i can be E V I L and
i can be S W E E T i'm not just anybody i'm me...
Monday, June 27, 2005
alot like love =)
Breathe (2 AM)
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your hands And breathe... just breathe,
In May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss "Just a day", he sat down to the flask in his fist, "Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year." Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while, But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles, Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button, boys, So cradle your head in your hands, And breathe... just breathe,
There's a light at each end of this tunnel, You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again If you only try turning around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, Threatening the life it belongs to And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button now Sing it if you understand. and breathe, just breathe woah breathe, just breathe, oh breathe, just breathe.
well well well... today went to sch.. haha.. that's was like 2 weeks since my last visit to sch... went back for a IG's meeting.. lol.. this IG has such a weird name la.. call the WHY IG... hahahhaa.. at first don wanna join de.. but selwyn say it's a SAS related IG.. so if we join.. we can get DA pts from it.. so.. after much consideration.. carolyn and i joined their first meeting.. hmmm.. was late today.. cos was up late la.. gosh.. can't even get up on time.. how to survive when sch starts sia.. well... there are ppl who are late too.. so nvm we waited lor.. when i first reach the plaza... LOL.. guess who i saw??? is that shutty siew fong... OMG... she looks soooooo EEKKSS!!! haha.. still the same old slutty look and hairstyle.. she applied makeup too.. wah lao eh.. she think wad.. go sch to diao kai zi meh?? chey... doubt the guys in rp will be so low standard and truely like her la.. haha... at most is play play with her lor... no strings attached.. =P okie okie.. better don say till so wicked.. if not later get karma.. heex.. =P well.. finally.. after bout 1/2hr.. the whole meeting began... hmmm... carolyn and i laugh like mad when we first saw the whole group.. cos u all know wad.. LOL.. our full strength is like only 20 odd ppl la.. hahhaha.. to think of that.. 20 odd ppl in the whole IG.. that's so pathetic la.. we laugh till selwyn have to stop us.. so damn pai sei la.. haha.. well.. we are all gathered there to organise science related programmes.. they have some suggestions already.. like the forensic workshop.. and the WHY IG camp.. hahahhaa.. carolyn, sel and i of course sign up to organise the camp la.. haha.. cos we prefer to do that.. another forensic workshop the in-charge is a very very weird gal.. call qiu hui.. geesh.. she is so damn funny la.. like abit psychotic.. haha.. okie don mind bout her.. donno why.. her 'close' frens are also like weird weird de la.. all so geeky.. haha... geeky freaks.. hmm.. most likely our WHY IG camp is going to be in the sep holidays.. the third week.. haha.. clashes with my bdae.. =( from 19th till 21st... ha... the members doing the camp seems quite cool.. there's natasha.. i think she looks like joanne peh.. haha.. quite chio.. then she quite open and friendly.. then there's jaslyn.. she has the ultimate gal's sch look la.. haha.. she is carolyn's senior.. then she is quite crappy.. friendly gal too.. then the in-charge alan.. haha.. his nick is call alan the melon.. also donno why la.. guess it's cos he is round?? =P well well.. then there is another call donovan.. haha.. weird name.. well... he is shao hong's fren.. looks quite geeky and weird.. have the mad scientist look.. quite lame la.. so with us this bunch of weird and crappy and funny ppl.. we are going to organise a pretty fun camp.. have gone through the programmes in the camp le.. think its going to be a real cool one.. or.. haha.. at least better than the SOCIAL DANCE IG camp la.. =P hmm.. everything ended at round 11.45.. didn't expect this whole IG to be quite interesting... seems like i've not made a wrong choice in joining bah.. haha.. omg.. am late la.. haha.. cos was meeting jack and willie and their frens for lunch.. they are going back to sch for their SIT thingy.. so ya... jack thought we can actually meet up for lunch lor.. poor thing for jack la.. haha.. cos he waited for almost an hour for all of us.. he reached at 11.. he said to meet willie at 11.10... but end up.. willie and his fren darren only arrived at round 12?? haha... then some more sel, carolyn and me are late too.. cos our meeting ended late.. but in the end.. we do still get to have lunch together.. haha.. after the long awaited lunch.. we splited into 2 groups.. one back to sch.. another to far east.. haha.. carolyn, sel and i went to far east first.. to collect sel's bro's jeans.. so sad.. on the way i lose one of the star on my bag... sian.. after that.. we went to plaza sg... haha.. we are kinda kiasu la.. we went there