Wednesday, August 31, 2005
mixed up
hmm... pon sch today.. cos going back to fuhua for teachers' day celebration... donno why lei.. don really feel very good.. cos keep thinking bout PE01-08 seperating.. okie la.. did go crazy la.. but still the thought of seperation just make me sian1/2.. hai.. hate it man.. why the director of rp so cruel.. we done out a petition le.. but yet they still insisted of seperating us up.. =S saddies... this feeling is so gek.. worst then that time de seperation sadness.. cos i gek till i wan to cry also can't cry out anything.. sian arh sian arh.. worried for my future in rp.. will i get a good class? or will all backstabbers be in my class next sem? a gathering of bitches and basturds?? goodness me.. if so then its going to be hell for me le.. hai... worried for myself and worried for my classmates too.. just hope and pray hard that everyone will end up in a good class.. or better still.. in the end the director changed his mind and allowed us to have back the same old class next sem.. cos of this thing.. i do everything also like abit sian sian.. yesterday every though went out with zhen.. but also not as happy as last time.. and today.. also.. not really very happy.. argh.. just hope this shitty feeling will be gone soon arh.. hmm.. am talking to ah bu today.. she said this " if only i have a boyfriend like wilber.." lol.. goodness me.. then i was like... erm.. if really so then u will be crying.. haha.. cos too stress liao.. talking bout this.. i begin to think that i have became a bisexual.. =S cos actually now.. i find it alright to be like together with a gal.. i mean as a partner.. also donno how this thing came de.. but just suddenly find that am really gradually turning into a bisexual le.. this is total madness man.. gosh... also donno wad to do... hai... am quite attracted to bunks... argh!!! i better find a way to stop all these man.. complete madness.. argh.. feeling so weird now.. =S everything so messy in my head... okie la.. think i go sort out my thoughts la... shall return again..
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Monday, August 29, 2005
wah... till now.. haven been experiencing a good day.. dad going to SGH for op this morning.. hope he will be alright.. even though is a small op.. but.. hai.. still very worried... today reach sch.. wah.. good that the enterprising lawrance allowed us to get our own team members.. but.. sad arh.. the problem is tough... hmm.. doing my work half way through.. saw someone online.. ha.. then carolyn suddenly say want to ask me something.. then i was like huh??? okie.. after that.. scrolling through my contacts.. saw one stunning display pic.. okie la.. not really stunning la.. should say caught my attention.. pic of him with a gal.. oh well.. shouldn't lie and say that i am not affected.. am pretty sad after seeing it la.. but.. hmm.. it's kinda expected la.. so yup.. shouldn't take it too hard..
well well.. that chunk up there was written in the morning.. didn't have time to continue back then.. so shall continue now.. PE0108.. going to be speperated soon le.. am pretty sad.. then today.. carolyn brought her digicam to sch.. her cam power sia.. have video some more... haha.. then took pics and even made videos.. then we used the movie maker to compel everything into a movie.. wah.. so nice sia.. haha.. cool.. everyone was laughing when they saw it.. ha.. after the laughter.. bet everyone is missing PE0108 alot alot.. gosh.. so sad now.. hmm.. after that.. i made up my mind to make one movie for ah bu family too.. so i sorted the pics that i have from the ah bu family outing and made a movie too.. haha.. showed sharon, rina, ah bu and wan ru today.. hope they like it sia.. hmm.. it's something pretty simple la.. but it mean alot alot to me.. gheez.. damn emotional now.. ha... meet up with sharon, rina and ah bu today.. reminds me of those days we used to hang out and all.. the same old laughter.. the closeness.. the cosiness together.. wah.. really miss them alot alot sia... somehow.. PE0108 is just like another version of 2E'02.. everyone so funky.. gonna miss them really really much.. am so afraid that all these moments we once shared will become history forever and never ever gonna get it back... ha... thought of it really make me sian1/2... =S
well.. dad's op was successful.. haha.. saw him munching away when i reached home.. he looks as if he has never been for an op at all sia.. look so normal... still so energetic... haha.. good for him.. am so glad and relief.. phew~ hmm.. feeling kinda mixed up now.. don feel like blogging.. shall update again la..
