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Saturday, March 25, 2006
day out with zutzut
realised something... my blog seems to lag graphics... goodness goodness... haha... it looks more like a diary then a blog to me... eeekkks... don like it to be liddat... ha... but no choice la... cos i have no cam no nothing... how sia... somemore my programming sux like hell can... cannot even do kiddish programs... how to go on to photoshop and all??? ha... i am one IdoiT(idiot in IT).. shit... i am like so kuku can... hate hate hate... i need to learn alot of things still... feeling so inferior... though ah bu studies not very good... but at least she seems to know more things can me can... eeeeeee... i am just going to die in this society... improve so fast for wad... so hard for me to catch up.. shit shit shit... wan to learn also nobody to teach... even if there is someone i also have no time... argh... how sia... sux sux sux... wadever la... leave it as it is... at least it reflects me??? wahaha... simple and plain... bleh!!! anyway... today went out with ah bu and zut zut gang to kbox... wth... they keep changing place de... at first say go je de... okie... so i happily go dress up rather casually... then bout 12... bu bu called saying that they are changing to town.. -_-" sian1/2... nvm... i go change to something more presentable... in the end.... as i expected... we ended up in je... wth lor... dress up nicely... then end up in je... think ppl think i mad arh... never been out before... so purposely wear skirt out to je just to sing in kbox... argh... but okie la... the guys all wear jeans except for fam... he was the one who caused the change in plans... but okie la... hahha... i just like to grumble abit.. but i am okie with it de... =) i am still an angel okie... =P had lunch in kfc... haha... got the superstar meal... shrooms burger with 1pc of chicken, whip potato and a reg drink... cost $4.50... kinda cheap right??? haha... it's my first time tasting shrooms burger... hmm... tasted like having nuggets in-between the bread.. kinda nice la... hahahah... i won a free coleslaw nei!!! so proud of myself.. wahaha... bubu, reu and weisheng won $1 dollar off chicken salad... so overall i am the big winner... cos i won something that worths more than a dollar... lucky me... weeee~ hahah... up to kbox... we got this really big room... wah... but in the end all of us squeeze togther still... haahaha.. feel more cosy this way bah... hmmm... first time listening to them sing... well... weisheng can really sing!!!! he is so damn high pitch can... he can sing 'one night in beijing' but i can't... =S saddening... he is really... hahaha... ling wo da kai yan jie!!! ZHAN!!! remember the campus superstar have one guy zhiyang??? he something like him... voice high high one... can sing gal songs using gal's key kind... ha... so green with envy... well well... wanted to make the atmosphere like very lighthearted and abit high... but no one high with me one... i trying so hard... then only fam got stand up and try to bring the crowd up with me... failure sia... everyone so dead... sian -_-".. go kbox how can be liddat... shy shy one... hai... but... hahah... i still had fun... bleh!!! after that headed to IMM for dinner... hahaha... so lame of us... je entertainment also have foodcourt... but we walked all the way to IMM to have dinner... haha... then walked round... shopped... bought a converse shirt... bu bu got the same one too.. haha... $14.90... budget buy sia... hahahahah... weeeee~~ happy happy... that fam so funny one... suddenly looking for cushion to sit on... cos he complain that his wooden chair hurts his butt when he is playing game and sitting on it for long... but in the end he bought nothing cos GIANT is simply too packed with ppl... same old sight when i was once a cashier then... pity the cashiers... tough job... okie... so time to get home... well well... took bus99... long trip... but talked quite abit on the way.. haha... hmm... actually sometimes it's still pretty good to hang out with ur ex-classmates... as in... well... i admit last time i don talk to them much and don talk to them de la.. but now... haha.. like... actually they are not bad lor.. they won't be like leaving u alone and talk among themselves... at least they with take care of everyone that is with them... and they will try to accommodate to u de... haha... okie la... 4F de guys still not bad... gentleman.. hahahah... just that they are abit... ermx.. kiam siap??? lol... cos saving hard la... not willing to spend... go anywhere just take bus... super on budget... haha... but okie la.. it's kinda a good habit... should learn this skill from them.. but won't do it overboard la.. haha... =P k la... will try to update u all with my life more la... wahaha.. even if no one reads... well... at least i can refer back when i am older??? heex...