to book for the initial D tickets tml.. =P wow.. we thought we very kiasu le lei.. but there are ppl who are worst then us.. haha.. we only managed to get tickets for seats at the 5th row from the screen.. that is like still so front la.. but nvm.. better than nothing.. when we reach ps today.. carolyn thinks that my beng and lian theory that day is right... hahahha.. i was like saying.. this show is going to attract alot of ppl.. esp the lian and the beng.. well.. the lian go there to watch there idols la..haha.. then the beng like go watch cos they are mainly the initial D games freak.. well.. so.. being bengs.. they will have lian steads.. so.. they will go watch together.. haha.. can watch the show and at the same time acc their stead.. one stone kill two birds.. =P then really lor.. never expect myself to be so right.. haha.. there are really alot of beng and lian around the cinema.. gosh.. after buying our tickets.. we went to galare to eat again.. not we eat la.. is i eat... donno why.. hungry for food.. ordered a spag set meal and a sundae... haha.. carolyn and sel look so stunned la.. hmm.. we sat down and chat quite abit.... then after that.. donno why.. they wan me to prank jack.. haha.. bluff him that i broke my specs and am alone cannot go home.. wow.. to my suprise.. he believed the story lei.. and he seemed so worried la.. he like call me and say 'don go anywhere.. stay where u are.. i will come and fetch u..' omg.. i am so stunned la.. haha.. then i asked sel if i should tell him it's a prank.. then sel called willie.. omg.. willie say jack left... gosh.. means he really coming down lor.. then without further ado... i called jack.. when he know he was busted.. he was like laughing at himself la.. omg.. i feel so bad lor.. then he mag and say he have to u-turn and meet his fren.. gosh.. so guilty now.. but he say nvm la.. haha.. =P hmmm... didn't know he will really rush down.. seriously.. i am quite touched by that move.. heex... after that.. sel have to left for home.. cos he has something on.. leave only carolyn and i.. we.. ordered a waffle each.. hahahaha.. we really can eat sia.. then we chat and chat again.. bout horoscop and stuffs.. haha.. finally.. we left galare.. we were like seating there for very long le la.. from 2plus till 5plus.. 3 whole hrs sia... lol... hmmm... that's how my day was la.. pretty fun and amazing i would say... ha.. tml going to watch initial D with them again.. the them is the usualy us 4 la.. haha... carolyn, sel, jack and me.. somehow i just can't believe that just a SOCIAL DANCE camp can make us all hang out and lame together.. really so so so amazing.. even carolyn can't believe it.. haha.. well... maybe that's wad fate is all about la.. we all live at diff places.. but somehow we met.. and became such fast and close frens.. well well.. hope u guys out there too have smooth sailing friendship.. and also.. even though i am spending time with my new frens.. i won't forget u all okie.. haha.. okie la.. that's all for today le.. just to say... friends forever!!! =)
I guess this time you're really leaving I heard your suitcase say goodbye And as my broken heart lies bleeding You say true love it's suicide
You say you're cried a thousand rivers And now you're swimming for the shore You left me drowning in my tears And you won't save me anymore
Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl
I'll be there for you These five words I swear to you When you breathe I want to be the air for you I'll be there for you I'd live and I'd die for you Steal the sun from the sky for you Words can't say what a love can do I'll be there for you
I know you know we're had some good times Now they have their own hiding place I can promise you tomorrow But I can't buy back yesterday
And Baby you know my hands are dirty But I wanted to be your valentine I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby When you get drunk, I'll be the wine
I'll be there for you These five words I swear to you When you breathe I want to be the air for you I'll be there for you I'd live and I'd die for you Steal the sun from the sky for you Words can't say what a love can do I'll be there for you
[Solo] And I wan't there when you were happy I wasn't there when you were down I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out
I'll be there for you These five words I swear to you When you breathe I want to be the air for you I'll be there for you I'd live and I'd die for you Steal the sun from the sky for you Words can't say what a love can do I'll be there for you