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@ 10:18 PM
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Sunday, August 28, 2005
humanity
worked yesterday.. haha.. after 2 whole weeks of break ( which is 2 sat only la.. hahah =P ) got back to the shop.. wow.. didn't see jason around sia.. then inside have a new baker with ah bee.. haha.. that new baker.. donno his name la... see him.. toot toot de.. lol.. see him also can't work for long de la.. =P hmmm.. the whole day.. the shop only tended by me and ah bee.. haha.. the bosses having meeting in the shop.. then jason from now on not going to step into the kitchen le.. and ah bee going to take charge of it lor.. then heard from her.. hmm.. orica going to have branches le.. 1 at takashimaya.. another at tampines mall.. hahaha.. then that they are going to close the shop at south bridge road.. also donno true anot la.. lol.. but who cares.. =P hmm.. we talked and gossiped alot.. ah bee and jun yan broke up le.. ha.. then ah bee miss her alot sia.. haha.. but still we crapped la..then talked bout how bias jason and serene are.. bout how irritating the jason is.. and we concluded.. we think that jason is suffering from some mental illness.. in chinese call "jing shen fen lie zhen".. haha.. cos he said this.. " even if one throw in 1 million to take over corica.. i am still the big boss.. " lol.. wth.. he mad la.. hmm. then talking bout bias.. yeah.. all of us can sense that the couple likes jun yan alot more than me.. haha.. cos they say jun yan very guai.. unlike me.. have attitude problem.. then always " ting zui ".. hahhaha.. can't help it la.. i am liddat.. i hear wad bu shuang i will voice out de lor.. =P don expect me to keep quiet.. hmm.. but brandon prefer working with me.. haha.. the bros are indeed diff sia.. soooooooo diff.. then so saddening la.. they always quarrel.. now whenever jason is around.. brandon will never come down de.. sad hor?? hai.. hmm.. then ah bee say her time in the shop is going to be up.. cos they are going to get the new baker to know everything le then kick her out.. and also make her work for them for the taka fair le.. then is time for her to say bye bye.. sad sia. why are they liddat.. =S actually i also don really wanna work le.. cos i find it quite retarded to work only for a day a week.. some more.. their attitude i also don like.. but.. haha.. okie la.. i am there cos of the frens in corica.. ah bee la.. then brandon.. eddy.. ah chung.. ck.. hahaha.. so ya la.. as long as i have them around i think i will work bah.. haha.. anyway.. every sat.. very free also.. not much customers in and out.. hahaha.. like something jack said " overpaid under work.." hahaha.. so why not carry on and get my extra money for shopping?? =P hmmm... then after work went out and have dinner with ah bee and ck.. i only asked ah bee lor.. then she arh.. big mouth.. go and invite the ck.. dman.. but nvm la.. haha.. like wad she said.. " nvm la.. can get him to pay for our food.. hahahahaha.. " yeah.. went to chinatown for porridge.. hai.. there again.. hahaha.. nvm.. then after that... only 9.30.. sooo early.. then at first ck going to drive us back liao de.. not his car arh.. is ah chung's.. haha.. okie.. but i complaint say too early.. then in the end donno why.. talk and talk.. then end up we say go drive through the streets of geylang to take a look.. haha.. anyway.. ah chung's new car nice sia.. like racing car liddat.. honda de.. then inside the pedals.. have light de sia.. blue colour.. hahahaha.. not bad not bad.. hmm.. me and ah bee sit at the passenger seat.. then the seat beside the driver is empty.. haha.. make it looked as if the ck is our si ji.. haha.. then we are some rich kids.. okie.. but when at geylang i sat there la.. cos wanna have a better view... =P hmm... go there.. wah.. see le.. so saddening sia.. cos there all crowded with ah pek and those blacks.. hai.. donno why la.. i just find this sight very saddening.. imagine the gals.. hai... okie.. don talk about it le.. after that.. we went to kallang area there.. haha.. near the stadium there.. and we walked there and feel the sea breeze.. there.. haha.. got ah bee to piggy back me.. yippi... so fun.. but she no skill la.. only carry for a short distance.. but okie la.. overall is fun.. lol.. then down there.. i also sing and sing.. haha.. abit siao siao la.. yeah.. then someone walked pass.. oops!! haha.. then say i have a nice voice.. =P.. yeah!!! sooo happy.. wahaha.. okie la.. after that.. went back home lo.. so tired sia.. haha.. yeah... hmmm.. after yesterday.. ha.. find that ah bee and me getting closer sia.. really buddies.. haha.. can play and joke so much.. hmm.. then she arh.. her first impression of me right.. she thought i am a les lei.. same like her... lol.. crazy.. pls la.. i won't ever be a les okie.. hmm.. yeah.. i agree.. i like looking at gals.. i like admiring their looks.. their dressing and all.. but that doesn't make me a les okie.. lol.. ha... really.. suddenly find that.. i can only mingle well with a certain group of ppl.. and for those that i can't mingle well with.. they will find that i am stucked up and have attitude problem.. ha.. and that's the same for alot others.. hahhaha.. okie la.. think i shall stop for now.. cya peeps again yeah?? hope u guys have a cool weekend too.. =)
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@ 12:00 PM
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Friday, August 26, 2005
sexy song it is
"Sway"
When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more
Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me
Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have the magic technique
When we sway I go weak
I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have the magic technique
When we sway I go weak
I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
You know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
song of the week in my class.. whoa.. but is the pussycatdoll version of it.. the gals are really damn hot la.. they just look like models on stage.. and the way they dance in the MTV.. wheet~ wheet~... babes sia.. nice slim legs.. hourglass figures.. nice dance in the MTV really... they way they dance really makes me feel like sswaaaaayingggggg~ =P
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@ 2:05 PM
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
have i mistaken something?
