nice right?? like everyone gathering round to chit chat.. abit like sec sch.. heex.. last week we stayed back to watch vcd.. horror movie.. really scared the wits out of me.. after that right.. we have been planning our after sch activities.. initially.. we wanted to watch vcd today again.. but.. cos the stupid projector in our class is spoiled.. we can't watch it.. in the end.. we ended up talking bout ourselves.. and today's is bout our love history.. also donno why this happened.. and donno why.. we seem to be easy talking to one another bout it.. so weird.. it's been a long time since i last told a person bout it sia.. then.. we began touching on topics like wad we saw couples doing in public that disgusted us.. and wad we think bout it blah blah.. lol... and we were all laughing away.. cos its really hilarious.. like it's kinda like the first time i was talking bout all this things face to face to a group of ppl.. some more have guys in the group.. all our encounters are grossed.. like seeing guy biting the gals butt, guys touching the gals boobs and butt... blah blah.. eek.. so er xing.. donno why... and that we think the gals are stupid enough to let the guys do it even though they don wan it.. some more.. there is one where my fren saw this guy pressing himself onto a gal.. then like the gal say 'don wan la.. ppl looking..' lol.. he can hear it so clearly sia.. on the train some more.. hai.. donno why the guys seem so sexually active on the train.. as we were talking.. even the guys came out with this conclusion.. that is.. guys are mainly made up of bustards.. and there are only a small percentage of those so called good guys.. and.. most importantly.. we conclude that guys can't resist temptation.. if they were given the chance to engage themselves in sex.. they will do it without 2nd thoughts.. even if they are given the chance to think.. they will say 'aiya.. do first.. if have prob then settle later..' damn it.. shit them all.. hmm.. but.. cannot really put all the balme on them still.. cos if the gals themselves don wan.. the guys won't have the chance at all.. so.. it's still end up with due to ni qing wo yuan.. haha.. heard from someone bout this shocking news.. there are gals who initiated to have it de.. OMG.. diu gals de lian sia... so mei you jing chi one.. one incident is like the gal actually went down to buy the condom and told the guy 'let's do it'.. wah kao eh.. so despo for wad sia?? zhen shi de.. it's cos of this type of gals.. that's why caused us gals sometime being called jian huo.. shit them.. but hmm.. nvm la.. ren le bah.. now is new era.. not olden days.. so kan kai dian bah.. if is in the past.. i sure vote for this type of ppl to jing zhu long one.. lol.. okie la.. enough of my today's sch talk liao.. lol.. anyway.. this subject is very sensitive.. so if i de jiu anyone of u.. hope u don mind yeah.. cos it's from my class's point of view.. so yupx.. class dismissed!!
hai hai hai.. saddening arh.. today is supposed to be a happy day de.. but.. hai... in the end.. turn out to be so sad.. why liddat de.. ppl don always stay the way u wish them to be... for eg, chucky wants his child to be evil.. but in the end.. it turned out to be very loving and caring... hai.. aiyoyo.. how annoying.. well well.. freddy asked me out for dinner today.. lol.. hmmm.. u all must be thinking.. hmmm.. good thing wad.. why keeping sighing??? well.. i was indeed so shocked and overjoyed upon receiving his invitation.. however.. it seems like the more u are looking forward to it.. the worst it will become.. everything was fine.. we met up.. and went back to DW.. met ah fat there.. then we went up to find the guys in giant holdings.. hmmm.. things changed alot.. there is a giant empire and giant holdings.. one is still run by mr lincoln.. another by miss regine.. hmmm.. they seemed to be pretty busy dealing with the interviewings.. lol.. can see them questioning the interviewees.. such a funny sight sia.. wonder what they talked bout.. since they are both busy.. we decided to go leminate the cert first.. the cert is the one freddy got for being the top sales personnel for november.. wow.. so good sia.. well well.. down we go happily.. this was when the sad thing is bout to happened.. as u all know.. my impression of freddy is always that he is a guai guai de nan shen.. very caring and sensible.. well well.. for hell sake.. he actually ask for a cigarette from a fren he saw outside.. and smoked!!! OMG!!! i can't believe it.. though he did it once a few