ello ello... haha... had a pretty fine day today... went out to fix my hp.. but in the end.. i catch a movie too... well.. of cos not alone la... someone accompanied me... for those who know me well.. u all should be able to know who la.. haha... don need me to explain too much... hmm.. at first don even intend to fix that idiotic 7610 de lor... but recently donno why.. my mum remembered and asked me but the phone.. shit.. she nagged like hell when she knew it was still spoiled... hai.. at first wan to hack care her de.. but.. haha.. notice that my current 3100 like having cracks le.. so started to worry.. so decided to fix it today... well... someone kinda initiated to acc me la.. so yup.. met up.. damn it.. let's call the person 'ann'... well.. that ann is late again today la.. haha.. supposed to meet at je at 1pm de.. but nvm la.. since i just happened to reach jp.. so i toured round jp while waiting.. hmm... bought a sweater from 77th street.. i find it pretty cool looking... =P then went to je to meet up with ann... wow.. on the way right.. in came this malay lady with such huge boobs.. lol.. and she wear so low cut that i think she is basically showing her whole entire breast except for her nipples lor... aiyo.. i donno wan to look where.. cos she is standing infront of me... shit de.. then reached je and met ann... haha... ann did wore the specs as promised sia... hmm... look quite nice in specs.. very si wen.. heex... hmm.. then we were talking lor... haha.. can see that ann got shocked when saw the malay lady.. then he like got bio abit.... LOL.. so funny la.. but can see ann quite disgusted by it la.. cos ann hates mud and mina(malay version of beng and lian).. haha... we went to suntec's nokia care.. haha... ann suggested to go there de.. well.. hope the service there will be better bah.. get my phone over and done with.. then... we went for lunch... had the korean beef set at the food court.. that ann.. stupid sia.. so skinny le still don eat lunch.. say on diet.. shit de.. after lunch.. we toured round suntec.. ann never been to suntec often.. so we walked round and even toured carrefour... not bad sia.. never expected it to be so big.. lol.. then ann say wan to watch movie.. so we went to eng wah to see wad show they have.. hmmm... ann is only interested in 'batman begins' and 'alot like love'... since i don feel like watching batman.. so we watched 'alot like love' instead... it's a pretty cool show.. haha.. but very long la.. haha.. that ann stupid sia.. half way through the show wan to go toilet.. then guess wad... just as ann is leaving for the toilet.. a man too stand up and hurried down too.. stupid sia.. can see that guy's gf like say 'hurry hurry go go'... lame la.. wan to go toilet also scared pai seh.. when i told ann bout it.. ann laughed like hell sia.. lol.. so lame.. when the show finished.. haha.. we saw a long long queue.. queueing all the way from the cinema till the arcade... haha.. ann being boliao.. go ask the ppl.. one aunty say she donno.. lol.. so typical singaporean sia.. just queue for the sake of queueing.. then ann went to ask another... the man say is a company movie thingy.. lol.. weird.. after that.. we went shopping in lots of sports shop.. then ann bout a pair of snickers... hahahaha... donno why.. during the movie.. someone used a unfamiliar no. to call me.. damn it.. when i call back.. no one picked up the phone sia.. so nvm.. i waited... then i listen to the voice mail.. hmm.. a uncle's voice.. shit man.. i thought is my uncle sia... but in the end turns out to be jas's colleague.. damn it.. asking me if i selling my 7610.. shit de.. ma fan.. till now still eyeing my phone.. hmm... we settled our dinner at andersen's ice cream.. and we chat alot there.. ann talked bout the confusing life and blah blah.. haha.. never knew ann had such an interesting background... hmm.. after that headed home.. as usual.. ann sent me back.. right to my doorstep... heex... that's all for today le.. hmmm... though it may seemed like a simple and plain day... but somehow i find that.. the person u spent ur day with is very diff.. if that person is special.. u will cherish that day alot.. but if the person is normal.. haha.. sorry hor.. u won't even take note.. lol.. okie la.. i stopped for now le.. =P
sorry guys.. was busy during the holidays that's why didn't blog.. pai sei lei.. haha.. my life have been pretty well and fun.. haha... even though i am spending much of my time this week working in corica.. hmm.. i feel happy lei.. lol... like... last time dread to go work de.. but now like soooo looking forward to it.. so happy when working.. maybe cos i talked things out with ah bee le bah.. that's why have one more person to joke with and the chat with... indeed... the relationship between the colleagues can affect one's working mood... lalala.. had quite afew activities after work... mon go out with zhen after work... tues carolyn, jack, selwyn, willie come shop to find me.. then we went to orchard... wed meet up with zhen again.. this time to eat buffet.. sushi.. heex... thurs met up with jack.. had dinner cum supper... then walk home together... fri stayed at corica to have kfc... hahahaha.. so cool and fun right?? hmmm... found out that it's actuallly quite fun working with F4 and 5566... they are actually not bad la... haha... so yup... glad that i can actually clique with them... =P recently heard one bad news.... hope it won't be true la.. ha... corica