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
haiz..yo everyone, i m back for this post only.. haha..amazing at how i can throw away wad happened yesterday just after 5 mins of cooling down..well something terrible happened yesterday.she said she could not commit.. and went on with her religious stuff..i didn't say cannot.. it's just that i find it ridiculous.. i cound not take it as the main reason for seperating..guess thats the end of a 2 week relationship..1st time.my heart stills hurts..although i tried to numb myself.. but..just thinking about that particular sms.. made me feel sad all over again..i keep questioning myself ever since i read that sms..is it my fault ? i didnt show enuff care and concern ? or smth else i did wrong ?my feelings now.. it's hard for me to describe in words..it's like, my heart shattered when i read that sms..haiz, very confused..now i m hurt both physically and mentally.sunburn + heartbreak = total pain + sadness = mood changehaiz.. guess numbing myself cannnot work anymore.. gotta find a new way..maybe killing myself ? haha... i'll take that into consideration :Ptata.. say0nara !
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this entire big chunk of words is adapted from fred's blog... hai.. so in the end i just mistook everything as him being understanding.. he cannot accept my reason.. he doesn't believe.. why doesn't he believe??? worst of all.. he mistook all this as it's his fault... it has nothing to do with all those things.. nothing at all.. why no one believes?? why why why..!?! numbing himself?? killing himself?? wad does all this mean?? msn nick " if it's your decision.. i have no objection".. ??? all this makes no sense at all.. everything is just contradicting.. why put up a strong front when u are actually not? why hide the emotions? think that it's the way of a saint to make others unaware of ur unhappiness?? how would others feel when the in the end found out the truth?? why give ppl the "hack care" attitude when u mind it alot?? why?!? all this are just ridiculous.. lame.. dumb.. think all this behaviour are cos of inner fear.. fear that ppl will use this weakness of u to attack u?? senseless.. all this are just insane.. hate it sooo much.. why must human hide their emotions?? why must they always show others the side they want others to see and not their real self?? all this.. all this... caused the world to be so ugly.. cos ppl to fear humanity.. and all this are saddening.. argh.. no mood to blog le.. shall come back again..
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@ 11:38 AM
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Monday, August 22, 2005
maybe i really think way too much
well.. haha.. did the thing that i have to do le.. hmm.. am feeling much better now.. but also kinda weird.. haha.. okie la.. cos like everything is just over and done with within afew mins.. everything ended very much peacefully.. am glad.. maybe is just that he is plain understanding bah.. felt so bad.. but i never regretted so.. cos things will be worst if i've decided to drag on.. why deprive someone's right to find someone perfect for himself right?? haha.. sounds as if i am a saint sia.. but nope.. all this happened becos i haven't been more sensible to think correctly and make right decisions.. and thank goodness that the right path was shown to me just in time.. thanks jas.. for reminding me of transparency to the leaders.. thanks bro bryan.. for showing me and guiding me.. for reminding me that i should only hold the heart of the Lord for the moment.. thank u really.. and sorry to the one whom i might have hurt.. but i believe that u won't regret that u let go to all this at this moment in time.. =) one thing to say.. haha.. we are still frens.. good buddies yeah... hmm... have been talking to jas something about karma.. think something liddat is going on.. i just pray hard and hope that this thing will just end here... don wan anyone else to get hurt or wadever cos of it.. ppl might think that i am nuts to have made such decision cos of my religion.. but hey.. everyone have the very right of making any decisions base on anything okie.. this is human right... we are actually all affected by the social norms.. the behaviour of the public and stuffs.. where we get the impression of big eyes, sharp noses, slim ladies are beautiful?? all this are becos of the way the public says.. if the public says yes.. are we just going to follow blindly?? isn't it time for us to make our own stand and stay firm to it?? so for this.. even though ppl might think that it is terribly outrageous that i forsake someone cos of my religion.. i am just doing so.. one of the comments of my facilitator struck my mind.. "Don't be a thermometer - be a thermostat!" this is really just wad we should do.. shouldn't we?? haha.. pretty cool that a rp facilitator can talk liddat sia.. It takes courage to be different or to stand up for something which others may not believe in... so shouldn't we start collecting the courage to do so from now onwards?? okie.. i think that some ppl might not be able to accept wad i am saying now.. but i am just trying to make my point of view here now.. okie la.. i also donno wad else to write now.. cos brain is pretty exhausted after saying so much things today.. so shall update again when necessary.. till next time yeah?? =)
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@ 6:19 PM
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mind made up
The Lord is the best lover and the best father, fu huang, one can ever have...