heex... today is a special day... weet weet~ my darl came over to cook lunch for me... hee hee heex.. so great.. after so much pestering... this day finally arrived.. wahaha... eh... u all must be think... shouldn't i be the one doing it??? no no no *shake heads* this is not the case today le nei!... wahaha... someone cooked for me... feeling so blessed.. *flying into the sky* heex... so meet him so so early today.. around 10am at jp.. then we flew down to the ntuc... haha.. can see that this guy never shop in supermarket de.. donno how to look for things... and there are alot to buy.. cos there are alot of things that i don have at home.. and that includes the basic... oil... hahahhaa... so pathetic.. well well.. cos my house kitchen now like only used once a year ( CNY eve reunion dinner ) wahaha.. so bear with it la.. hahaha... that dumbo... go tell his fren that he is going to cook for me.. and that fren arh... haha.. don trust him... "okie la.. u go concentrate on cooking if not ur gf sure die"(extracted from my darl's msg from fren).. haha... so reach home lo... he cooking grilled fish and spagetti for me... wee~~ *jumps with joy* lots of preparation to be made.. well well... he is supposed to do everything la.. but.. ha.. i can't bear it =P so help him out... in the end kana boss around -_-" (i was the one who insisted on doing it though =P)... chopped garlic... fry the mince meat with sauce... and fry fish... hahahah... kinda have a competiton.. wahaha... The Challenge: see who have better skills in frying fish the judge??? haha... my sis came home just in time for it... so well well.. she is the judge la... bleh! this sis arh... donno how to side me one... say that mantou cook better... bleh! i will never admit defeat... i am sure that little rascal kana bribed by the mantou.. i am sure... hmpt... hahha... actually am kinda please that my sis like this manman... "next time ask him to come when i don have to go for band"(said by my sis)... hahha... wad sia... he is my bf okie.. u wan to see him... hmpt... must see if i am willing to la.. bleh! just simply enjoyed that whole session of cooking... "it's as if this is my house liddat"(my darl say de.... so bhb >.<)... but the feeling is great la.. =P i won't deny it... the whole house including the usually useless kitchen is entirely ours for today... the place is like ours for a day... my sis is looking for him to cook again... and me?? of course la... hahaha.. think next time i don have to worry bout no one cooking meals le... hahaha... he is a good cook... but cannot praise him too much... if not become so bhb.. hmpt... but hor... he very lazy... haha.. he actually thought of hiring a maid in future... damn... i will not allow a malay lady in my house (now that the manman is malay la) hahah... later he suddenly like that maid arh... die... another maid killing mistress case will appear again... eekkss... i will never allow that okie... bleh!!! i know u said u won't fall for indonesian ladies... BUT... prevention must be made... hmpt!!! if u wan maid... then go hire part time maids... wahaha...the chinese aunties some more... weeeee~~ at least i will feel safer this way... dumbo boy.. ha... today is a really fun fun day.. heex.. =P
haven's been blogging much lately cos like nothing very interesting and nothing to blog bout.. haha.. and also i don wan to keep blogging bout me and my darl la... if not u all will find it very boring... kinda find that i have lost the touch in blogging... arh... sickening... but trying and striving hard to keep this blog alive... i will 'train' myself to pick this skill once again... haha... think maybe because i have lost the interest to crap??? find myself pretty unlike the sec sch life me... ha... wonder if it is something good or bad... kind of lost communicating and socialising skills... once a gal who yearns to have abundant friendships... back to one who think keeping afew is enough... i have kind of isolated myself again?? i lost the will and need to make new friends... wonder if it is cos i have found someone who i think is enough for me to spend my life with solely?? realised i have once again become the someone i once was... someone who keeps things to herself and still searching someone to tell it to... or maybe not so.. is i donno wad to tell the friends among me bout.. i lost the 'touch' to talk to them... and i am scared... i am scared of losing them.. we are on serperate paths now.. once good buddies may not seem as 'important' as before?? and this made us drift apart... even when we meet... there seem to be a barrier... this wall have set built unknowingly as time goes by... time is the thing that caused all this... once so ignorant me thought that friendships are easy to maintain... but it seemed not so now.. every single relation that has to do with human are hard to keep... even kinship... even though there is this bond flowing in the blood... there can be times when it fades till its seems like they are just aquaintances... even this natural relationship can fail... let alone the 'bondless' relationship that is built up from zero... no one can get the best of everything in the world... if u get more of this.. u will lose in that.. people gifted with a high IQ are loses out in EQ... and vice versa... it seems like u have to lose something in order to gain something.. this is like the rule of the game in this world... nothing seems to fail to reach this 'requirement'... am kind of lost at the moment... back to the phase when i feel so aimless... haha... anyway.. did this kind of stupid compatibility test today.. LOL... did it with my darl around... hmm... the result... i find it kinda accurate.. but wonder if the machine gives the same piece of analysis to everyone who takes the test la.. haha.. but it is interesting... and that darl seem to be so enthu.. keep asking me to concentrate... haha.. think maybe he scared later come out something bad then affect my mood.. ha... he really can tolerate the senseless me.. sometimes when i wanna share the feeling in a relationship with my frens... i really really wan to... but am so afraid that they will get irritated... how i hope they can find their true love soon... so they can share they same feeling as i am having now.. it's really something blissful.. something special... and we can share experiences together too... the pains.. the joy... ha... not for comparison of cos... but to share the joy and woes... but... ha... so afraid that they will get the wrong meaning and think that i am trying to 'show off'... loving is really not easy... it's kinda like a form of study.. different ppl requires diff things... so u have to kind of like learn up a diff thing to love the other person... but there are some concepts that are still the same.. like the basics... trust... accommodation... respect... support... etc etc etc... they are really important... that's why ppl saying that they ai de hen xing ku... cos there are alot of things to take care of to make the relationship going and moving... ha... arh... am still learning hard and trying... haha... i will continue de... jiayou!!! frens... i will also try to find time for all of u... don forget bout me okie... =)