suffering losses.. and is having financial difficulties... hope they can pull through la... cos the sales in the taka fair and the shop is not that up to standard... last time the taka fair lowest sales is $800++... now.. hai.. have $200++ they very happy liao... saddening lei... then have so many left overs... hai... then cos of this.. brandon mood also abit weird... very stress la... ha... abit hot temper... okie... hmm... today till next whole week i don have to work... yippi... haha.. cos i take leave... today have sch things on... i signed up to help out with the SGGA(singapore games ambassador) they having a roadshow at cineleisure.. need ppl there to help out.. so me, carolyn, and jack and gang signed up to earn CE points.. lol.. hmm... overall of it was quite fun la... we in the same team... then we are assigned to do surveying... haha.. of course we not that hardworking la... got go heeren skive abit... eat wanton mee there... hmmm.. always go heeren see the wanton mee and never get to eat.. now finally got to taste it le... hmm.. not bad la... the mee and the wanton quite nice... worth trying.. only thing is that the serving is too small.. lol.. hmm... we also cheat abit bout the survey.. we go fill in some of the forms ourselves... then keep grabbing passerbys to help us.. of course will meet those stuck up ppl who won't help u la... but.. haha... in the end.. everything ended smoothly.. after a long day under the hot sun.. we went to marina bay to eat steamboat... wahahaha.. finally got to try the zhen fa steamboat le... haha... we just kept eating meat lor.. i also donno why... zhen fa so reknowned for its seafood and yet we didn't cook seafood sia.. weird.. well.. at first got abit of trouble la.. cos first.. one table the gas ppe dropped off.. then have fire spitting out from it.. lol... then the stupid willie lagger put too much butter on the pan.. then cos us all be be scalded by the hot oil... but the food not bad sia.. the guys really skilled... the chicken, bacon and all not over cooked.. not burnt.. is decent meat.. cool... then so sweet of jack.. haha.. peel prawn for me to eat.. even though he have been begging me to help him peel on the way there... haha.. cool... then selwyn also helped carolyn.. only willie so lonely.. but we not that bad la.. we got help him peel too.. =P hahahaha.. suprisingly.. today ended quite early.. i reached home at bout 10.30pm... haha.. jack sent me home... right to my door step some more... no guys have ever done that lor... never... quite touched by it... =P ha... donno lei... maybe he really can be one good guy for me?? who knows.. have yet made my decision... but hmm... possiblilty quite high.. lol.. okie la.. i go off liao... cya...
hello guys... haha... hope ppl have been well sia... sian.. nowadays keep hearing ppl's fren breakup la... even my own frens too... then still got ppl have sad things happening to then la.. wth is wrong with this month man.. keep having so many saddening things.. hmm.. well... i don seem to be going through sad things though... other than the stupid family thing that started ages ago la... i have been quite well... hmmm... yesterday went back to work as usual... wow... while working keep day dreaming bout the camp... but everything that happened... in the end right.. i was found laughing to myself.. also donno why sia... thought of it makes me so happy... hmmm... requested for early dismissal... cos have to go buy shoes... so ke bei... broke my slipper in the camp.. so have to buy a new one.. cos it's important to me... i need that for sch.. lol... but donno why lei... they laugh at this reason sia.. say i giving lame excuses.. shit... i telling truth okie... so yesterday i went off early with ah bee.... hmmm.. on the way she told me alot of things... haha.. donno can believe anot de la.. but.. haha.. make me so shock... stunned... speechless... cos of this... i think i better don treat all ppl to good.. if not make them wu hui... hai.. why isit liddat lei... ppl will wu hui one.. sian... i also play around with my frens in the same way wad... you bu jian de ta men wu hui.. lol... sian la.. hmmm... wanna find frens out to buy shoes de.. but too bad... mei yuan fen... zhen just got back home form tuition.. then that ah bu... not i want to say lor... she MIA(missing in action)... didn't pick up my calls... then don even bother to sms and ask me wad i findng her for... donno wad she doing sia... so weird... then scary thing... she can call u in the night and say 'help me'.. damn it.. i thought wad sia.. in the end is she need ppl to help her do quiz... -_-" lame sia... well... in the end i found bernard out... lol.. why him??? well... cos really looking for ppl to acc me ma... then the 2 females i know cannot make it.. then some more i smsing him... know he is somehow outside... then that time got say meet him up during his 1 week vacation ma.. so called him to ask if he is free... lol... he at first thought i wan to punk him sia... haha.. he scared lei.. like