this was a sentence that touch my heart on sunday's service.. well.. have been thinking over somethings.. and yeah.. this sentence enabled me to make up my mind indeed... have finally decided to hold only The almighty Lord in my heart for the moment.. till the day.. the day when he decided to disclosed the perfect one for me... shall let him made the decisions for me from now on.. silly me.. being so bothered over wad bro bryan have said.. when things could have been much easier if i have been more sensitive to the Lord's way of response.. now it's time for me to face the music and clear up the mess i have created.. felt so sorry.. as i have actually wanted to go against the Lord... so guilty.. but nvm.. i am man.. and man do make mistakes.. so i will just cling on tightly to him.. so that i can be more perfect as time goes by.. heex.. =) i shall live on and up hold the glory of my Lord, my GOD, my saviour..
talking to zhen bout this made me think that.. it's such wonder how a believer and non-believer treat things.. for eg.. a simple wording or saying in a bookmark can be of such great importance and of such enlightenment to a believer.. whereas to a non-believer.. it's just plain dirt.. just a plain meaningless sentence.. this is kinda saddening.. well.. maybe indeed... i have changed.. unlike the just me and me.. now i have included an important someone in my life.. and it has caused changes.. all good ones i would say.. relationship between me and my parents improved.. my life became more smooth sailing.. things are just perfect now.. but from wad bro bryan have said.. The Lord have been very gracious to me... he have been always trying his very best to keep me away from danger.. but.. haha.. i will still sway off to the 'wrong' paths at times.. and i really thank Emperor Holy Spirit Buddy Buddy.. for reminding me and kept me away from something of a worst scenerio.. really thank u.. and i can safely say that i have never regretted accepting u my, Lord, into my life.. for u have made it more wonderful and more colourful..
haha.. okie la.. enough of my gratefulness to the Lord.. believe some of u cannot tahan me liao.. =P hmm.. didn't go sch today.. cos of a horrid nite i had yesterday.. wah.. donno wad i eat sala.. think i kana food poisoning.. keep feeling so sick.. and puke and poo.. eekss.. and that's how i spend my nite.. that's why today didn't go to sch.. sian.. today cannot miss liao de module but i still miss it le.. =S it's the 4th lesson i missed for it.. can u believe it?? one module can only skip 2 lessons.. but i missed 4!!! that is like.. omg.. argh.. but i don care le la.. my health more important.. the module just hope can scrape through can le la.. pray hard arh.. lol.. this month really make me so broke sia.. so many ppl bdae.. wth.. then must buy present and stuffs.. still must find time to celebrate for them.. damn.. almost sacrifice my whole month for them lei.. hai.. but who ask them to be my fren.. haha.. so nvm la.. just ren for this month.. things shall get better... =) hmmm.. the most troublesome are the present for the guys la.. sian.. lagger and sel's bdae on the same day.. donno wad to get for them.. then ask tat and jack.. the jack so basturd sia.. say don need to buy.. -_-" then the tat.. hmm.. at least he better la.. he say treat them eat.. then after that cos that jack say treat them last year liao.. then tat say buy shirt.. then the jack have comments again.. say treat them eat.. wah lao eh.. guys arh.. so ma fan de.. cannot make up decisions.. hate it sia.. so po po ma ma.. then in the end.. still haven settle.. -_-" argh.. sometimes arh.. cooperating with guys can die arh.. can't they just be more decisive?? hmm.. aug ending soon lo.. yeah!! am going to have my vacations soon.. one whole month.. sep lei... heex.. so happy... cos not going to Sri Lanka le.. so.. haha.. means i having more time for my own activities liao.. hmm.. am going to learn guitar.. then have to find lobang to get cheap guitars.. so hard to find... but nvm.. this time i die die also must get one.. cos i must learn liao.. if not as i get older my fingers become numb numb de.. then very hard to learn le.. =P some more have been wanting to learn since last year.. so this time have teacher teaching.. so must grab the opportunity arh.. =P hmm.. JA.. think going to have a vocal gig after the vacation.. then am going to perform.. yeah!! haha... finally can stand on the stage and perform le.. so excited.. for once can have a taste of being a superstar on stage.. wahaha.. but.. am scared arh.. scared later too nervous then sing off key.. then arh.. not superstar liao.. become clown le.. lol.. then will kana laugh and joke about.. haha.. stress arh.. but okie la.. =P the ppl in JA really cool and friendly.. having the vocal lessons aren't stressful at all.. like chilling out liddat.. everyone just joke and laugh.. like one big family.. but hope they not act act only la.. then backstab u.. if so arh.. wah.. then very saddening man.. lol... hmm.. suddenly find that my entry very long.. also donno why lei.. haha.. but think u peeps won't mind de right?? at least have things to read when u are bored.. =P not bad right?? see i so considerate.. hahah.. okie la.. enough of my buay hiao bai.. heex.. alot of things running in my head now.. flash back.. memories.. all this is indeed enough to make ppl feel blue.. now i get how carolyn feels.. she arh.. thinking bout all this till cry.. emotional gal.. well.. after so long.. i really must admit to something.. gals are always gals... no matter how strong they appeared to be.. they are still vulnerable at heart.. so those childish thinking of wanting to win the guys.. be like the guys.. are all rubbish la.. it's almost impossible.. no gal can be a 100% guy.. not even trans.. not even bunks.. no one can ever make it.. last time i use to laugh and mock at gals who are 