Tuesday, December 27, 2005
christmas is a great day
hello... haha... am feeling kinda bored.. so decided to get a post typed out.. haha... sian man... sch starting le... just a few more days... then will have to head back to the errie campus for sch.. not as if i haven been going back to sch during the holidays la... but hor.. i just don like to go to that class lor... everyday doing ppt... then working aimlessly.. so boring... but hor... compared to other polys.. i like this one better orh... cos its not as stressful.. haha... so donno la... its one place where i love and hate.. hmmm... hope everyone had a fine christmas.. ha... for me.. well... spend with the peeps at my father's side lor... so un-cool... wth... thought will have ppl asking me out for countdown or christmas... but no one asked... sobx... to think that i am actually so unwanted sia.. lol... no one asked me out to spend this joyous and fun day with them.. =S but... okie la.. the gathering there with the folks ain't as bad as i have thought it to be.. still can chat abit la... then the whole time just stuck myself at the dining table and indulge myself with the food they all brought... its a pot luck la.. so okie.. the food not bad.. but i think maybe abit 'not clean'... lol... got a tummy ache afte that.. gosh man... its really horrible lor.. haha... lasted for 2days sia... maybe next time i shouldn't have fruits right after a full tummy of me siam... haha... hmm.. then the same la.. exchanged gifts... ha... donno why... its either they donno wad to get for me... or they think that i am still a kid... the things i get arh... haha... ended up being my sis's present.. but nvm la... even though i don really like the things i got.. i hope that they will like the presents i got for them... haha... =P its a day about giving okie... haha... hmmm... aiya... feeling kinda bored lei... also donno wad to continue... argh... boredom... ha.. suan le.. i think i will leave this post le la... also donno how to continue le... okie la.. think the next time i will post will be a new year le.. yea... 2006... okie la.. so cya then... =P
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@ 10:32 PM
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Friday, December 23, 2005
gather gather... weee~~
wahaha... back peeps... having holidays neh... hmm... sounds pretty cheery now?? well... of course la... festive season lei... christmas mah... haha... here's the season to be jolly... =P ha... yesterday had a great day... out with my deary fishy honey zhen... hmmm... actually i asked her out de la... cos scared cannot celebrate her bdae for her in time... somemore christmas round the corner... so asked her out la... kinda like celebrate two things together in a day la... so not bad huh?? lalala... treated this gurly to sakae buffet lunch... gosh... wanna eat at wheellock de... but the restaurant full... wth... then down there saw the super host having something there... am like the same old self... my reaction was like hell la... went 'aiyer' damn loudly... LOL.. then the whole crowd just looked up the escalator like finding who is the one who made such a rude comment.. LOL... can't help it la... its a just so me kind of act... wahaha.. =P preety mean yea?? lalala... i don care... well... in the end... we went hereen's sakae... gosh... got a pretty bad kind of seat... don have a table to ourselves... have to share with others.. so saddening.. if only the ah bu came la... wth... but we had a pretty fun time.. ate lots... haha... think we are just tooo hungry... then we shopped round... ha... reminds me of the good old days when zhen and i will just shop round orchard... laughing on the streets.. blah blah blah... sooo fun and warming... just simply love this girl... am really starting to wonder if ppl will think that we are sis or... something else.. lol... well well.. i won't mind if ppl really thinks that we are les... wahahaha... its going to be my pleasure man... =P laming and laming... well.. we didn't do plain window shopping la... we bought something okie... zhen got a really nice and cute formal shirt... gosh... if only i have the kind of function to wear such formal wears... i will definitely buy it... its really nice.. but... haha... think i saw a lady wearing that shirt she bought when i reached boon lay at night.. LOL.. we are just plain enjoying ourselves when shopping... popping in here and there... trying on shoes and stuffs... haha.. we are gals la.. can't help it... then i got a cardigan again?? LOL... and oh ya.. my puma bag... finally.. i got it... and just in time too... cos its the last piece... goodness.. am pretty lucky afterall... after so much of walking... we finally settled in yoshinoya at cineleisure... haha... sat there eating chicken wings and drinking ice lemon tea... the combination is just heavenly after a long day of walking... then we had lots of gals chat... haha.. so darl... she knows everything about u okie... anything happen to me.. hmpt.. be prepared to see lots of peeps coming after u... whack whack whack... whahaha.. =P so don play play... and of cos... zhen u need help... i will help de okie... this is wad sisters are for... so don ever think u can bully us... hmpt... neh neh neh... bleh!!! ha... time really flies when with my dear... its like 11plus when we left orchard... gosh... caught the last train and *powf* back home in jurong... home sweet home... hmmm... met something kinda creepy on the way back though... haha... just as i was bout the step into the lift... the door closed... gosh... that totally freaked me out la... can u imagine... like 12plus.. alone at the void deck... gosh... haha... am such a scary cat... but... lalala... home safe and sound... nothing creepy.. no no no... wah... new year coming le... donno wad to do... hmmm... feel like going for countdown thingy... but kinda like no one wanna go liddat... =S spend it alone again??? omg... that's sad... christmas... ha... kana forced le la... this year die die also must go for the family gathering... wth... cannot spend christmas with frens... and that darl... to think that he actually tells me that he don think there is a need to celebrate christmas... wth... i don care arh... i am so going to make sure u begin to appreciate this joyous day... hmpt... bleh!!! ha... christmas and new year... which also means... gosh... sch re-opening soon le... eeeeeeee.... means have to wake early in the morning... rush ppt... leave at 4pm... argh... horrible... but... hmm... i can see my darl everyday... hmm... a good exchange... okie la... think i will stop here???? lalala~ k la... buai buai... =P
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@ 5:33 PM
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
all i want for christmas is u~~~
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas is You... yea yea
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
(and I) Don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby
Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere (so brightly yea)
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing (oh yea)
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas isYou (You) baby
All I want for Christmas is you baby...
