Friday, January 20, 2006
blah blah blah
sorry peeps for neglecting this blog for quite sometime... haha.. cos i just couldn't find anything to write about... maybe starting not to crap as much le bah... =P well well.. pon sch today la.. LOL.. cos am just way too lazy to go sch... so just pon la... not as if i have never done it before... haha.. then the whole morning just boliao lo... went out to buy alot of things.. nail polish... mascarra... eyeliner... facial mask.. hair treatment cream.. LOL... alot of things la... then today like some boliao day for me la.. i regretted wanting to try out the eyeliner with mascarra.. cos i look damn freaky in them la... like so fierce and dao... and very ah lian liddat... like those clubbers arh.. then look very gothic.. thank goodness no one was a home... if not my sis sure kana shocked by it.. LOL... then do my nails... and they are really horribly done... but i don care la.. that's how messy i am.. bleh! and my hair!!! they are a gone case man.. so messy la.. and frizzy.. especially the ends... think i need serious treatment for them... if not... snip snip snip!!! that's the best way to get rid of them.. after that went out to meet up ah bu... to get back the 100bucks i am supposed to lend someone.. lol... but before that went to buy contact lens.. wahaha.. coloured ones... =P got perky brown and misty grey... wonder how will i look in them sia... hope it won't be too freaky.. =P that gal arh... forever make me wait for her de... she was horribly late la... donno why... i am just so dumb to be able to learn the art of being late.. so i will always be the victim to it... have to wait for ppl la... ha... hate it hate it hate it... hmmm... so went over to je entertainment... LOL... got a watch for ah bee.. haha.. her bdae celebration coming soon.. so giving her that... why??? cos she complain to me tha her wach spoilt... so i got her one lor... anyway... don think i bought something very exp hor.. pls... is cheap stuff... but looks nice... i personally like it... on the way... the 'memoirs of a geisha' poster reminded me of something... i forgotten to wish someone 'happy bdae' la...how horrid of me sia... lol... and if u are wondering who that someone is... is jack la... he is on the same day but diff month... LOL... all thanks to ah bu's lateness and the poster... i remembered... hee hee... hmm... finally.. we had dinner at kobayashi.. ha... yummy yummy... and ah bu carried on to get her blusher... think she is going to be all make up for CNY la... the blusher colour is i choose for her de.. think the colour is sweet... hope the overall on her will be nice... wahaha... she still looking for her concealer sia.. and this silly gurly used EYESHADOW to cover her eye bags.. how dumb can she get? lol... but okie la.. at least its not obvious... ha... went to 'This Fashon'... starting to think that the clothes there are getting from bad to worst.. and the clothes... goodness... all chunked up de... so messy.. eeekkss.. am never going to shop there ever again... bleh! no means no.. finally ah bu and i ended up in kbox once again... LOL... suddenly realised i am 'outdated'... like.. i donno the new songs in town and all... gosh... so bad la... eekkss... think i must update myself more now... so bu got all the new lists of songs... and me ended up singing 'oldies'... LOL... and we actually sang this silly hokkien song... called 'yi bai wan'... damn funny la.. is bout this man round 40plus... dreaming of having a million dollars.. then he will go take a plane to travel round the world... get a car, house and wife.... blah blah blah... it's just so LOL la... the we got the kang kang's song... sooooo weird one... and just realised that Andy actually has a song titled 'ABCDE'... and it sounds VERY VERY VERY weird.... and MACHI DIDI... HE CHANGED SO MUCH LA.... bu think that he looking more and more like wilber... and he is SO tall now la... sing and crap.. and now i am here blogging le lor.. ha... so shagged... but had fun la.. at least lead a more interesting day... totally skipped sch la.. means didn't go for vocals to.. haha.. but i made it up with k-box session... so still okie la.. ha... tml have to work for long hours again.. sian sian sian... i hate doing the closing for the shop sia.. so many things to wash.... i rather do opening lor.... at least can make gelato.. hate washing so much and i have to do them all for closing.. darn... ha... think i am getting insomia le sia... sometime can be real tired but can't sleep at night.. just toss and turn around for hours... this is terrible... tired but can't sleep.. is a big big torture lor... ha.. must look for ways to cure it... and i think it's cos of it that now my pimples all like popping out again le... gheeze... i have to zap them away by CNY... hahaha... wanna look nice nice... okie la.. at least have clear face can le... don like dot dot dot all over... oh ya... that day i finally went to the woodlands capus le.. godness me.. i don like it lor... everything so white and square... then the things like not properly done too... like some temporary set up building for some refugee... one word 'SUX!'... jap architect design de... and it looks so boring and stern lor.. and think we have to bear with the renovation and construction still wen we are there.. cos not everything will be ready by april... arh. noise, dirt... EEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! my face and health is going to get worst la.. why is all these happening??? madness!!! MADNESS!! ha.... *yawns* ha... till this time le my darl still not home yet.. really cannot stand him de... can stay so late cos of games and frens... but when with me.. he die die also must get home early.... sickening... hmpt!! but nvm lor... i can also hang out late with my frens.. muahahahaha.... =P okie la.... think i wanna end here... tired of typing le.. =P heehee... okie la... till then... buaiz~~
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@ 11:34 PM
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
the time spent in sch