'weak' emotionally.. now looking at myself.. ha.. ain't i the same like them?? haha.. it's pretty amazing yeah.. hmm.. i used to think why isit that gals are so fasinated with branded stuffs.. shoes.. love being with a special someone.. love receiving flowers and stuffs.. now me myself am liddat.. haha.. amazing.. use to say that i will never become 'those' ladies.. but.. haha.. now i am le la.. but at least not as bad.. =P and that's something good.. cos if not.. i will be so broke.. even bankrupt.. i really felt so relief that i am not so caught up by branded stuffs.. =P but who knows.. maybe when i start to work.. and have the spending power.. whoa.. haha.. that's going to be crazy.. use to have childish thinking that i don need a family.. but now.. haha.. i find that my family is really my pillar.. they are the ones who are really going to be there to support u ur entire life.. never giving up on u... and it's pretty true.. when i am doing things that i like.. yes.. i will be happy.. but only for a short moment.. cos if they aren't supporting me.. i won't be liking wad i am doing.. i will feel so lost and sad.. but when i am doing things that i dislike but with their support.. somehow.. things will turn out right in the end.. everything they have in mind are always for our own good... now am thinking that i am so dumb to be so rebellious in the past.. but.. hmm.. maybe it's cos of that that's why i cherish them so much now... use to hate the sight of my parents.. but now.. i love seeing them around.. love hearing to them talking and chatting with them.. sometimes i will even do silly things infront of them to make them laugh.. think after 2 yrs.. i have finally recovered back the cosiness in my home... love it so much.. also don know why i suddenly have so much to blog about.. ha.. maybe cos now i am alone and thinking bout alot of things bah.. just read a testi of someone.. in there written '... Dun nid to tink so much b4 u accept a girl. Actually having alot of gf b4 is not a bad idea, at least when u grow older, u will know wat type of girl u really wan as u experienced diff. kind of ger ger b4...' haha.. also donno wad to say... donno to comment that it's good thinking or wad.. haha.. nvm la.. just leave it here for u peeps to think through lor.. ha... listening to the song 'untitled' now.. donno why... i felt so touched by it's lyrics.. like somehow reflecting how i am feeling now.. amazing... have recently been so touched by songs.. that day watch the encore of the 'superstar'.. then hear them sing the song 'yi shi de mei hao'.. find that it's a pretty meaningful song.. really reflect the inner struggle of a gal when they lost someone.. okie la.. maybe ppl might find that i am being too sensitive and emtional.. but hey.. i gal okie.. not cos i have short hair.. abit tom boy then i cannot be liddat okie.. haha.. i also have my human rights to be sad and all.. hahahaha.. recently my msn msg.. ' am only bitchy on days ending with "Y" '.. haha.. find it just so cute.. actually got this phrase from a badge.. hmm.. till now.. i am still qning myself.. wad is the meaning of being bitchy?? haha.. i have been constantly using that word to curse and swear at ppl.. but.. do i really know the meaning of it?? sometimes thinking back.. i have been called a bitch before.. and wad's those ppl's definition of a bitch?? haha.. or maybe they themselves just find it convinient to use that word to scold.. that's why uses that word?? hhahaha.. like me la.. i like to scold females that i don like 'bitch'.. but at the end of the day.. my 'bitch' means nothing.. wahaha.. lame la.. maybe i shall try to find out wad isit that cause me to use the word 'bitch'.. heex.. suddenly something struck me as i looked out of my window.. 'how's my future going to be..' haha.. a pretty scary thing to think about.. and i don dare to think too.. am afraid that my future won't be as perfect as how i wan it to be... will i be a mother of a bunch of noisy kids that i hate most?? will i be like those lonely grannies on the streets when i get old?? will i be able to take it when my spouse die?? wad will happen to me if one day my parents leave me?? omg.. all this is just so scary and freaky.. argh.. think this just probe me to cherish every single moment i have with the ppl around me.. especially ppl important to me like my parents.. can't possibly waste time being angry with them since life is so short.. and unpredictable.. never take it for granted that u will be able to wake up the very next day.. as u won't know.. so cherish every single moment u have.. life it as if u are never gonna life it again.. and u will find that u have lead a meaningful life.. till now.. then i realise that 'gary'( a fren i knew from IRC ) is really a very diff teen compared to most of us.. wad i am thinking bout now.. is actually wad he had already thought of a long time ago.. he is of our age.. but his thinking is so diff.. ha.. no wonder i seemed so shildish to him in the past.. =P now then i understand.. cos thinking back.. i really do find myself so childish.. forever taking the blessings i have for granted.. haha.. haha.. can't believe it.. i have been blogging for an hr le.. gosh.. wad a record for me sia.. haha.. this is indeed the longest entry i had till now.. okie la.. think i have left enough things to keep u peeps thinking.. shall continue again next time bah.. haha.. =)
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@ 3:23 PM
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Friday, August 19, 2005
my name.. wahaha.. lame
G-u are very gutsy
O-outstanding effert
H- u are lucky in relationships
J-you are very athletic
I-you have a lot of friends
E- u are very smart and can achieve ur goals
H- u are lucky in relationships
U-loves to party
I-you have a lot of friends
hahahaha.. kinda cool?? but think some are just plain inaccurate la.. lol..