months back.. but i thought he had promised to quit smoking.. gosh.. how terrible.. most ppl know i hate smokers.. and there he is.. going to puff away.. i tried to stop him.. and he like go..'dar.. wad's the prob with u..' shit.. why is he liddat.. i kept staring at him.. and he got uneasy.. at last.. he blurt out 'just 1 stick la..' goodness gracious... he still dare to say that.. feeling really horrid now.. i grabbed his cert and stomp off to the bookshop.. damn him.. i am so disappointed with him le.. yet he still dare to negotiate and say puff one stick la.. wad the hell.. after that he kinda call my hp.. but i rejected his calls.. when i got back from the bookshop.. i simply just turn my head away in disgust when i saw him.. and i didn't talk to him at all.. there.. he smsed asking me not to e so quiet lei.. don don talk to him lei.. and that he is sorry blah blah.. wad shit sia.. finish cigarette le then say sorry.. the amount of tar is already in him le wad.. wad for sia.. i am angry with him not because with him smoking i feel very disgraceful.. but.. cos i don wan him to end up suffering and die a horrible death.. why can't they just understand?? oh well.. i simply just ignored him.. and went round talking to miss regine and mr lincoln back then.. they can see that i don look happy.. but.. oh well. being lazy to explain.. i just say that i am having too much stress in sch.. shit freddy.. stupid.. hmmm.. then wad caused me to be really mad is that he actually smsed to tell me to go back home first.. !!!!!!! wad the hell.. we are supposed to meet for dinner today.. but he is asking me to go off at bout 6plus.. and pissed me off by smoking... i am so so so damn sad sia... then in the end.. i went to chevrons to have my dinner.. had a superb lonely dinner in a very quiet restaurant... after that.. went to fa sie in the arcade there.. played my favourite machine.. the pop music.. haha.. well well.. at least felt much better after that.. okie la.. ba men qi bi wan le.. thank you for drowning in my misery with me... k lah.. go dry myself le.. tata.. =)
yo.. everyone.. lol.. hope all of u had a nice weekend..=) i enjoyed mine.. lol.. never expect to have went karaoke with the ppl in corica at all.. hmmm.. well well.. i have no comments for their singing.. think they basically just scream and screech rather than sing.. lol.. oops!! well.. went to the party world near by corica yesterday.. hmm.. with ah chung, ah bee, june(chung's cousin), ck, derreck(ck's buddy)... we basically went there after work.. when i first stepped in.. i got a great great shock of my life.. there is a guy sitting at the open singing area.. singing S.H.E(bie shuo dui bu qi) in a very feminine voice.. omg.. that's so horrible and disgusting.. yucks~ well.. guess wad we actually snag there.. not oldies as i have thought it would be.. but new songs. like tong hua, forever love.. lol.. but.. i think they spoiled the songs la.. cos they can't really reach the pitch.. =P well.. for me.. i very bu ke qi de.. i called for quite a no. of songs.. lol.. those usual ones i used to sing in kbox.. so yup.. haha.. guess wad.. they think i actually sang like stepanie sun.. omg.. and guess wad.. derreck's sis is actually a good fren of stephanie.. gosh gosh gosh.. then he went round telling ppl about it over the phone.. and evenb told stephanie bout it.. hai.. zhen shi diu lian.. think i am not going to have a good time after this le bah.. after the singing in the party world.. i finally went to a pub.. cos they bought me there.. hmm.. it's a very small one.. not as fu za as i thought.. well.. the ppl there seem to know all of them very well.. maybe they are very close frens bah.. again.. cos of the so called 'alike-ness' of my voice to stephanie's.. i was forced by them to sing there too.. so malu.. it's open area.. so everyone in the pub will get to listen to me.. wah lao eh.. very pai sei lor.. cos firstly.. i was underaged to be there.. then they wan me to sing there.. wad the hell.. how can liddat.. but.. hai.. i still sang.. hmm.. am quite suprised that i shocked almost everyone in the pub.. lol.. i really sang like her ma?? i really don think so lor.. haha.. then as i was singing.. 2 guys walked passed and stared at me.. lol.. think i freaked them out bah.. =P sian arh.. after that.. they keep thinking that i am going to make it.. then everyone started assigning roles to one another.. say wad.. chung will be my driver, june be my make-up artist, derreck be my body guard and ck be my manager.. wah liao.. they really crazy fellows.. hai.. shou bu liao ta men.. wei.. u ppl read liao don laugh at me hor.. i also don wan things to be like this de okie.. lol... hmm.. guess wad.. i found this cute guy in rp le.. lol.. well.. maybe u guys will find him er xing la.. i donno.. but i find him really cute.. also donno why.. just cute lor.. hope i can get to know him.. heex.. okie la.. cya guys again.. =)