hohohohoho... miss me???? bleh!!!! am back... back back back!!! cos finally have the time la... haha... so come over lor... recently have been working in this shop selling italian gelato... well well... think u all should have seen this kinda shops around town and all... it has been rather popular recently... all due to this word... FAT FREE... well well.. my shop of cos la... 'claimed' to be 90%-95% fat free... well... us being ignorant will think... wah... fat free sia... sure healthier choice... and thus opt for it instead of the traditional milk ice cream... but... alas... that's not the case... wahaha... now i am going to expose everything... well... pls arh... i am not trying to say that all of them are as basturd as the shop i am working in... but... be wary... well well... from wad i know... the ice creams(gelato) contains just as much sugar as the odinary ones... listen carefully... SUGAR!!!! gheez... fat free ice cream containing so much sugar... about an average of 450g of SUGAR inside each tub of ice cream... this is really horrible... imagine the mountain full of sugar used to make a supposed fat free ice cream??? so it isn't that fat free after all... and milk... they claimed to be using LOW FAT milk... but... tsk tsk tsk... wanting to save cost... another alternative is chosen... UHT FULL CREAM MILK... listen up... FULL CREAM MILK... full cream milk in low fat ice cream??? how isit made possible... so it's not fat free after all... think the name should change... 90%-95% fattening... yes... FATTENING... and oh... all the ice creams in the display chiller look so appetising and appealing... but mind u... that's all COLOURING... various colourings are added in... for my case... they even classify the kind of yellow to use... egg yellow, lemon yellow... OMG... COLOURED MILK/WATER... then placed into this machine to churn them into ice creams... and filled them into the tubs... displaying them as a NO SUGAR, NO MILK, NO COLOURING ice cream... 100% healthy!!!! gheex... they have no ethics at all... NONE AT ALL... they actually put the consumers at risk... even the so called diabetic friendly ice creams have lots of fructose in it!!! goodness... however... this showed how gullible the consumers can be... how can it be that they taste milk in the ice cream when it's claimed to have no content of milk??? how can fruitty flavour ice creams be so colourful??? have u seen such greenish apple juices??? purple grape juices??? u try squeezing the juice out of these fruits and u will know wad i mean... gheex... even the peach... they made it look orangey... goodness... this is absupt... how can they cheat us liddat??? but okie la... this is only wad i see from the shop i worked in... so this does not mean that the others are also cheating... but i believe... i repeat... I BELIEVE(personal comment)... they too... add such things in their ice creams.. but maybe not as much... OH YA!!!... they chocolate ice cream they have... goodness... they actually added in VEGETABLE SHORTENING!!!! which is fat... fat in fat free ice cream... marvellous man... ha... no wonder ppl who sells ice creams never eats ice creams... cos they knwo the content.. and they don wan to put their lifes at risk... hai... who are ppl so wicked??? however... all this are still kind of acceptable la... cos there are worse ones coming up... remember that they have a container for u to put ur used spoons??? guess wad... the shop i worked in recycles it... RECYCLING... washing them with only soap.. diluted in a small tub of water... this is not sufficient to get them clean lor... but at times... they will put sterilising pills... and that is more reasonable... AND... they RECYCLE THE ICE CREAMS... they keep them night over night... using them over and over again... they at times even melt them and mix them back into the new batch of mixture for ice cream making... this is damn gross la... how can they decieve us liddat?? this is madness... when they claimed they make them freshly daily... but at the back... they recycles them over and over again... this is really unacceptable... they should be put into jail and caned... fined.. and banned from stepping into the FnB line ever again... EEEEEEEEEEEE... i regretted stepping into this shop... this ugly shop... made me kind of have a phobia towards ice cream... but it also thought me something useful... so i am spreading it now.. tasty ice cream can never be something healthy... never be decieved and believe them so easily.. ha... last time in corica they so honest... even though they did have some overnight pastries la... but still.. they make sure the quality is there lor... if bad le.. they won't sell de... this one... SHIT!!! don care bout the consumer's health and all lor... how i wish the authorites will check and close down that shop... stop it from harming us.. stop that freaking basturd from earning... ha... okie la... just to say... be careful when selecting the place to get ur ice creams... if the colour and all is too appealing... if the state of the ice cream looks bad... don buy from them.. choose another one.. this may just save u from dying earlier bah... hahahhahaha... =P
Make ur Choice:
friendly/mean
evil/sweet
caring/bully
dull/unique
hardworking/lazy
strong/weak
brave/coward
blessed/jinx
My Blessings:
#01 lovely HDB to stay in
#02 loving darl EMAN to accompany me
#03 a crazy freaky sister to bully
#04 my parents own a stall that sells good food. yum YUM!
#05 ex-bf that made my relationship interesting
#06 dear girls sticking by me through all times
#07 YUZHEN! u are such a dear
#08 CHINGHUI(ah bu) thanks for all the shopping and k-box trips
#09 my ah bu family who accompany through my sec sch days
#10 my looks are OKAY. not handicapped.
#11 not a genious but brain functioning properly
#12 health OKAY!!!
#13 not being filthy rich but have enough to feed me
#14 met good enough bosses??? at least that gary still not that freaking evil