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@ 9:30 PM
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nothing better to do
having lessons now.. but hack la.. nvm.. still blog.. so sian man.. today change facilitator with anothr class.. then this old woman very wad la.. so sian one.. even worst than the lisa.. damn it.. think wad arh.. she big arh.. sian.. smileless de.. then the eng so slang.. so fake.. hate her to core... till now then i realised that actually the facilitators we have are not bad le.. we are a lucky bunch of kiddos.. hahhaha.. so next time maybe won't grumble so much le bah.. =P hmm.. had a new haircut.. don really like it.. and feel really horrid le la.. then go class still kana comment that my hair look like the character in Maple Story.. darn.. but okie la.. that's part of the cuteness of my class.. wahaha... i find that the hair cut real obvious.. then still have some blind guys in class didn't noticed it.. really blind arh.. hmm.. talking bout blind..
argh.. damn.. kana caught by the facilitator... hate her to bits.. damn her!!!! really basturd bitch.. f***!!! force me to ask qns.. hate her.. make me sabo my classmates.. =S
okie.. back to blind.. hmmm.. the superstar.. kelvin and kelly got in.. the 2 Ks.. hahhaha... well... no comments about the kelly getting in la.. cos i didn't watch the female superstar.. kelvin..donno why.. keep thinking that he got in cos of sympathy... so bad.. and jun yang with such good vocals have to be kicked out cos of that.. =S okie la.. kelvin can sing la.. esp the 'only heaven knows' sounds pleasing to my ears.. then the 'tong hua'.. i hear le nearly cry.. also donno why.. even though so.. i think jun yang should get in.. cos is superstar lei.. he really have more of the X-factor than the kelvin lor.. hai.. nvm la.. just let it be lor.. hope jun yang will get signed by agencies around la.. and.. happily ever after with candice?? lol.. a nice pair.. talking bout pair.. reminds me of cg.. facing serious problem now.. wonder if is he really interferring too much... but if i think it this way.. i will be like accusing brethren.. and that's not right.. argh.. hate it la.. suan le suan le.. nvm... just throw it aside first la.. next time then think again.. okie la.. shouldn't type anymore.. cya again..
anyway.. the F***ing bitch facilitator for cognitive is called Magdeline Shu... she shall be condemned forever by our class.. or at least.. wahaha.. by me!!! =P
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@ 3:07 PM
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
lame kiddo
hahahah.. carolyn pretending to smoke.. lesson time still sia..
camera man: jeannie
ciggarette: maborol
cigarette from: razeez
scene: classroom PE0108
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@ 3:12 PM
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~friendship~
That's What Friends Are For
Dionne Warwick
And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today and then if you can remember
Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember
Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times and bad times I'll be on your side forever more
Ohh That's what friends are for
Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me oh for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
this song here yeah.. is indeed touching.. love it soooooo much.. that's wad frens are for.. it's so true.. frens are always there when u are down.. when u need help.. almost participating in every part of ur life.. they are the ones that shares ur good times and bad times.. that shares ur burden and be there to cheer u on.. and sincerely.. i wanna dedicate this very song.. to all my frens.. we may be busy with our own lifes right now.. but surely.. i will always hold all of u in my heart.. thank u my frens.. all of u.. thank u.. =)
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@ 2:35 PM
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Monday, August 15, 2005
!!wad a funky class!!
wahahaha.. behold.. =P this is the legendary PE0108 in Republic Poly!!! see... hahaha.. wad wonderful peeps in the class right.. all so cheery and fun.. we rulez.. we rox!!! Rock on peeps!! or wonderful spirit shall live all through the 3yrs of polytechnic days... also.. the maple gang.. hahaha.. we shall brave through all monsters in there yeah.. and become saviours in maple world.. heex.. fame and glory share fall on us!! shine on PE0108... =)
starting from top left: alex, eliyana, benjamin, gek peng, yong xiang, joanne
2nd row also left onwards: susan, jayan, sing ling, yin fen, josephine, nikki
3rd row " ": william, priya, jeannie, sanjay, xin hua, razeez
last row " ": akram, heng yin, carolyn, michelle, eng kiat, ME!!!