lalala.. hai.. sch even though fun but also will have probs de.. hmmm.. all bout a him and her.. well.. don think wai wai arh.. is not love triangle hor.. i tell u the story la.. well this guy.. for those who know me will know la.. he is non other than my ogl.. lol that sickening howl's moving castle monster lookalike freako... well he liked this gal who is in my same orientation group.. call yuyin.. haha.. there its goes.. clear pic le bah.. is a very clear cut love love.. not love^3.. lol.. well then why have prob lei.. hmm.. is cos they very very de confusing and complicated.. yuyin is one who loves both sexes.. then shao hong(ogl) is one freako who always kana rejected de.. that's why he have a club call-lonely heartz club.. lol.. so er xing.. eeks.. oh well.. he is the chairman la.. lol.. oops!! =P okie.. they seem to like each other.. but the gal just don seem to want to admit the fact..hai.. donno why.. nowadays.. ppl with love prob like all find me de.. this ogl kinda seek me for help lor.. cos we seem to be quite close which i donno why.. ha.. then we began the wooing together lor.. i acc him to sit at the bus stop to wait for that gal then walk to sch.. then meet with them to go home together.. prob began here.. the gal thought the guy is with me.. OMG!!! how can that be de right?? how would i ever like such a weird fellow?? lol.. hai.. but really lor.. the gal thought so and become abit jealous.. wah lao eh.. all that guys fault.. now i and the gal like weird weird de.. why i say that?? obviously.. she don seem to be happy seeing me around.. not only round that er xing gui.. but even in sch.. she see me also like bu shuang liddat.. like today.. i walking to the plaza.. then on the way saw her and her 2 classmate walking back to phoniex park.. i so good.. say 'hello' to her.. but she just gave me the sian 1/2 look then walk away giving a very ai mai de wave.. shit de..as if i really wish to be round the ogl.. shit de.. then she very weird lor.. tell us(+ one gal eliza) not to leave them 2(she and ogl) alone.. but whenever we walk to sch together.. she will walk so fast infront with that guy.. then she will go.. 'ay.. why u all walk so slow??' shit de right?? if she wan to walk off with the guy.. then why in the first place wan us to be around them?? qian da de.. that guy also.. ming ming don wan us to be dian den pao.. but still insist to wan us to wait for her together.. argh.. zhen shi liang ge shen jing bing.. hai.. why liddat de.. but.. afterall.. that guy is the zui ke wu de.. so zhong se qing you.. u know.. he can just ditch me and eliza alone just cos of the gal.. then after that when the galnot around.. he will then crawl back to us(frens) very wad de right?? how can liddat de.. some more.. wad pissed me off today is he actually yelled at me over the phone cos of that gal.. just cos i cannot connect to net to do my quiz then will meet them late.. he call and yell le.. in the end... i went to the meeting place and found out that he yelled cos the gal is angry over something then ran home.. but liddat yell me to be faster also no link de ma.. u all say correct anot?? shit de.. after that eliza told me is all shao hong's fault.. ARGH!!! i really very very very angry u know.. hai.. but after saying all this online feel much better le.. okie la.. i shall stop complaining le.. sayo.. =)
Make ur Choice:
friendly/mean
evil/sweet
caring/bully
dull/unique
hardworking/lazy
strong/weak
brave/coward
blessed/jinx
My Blessings:
#01 lovely HDB to stay in
#02 loving darl EMAN to accompany me
#03 a crazy freaky sister to bully
#04 my parents own a stall that sells good food. yum YUM!
#05 ex-bf that made my relationship interesting
#06 dear girls sticking by me through all times
#07 YUZHEN! u are such a dear
#08 CHINGHUI(ah bu) thanks for all the shopping and k-box trips
#09 my ah bu family who accompany through my sec sch days
#10 my looks are OKAY. not handicapped.
#11 not a genious but brain functioning properly
#12 health OKAY!!!
#13 not being filthy rich but have enough to feed me
#14 met good enough bosses??? at least that gary still not that freaking evil