hi peeps... haha... guess u all know its my sch time still.. lol... well well... it can't get anymore boring... soooo... lol... came over to type alittle bit of crap... life in sch is so so so dead... esp without pals by my side... and my darl... ha... today he don have to go sch lor... is his break day... nvm.. next year i can enjoy it too.. its kinda like a priviledge for the upper 'polyians' in rp la... cos there may be some freaks and geeks who wanna opt for extra modules... so yea... cheers to them.. lazy ppl like us get to enjoy a lesser sch term... =P ha... wonders wad my darl is doing now... he have to sent his dad off to the airport today la... cos think his dad going for donno wad thingy... not that i donno... but i donno wad isit called... ha... think his dad will be away for quite sometime.. wonder how is his family going to survive liddat too... well well... darl is kinda worried but this trip that his dad is going... hope everything is going to be fine bah... haha... this sch term pretty short... next week am having holidays cos of haji... even if its just a day i also happy... wahaha... then open house that week also have 2days break... LOL... the happiest one of all... CNY holidays till 1st feb... not bad hor?? LOL.. this is going to be such a slack term la.. LOL... ha... thinking of that... means my year1 is ending le... ha... thinking back... i don seem to have done anything constructive... when the new sch term start will have to buck lo... cannot slack too much... will have to do PP... and alot of learning up on bio... ha... stress... new sch year starting means new campus... ha... won't get to go sch with darl le... no more train rides with him... ha.. its going to be such a boring route to sch on the train... the meeting him for only a short while in woodlands to take the bus to sch... ha.. lesser time with him le... no more ppl going to meet me at je to go sch together... no more ppl sending me to je on the way back home... ha... think there alot of things that are going to change once we move to the new campus... ha... new classes... ppl placed in different blks base on the courses they are taking.. ha... so going to miss yr1 pals... wonder if the new sch yr is going to be fine and easy to cope with... will the ppl be nice... will the work weigh me down.. so many things i am afraid might change... thinking back... the older u get... the more u will go worrying bout things in ur life... the older u get... the more u are afraid of losing the things around u... u start to cherish things more.. and this means that u will live in more grieve.. cos this world made such that nothing lasts forever... even friends and love ones... ppl die as time goes by... nothing lasts forever... nothing in this world... just simply hates it... well well.. lets stop talking bout all this.. if not i might end up crying in class... which i don wan it to happen ever... hmmm... am going to have a performance coming up in sch... this mth's 20plus??? ha... first performance?? kinda nervous bout it.. but will try to do my best.. ppl are all singing 2songs... think i have to come up with another song too... perhaps the song i am listening to now... haha... simple and nice... and its sweet... think ppl who are smart enough should be able to guess which song i am talking bout la.. haha.. shouldn't reveal it till i am confirm bout it... ha... spending almost an hr here typing away.. i still have another more hr to go before my third meeting... this is insane.. time passes so slowly when in sch... i wanna go home this very min... i wanna stay in my comfy bed... hang around with my frens... wonders how long do i have to be tied down by this education thingy... but straight after that.. i will be tied down by my job and career... then tied by family... ha... think there will never be once we will not be tied down... cos no matter wad.. ppl always get tied down... there is really no freedom in this world... till the very end... we are still tied by the rules we set for ourselves.. so... don ever say u are a free person.. even if u are someone with no rules... u are still tied down by ur own capabilities.. still tied down by wad this world offers u... ha... this is just insane... i donno why i am crapping all this... i donno wad am i doing... wad on earth is the meaning of life?? wad's the point when all these things are happening?? there are sadness more than happiness... fights more than peace... sufferings more than blessings... i believe that there is god... but why did he wans to create a place liddat?? wad is the purpose?? wad's the point? a place full of laws and restrictions.. full of agony and pain... full of selfishness and greed.. full of things that are ugly... its just a place that is imperfect... and why did the perfect god create such an imperfect place? wad is the meaning behind all this? i seriously donno.. and why do we have to do the right things to heaven? who deemed the things we are doing to be right? since god is perfect.. then why should there be imperfection in his eyes? nothing tallies in this world... nothing makes sense.. and everything i am typing here is just plain senseless... i am a senseless being... doing things senselessly... argh... think i am just crazy... being in sch makes me crazy... think i should stop.. stop typing.. ha.. i don wan to let myself type anymore horrible things... things that i find horrible and has no answers to it... till then...
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@ 12:34 PM
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
that's when i love u~~~
that's when I <3 u
When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you Just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget I’m waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what
That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you No matter what
No matter what
this is really one sweet sweet song... all thanks to caroro... i get to know it... gheez.. thanks gal... haha... it have really interesting lyrics... haha... feel like dying while listening to it sia... am so going to learn up this song... wahaha... =P
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@ 1:13 PM
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
brand new start
Happy New Year to all!!!
~*~2006~*~
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@ 5:55 PM
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