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@ 2:39 PM
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sweetest drink ever.. wheet wheet~
inventory drink of the strawberry frappuccino....
when strawberry blends with frappuccino....
out comes nothing but sweetness... =P
can u taste the sweetness in the air???
*** still in the making though.. heex~
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@ 2:36 PM
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Friday, August 12, 2005
Caroro's story
THE STORY OF MY INTELLECTUAL FARMER BOY
characters: selwyn ( the farmer boy )
carolyn ( the carrot )
this is basically based on a story bout a farmer boy ( selwyn ) having a farm with his beloved carrot ( carolyn ). =P story begins on... 6th aug 2005... how the story flows will depend on how they grow.. wahaha.. so yupx.. look forward for it bah.. =)
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@ 9:56 PM
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
~oOo~
Happy Bdae SINGAPORE!!!
yeah.. today is national day arh.. haha.. no sch.. no nothing.. is a public holiday.. yesterday no sch.. tml also no sch.. seems like a long break for me.. heex... simply love it.. well.. yesterday at first suppose to have camp in the church de.. but in the end cos the church moving and stuffs.. so yeah.. not appropriate to stay.. then meet jas at Dover.. so lame la.. she ask me to meet her there at 5pm.. then in the end we go je... -_-" means i waste time to travel till Dover lor.. lame me.. but.. haha.. saw jas's colleague in Orange Tee( property agency ) that gal is kinda cute.. very sweet looking.. and she arh.. stay in malaysia.. so everyday travel to and forth just for studies and work... really hard on her sia.. so yup.. at first is have to help jas type her long long proposal de... but in the end never.. go to long john and have dinner.. then after that we went to kbox and sing.. then after that went to the chinese 'restaurant' in the entertainment centre and have supper?? lol.. okie.. then down there helped her to burn cd.. first time in my life sia.. hope it is successful.. hahahhaha.. then yeah.. head home lor... but on the way.. wahaha.. freddy asked if i wanna ton over at his place with his frens.. well.. the weird couple that i knew from the dinners on sat.. lol.. well.. since i am actually supposed to be at a camp ( as i lied to my mum =P ) i thought why not.. so okie la.. go lor.. well well.. his house is really pretty near fuhua sia.. haha.. then hmm.. his house.. first impression.. not bad.. but his room arh.. horrible.. lol.. no bed de.. only mattress.. then... hmm.. quite messy la.. clothes lying everywhere.. but still considered okie la.. haha.. yeah.. then i rip songs into my com.. then after that watched a lame show ' chong bu zhi ' new show.. so is watch pirated vcd lor.. haha.. that show funny and weird and lame.. i laugh like mad watching the show.. then after awhile.. the couple wanna sleep le lor.. so abit bo bian la.. also have to sleep... hmm.. think by then is bout 4plus 5 le bah?? also not very sure.. then sleep... wah.. keep waking up in the middle.. wake up le sleep again.. wah.. in the end today damn tired.. sleepy.. hahaha... then wait till times almost up.. go wash up and head for bro bryan house.. have to have lesson.. that jas ps sia.. say meet and have lessons together.. in the end she is late cos of her work.. then i had lesson alone.. =S hahha.. really no energy during the lesson sia.. felt like sleeping throughout.. haha.. but okie la... lesson not really long.. so rush straight home after the lesson.. wah.. then sleep!!!!! heex.. shiok sia.. donno why.. not really interested in this year's NDP.. like find it not creative.. like always the same.. not as entertaining as before.. but i still stayed glued to the tv screen la.. lol.. and that's the weird part.. hahahha.. and amazingly.. i only have one meal today.. haha.. only had dinner.. can't believe it sia.. so unlike me.. haha.. and werid part again.. i don feel hungry at all.. wah.. then now feeling sickish.. cos seriously lack of sleep.. temperature shooting up again.. ha.. think will have to sleep soon le.. hmm.. well well... found out something today.. indeed it's shocking and stunning.. left me speechless too... hahah.. curious to know wad isit right??? haha.. don tell u lei.. =P wahaha.. and hmm.. think i may think twice about going to Sri Lanka... cos of certain things told during the lessons today.. okie la... i gtg le.. update again..