this is really one great song... heard it since a few years ago... find it really cool... christmas is really a day filled will lots of love and warmth... haha... its just a day that made the snowy day warm again... how i wish i am living in somewhere where everyone enjoy this joyous occasion singing christmas carols and all... with the white white snow... the mistletoe... the chirstmas tree... the christmas feast... everything everything... haha... and of course... with all the love ones together... ha... but think we can never have a white christmas in sg... its just going to be a dream la... ha... this christmas... don really think can celebrate with my loved ones le... ha... sian... but there is going to be a celebration la... haha... every year... with my family members... so sian... don like it lor... its like a routine... there is like no spirit in it... just find it like another family gathering... never like it... ha... wanna get away from it... but donno wad excuses to give for this year... for the past few years... i got away cause of camp, work etc... ha... this year... think like very hard to get away... frens.. pls pls.. help me arh... i don wanna see them... serious... ha... this holiday to me like not holiday... ha... have to go to sch almost everyday for these few weeks... last week have to go sch for first aid course... haha... am a certified first aider lo... wahaha... then this week have to go sch for recording... do up some CD for the leaving year3s... sian... ha... my life is just pathetically boring la... at first have plans for christmas de... but... ha... think forget it la... that day think i will just find some things to do... maybe work myself to death??? that day the pay is like $6.50/hr... so... haha... maybe make use of it to earn some casg huh??? but i really don wan lor... whole day working is so boring... i wanna spend it with ppl i wanna be with... my frens and all... argh... sickening... think up coming will be a bbq on 30th dec... JA bbq... ha... donno who will be there too... sian... dear fishy yuzhen's bdae round the corner... have to find time to meet her up... ha... my whole holiday like so packed... but i find it boring... argh... why the person i wanna be with cannot be with me all the time!?! hate it hate it hate it!!! nvm la.. forget it... don talk bout it le... think shall drown myself with work la... then won't think of it le... cya peeps soon... =P
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@ 10:27 PM
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Thursday, December 08, 2005
let's see wad BOYS have to say...
"BOYS LIE!!!"
hahaha... got this from the display of a guy... so... haha... cannot say i am being sexist arh... haha... pretty true right??? LOL... everyone would have at least told a lie once... so well well... =P
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@ 6:24 PM
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
tired of being tired...
gosh... my head is bursting soon... ha... everything just sux... they sux totally... i hate it... i hate myself... i hate everything... i am really breaking down... i cannot take it any longer... sleepless nights... weeping nights... i have enough of them... i wan an end to all of them... i can't go on like this... i am going insane... my body is giving way already... i can hold on no more... everything just doesn't go well... everything is just blows that are too much for me to take... everything is just not right... i feel like dying... i wanna hang on no more... I NEED A PLACE TO SCREAM!!! everything is just pathetically sad this whole week... nothing is right... waited and waited for things to get better... but... ha... they got worse... all my hopes... my wishes... all of them broke and vanish into thin air... everything that happened is just so disheartening... things i once worried for... ha... seems like i worried too much... shouldn't have even think bout it... then i won't be in such great pain and misery... faith and trust... i think i have no more... i am lost... i am losing... my whole world is crashing... i have fallen from heaven to hell... the smile... the laughter... am afraid they will be gone for good... i seriously need help now... CAN ANYONE JUST SAVE ME???
I DON WANNA BE A FALLEN ANGEL =S =( ='(
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@ 10:44 PM
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Monday, December 05, 2005
2nd mth lo...
soon... its going to be a 2nd mth for the 2 of us... time flies... 2 mths le... feeling kinda weird bout it... i finally broke the curse... the curse i had along with me for a yr... its great to know that i can finally break through... and i really hope its going to be never ending... why i use the word hope??? well... ha... things have been popping... and i am afraid... and seems like everybody's breaking up... and throwing their love away... i really can't leave this one precious person i have by me... but donno why... i am feeling weird bout everything... i seem to have become more and more possesive??? but i just can't help it... he is someone too precious to lose... compared to the 1st mth... we have been spending lesser time together this mth... and squabbling started... all this doesn't sound good... just 2mths... and here we are like this... wad is going to happen as time goes by??? can't possibly imagine... and i don dare to think about it... just have to cherish now... just can't help feeling sad... sad sad sad... all sadness within me... i wanna scream... but there is no where for me to do so... whenever i am alone... i just feel like crying... and this i donno why... just can't figure out wad is wrong with me... and this resulted in darl getting kind of frustrated with me behaviour... but... i just can't help it... i can keep it in me now more... i need somewhere to shout them out... there is no more space in me to contain all this pain and sorrow... hate it... i just hate it... when he ask wad's wrong with me... i blame myself for not being able to speak them out..
not cos i don wan to... its just that i donno wad is wrong... and this just sux.. unable to find out the root to remove the sadness in me... ha... lets not talk bout them anymore... few hrs more and its going to be an anniversary le... ha...
darling, happy 2nd month-ni-versary... =P
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@ 10:13 PM
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