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@ 9:06 PM
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Monday, August 08, 2005
wonders in life
wow.. haha.. hmm... its really amazing to know wad wonders the SDC brought.. even though camp maybe just like any usual ones.. but.. it's power of drawing ppl together is amazing.. lol.. hmm.. sorry for not updating for so long.. cos have been busy with sch stuffs.. have to do designs and have meetings.. lots of preparation to do before my Sri Lanka trip.. so yeap.. hope u guys can just bear with it.. yesterday work as usual.. lol.. then have to go out at nite la.. cos gathering.. celebrating someone's bdae.. went to party world.. hai.. so sian.. not fun going with them de.. all so not lively.. just sit down there and sing.. didin't dance and lame around like how i do with my poly pals.. those crazy peeps.. lol.. guess wad.. ah bee and jun yan like together sia.. haha.. then heard from ah bee.. she say they kissed.. eeellll.. hahha.. sounds quite gross.. donno them la.. haha.. i don care also.. hmm.. feeling so weird now.. also donno why.. like no mood to blog liddat.. think i am just too troubled bah.. soooooooo fan.. hmpt~ think my depression coming again.. hate it sia.. or i think maybe is pms bah.. so sick of it.. everytime also liddat.. hmm.. this is 2mths of frenship for those whom i know from the SDC ler.. 2mths.. things changed sia.. within this 2mths.. sounds so long.. but its so short.. ha.. some got closer withing this period of time.. some just drifted apart.. hmm.. donno why.. jack and i haven been really talking or in contact lately.. the SDC group since to be lagging someone in the pic.. and that's him.. well.. maybe he is just plain busy.. i donno.. but.. or maybe he is just avoiding me bah.. ha.. wadever it is.. the main thing is.. friendship is failing?? sisn't someone said this.. ' we are still frens right? ' but now.. it seems as if we are perfect strangers.. even when we see each other in sch( which is extremely rare ) it's just a 'eh!' and that's all.. why so pathetic?? hai.. have been thinking alot all this while.. and.. ha.. find that actually we were ppl from diff world.. haha.. weird right?? well well... ha... just wondering.. ' are we still frens?' nvm la.. forget it.. hmm.. yeah!!! going to have a long vacation man.. becos of national day.. hahhaa.. so fun.. and anyway the church is moving.. moving to a new permenant place.. heex.. so happy.. and.. one more good news.. corca is not closing!!!! hahha.. means i will not be out of job lo.. wahaha.. seems like things have been pretty good afterall.. haha.. and also.. hmm.. donno la.. some things have been happening.. and i am wondering if my sixth sense is right.. if not.. must be i think too much liao.. oh well.. okie la.. cya peeps again..
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@ 12:42 AM
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
wad a good news =)
how's life been for all of u?? mine have been fine.. recently have been playing an online game.. well.. not any new games la.. but is.. Maple Story.. wahaha.. hard to believe that i will play that?? well.. as time goes by.. ppl. do change.. now i am just being so fascinated by the little creatures and the power of the characters in it.. so yeah.. am sort of 'addicted' to it.. as in.. will look forward to playing that game la.. lol.. as for sch live.. well... nothing can be more normal.. usual all sch days.. daily presentation and the usual train rides... after 2 weeks plus.. have been adapting back to the only me life style.. =) today went for the IGP meeting and JA meeting.. wad a rush for me sia.. cos immediately after the JA.. i have to rush to tanglin campus for the IGP meeting.. JA met up is regarding our vocal lessons.. think u all should know la.. the vocal instructor got 'fired' so yeah.. have been missing lessons for it.. so now.. they have been deciding on letting us have a student-student lesson.. means we will be taught by the yr2.. sounds pretty cool.. but will be having the IGP thingy at the moment.. so think will be missing afew of the lessons le... well.. IGP... today discussed but wad to do for the fund raising thingy.. came up with lame ideas like scooping the fish... knocking down cans games.. LOL.. didn't know we can give such stupid stuffs sia.. then in the end.. yeah.. we settled for sales( selling things), car wash(help ppl wash car), test tube(put name in test tube) and band performance(get outside band to pay for performing in our sch).. lol.. so yeah.. and guess wad.. LOL.. YIPPEE!!! will be back in sg for my bdae lo.. cos will be going on the 4th sep.. so.. will be back by 18th sep... YEAHH!!.. will be back for sg for my bdae lo.. was so happy having to hear this.. heex.. =) well.. think this week is going to be pretty busy for me.. cos have to attend meetings for the IGP la.. have to find lobangs for the it la.. then have to come up posters for the WHY IG.. sian.. so troublesome.. under admin for the WHY IG camp.. so have to do publicity.. donno wad to draw for the poster sia.. then still must send out mails for it.. and also get the link for them to register.. wth.. they think we freshies know wad to do meh?? arh.. crazy.. well well.. but at least it will keep my minds off unhappy things la.. =P okie okie... guess u peeps are pretty busy too.. so yeah.. will update u guys soon.. =D
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@ 10:00 PM
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