ask ' why u wan meet me? '.. lol... i really look like one evil queen who will do such things meh?? haha... well... met him in the end la.. after half an hour of waiting... haha... he slimmed down le... then his hair is reallly botak.. lol.. funny sia... well.. we went to suntec... then have dinner at Fish&Co... lol... hmm... ordered the seafood platter(for2)... wow... that's a really big pile of food lor... have calamari, mussels, prawns, fries, fish, rice.... yum yum... we actually managed to finish them all... lol... we really da wei wang sia.. hmmm... then we went walking around... omg.. this is really a boogie boogie week sia... go suntec can also see ppl dancing... but this time is line dance la... lol... then have alot of auntie and uncle there... but there are teenagers too.. wow.. there's one dance that looked so hip hop lor.. lol... then the teenagers dance till quite style... marvellous... hmmm.. donno why.. so qiao.. yesterday is the day suntec has its midnight sale... hohoho... suntec is damn crowded lor... everywhere also have ppl... one look at it i sian liao... don wan to shop at all.. in the end i didn't find any shoes i like.. sobx sobx... sian sia... why i so stupid go break my shoe sia... lame.. haha... then went home la... cos time overshot... in the end have to take cab home... cab fare is $20... so exp... sian... haha... back home i online la... cos jack say will inform me the things to do for next weeks carnival in the mass conversation.. lol.. okie.. so was there... then donno why... ppl keep laming saying jack going to marry me sia.. lol... damn funny lor... like everyone so cooperative.. then even jack also act so well... the ppl are really freaks sia... then PM and PM wife(selwyn and carolyn) also join in the fun... PM is the bestman... then carolyn i forget liao.. lol.. haha.. lagger willie really damn lag sia.. didn't knew it was that bad till that fri go watch movie... we watched Mr and Mrs Smith... a pretty cool and unrealistic show.. lol... then at the end of it right... willie asked 'they are assasins arh???'... 'why ppl wan to kill them both??' wah lao eh... this means he don understand the whole show le lor... darn... then hor... he say 'subtitle too fast... cannot catch..' diao.... he really really wu yao ke jiu le la... how many tons of brain boosters also cannot save him liao.. lol... well well... on the whole... i am having fun la... haha... hope u guys too man.. don be to glumpy la.. heex... okie okie.. hope i added some joy in u guys man... =)
hello guys... sorry lei... didn't blog for quite sometime cos was in camp.. lol... hmmm.. it's a camp for social dancing.. lalala~ it's very very fun... but there are of course spoilers in the camp la... so yup.. going to tell u guys bout it.. =P damn it man.. for the camp.. i brought alot of stuffs lor... heels la... formal wear la.. trackpants etc... wth... so many... in the end i carried 1 bagpack, 1 bag and a sleeping bag to the camp... that's so much... and i really looked as if i am a refugee running and finding place to stay lor... hmm.. carolyn is with me.. lol.. she also has lots of stuffs with her... so we 2 walked to sch together.. hmm.. when we reach there right.. we were quite scared and pissed off.. why??? cos the incharge didn't even bothered to tell us wad to do and all... and everyone in the camp like doing their own things.. having their breakfast with their own groups and stuffs... wah lao eh... we really really damn scared la... scared will be outcasted... then the whole camp will be like so damn sian.. we really imagined alot alot lor... then finally... hai.. we 2 got seperated into our diff teams... she is in green and i am in yellow... wah lao... have to meet them in the TN05 there... then when i walked in... i was like frantically looking for yellow team... i was like shouting and asking where is yellow... then finally a guy helped to me ask.. then i managed to find my team.. darn... by then i really sian1/2 lor... but.. heex... things changed... my team leader damn funny lor.. he is a malay la... but donno why ppl keep saying he is a jap.. then he has a jap name for himself.. call haru... lol... hmm... when doing the logo drawing thing.. got disturbed sia.. by 2 guys... selwyn and jack... lol... sian sia... once they know i am year1 then they started calling me 'freshie'... shit them la.. i really so damn fedup la... then i complained to carolyn during the break... haha...finally... the part i am looking forward to come le... the learning of dance.. wah lao eh... the instructors looks damn stern lor... but hor... incredible.. their lesson damn nice.. like very interesting and funny... the male teacher's name is really silly la... lol.. call tan why pong... LOL... i was like laughing like mad when i heard that.. well.. since its social dance we will have to find dance partner lor... donno is yuan jia lu zai or wad.. i got paired up with the irritating jack.. i really really hate it la.. but.. hmm.. after a while find it very very fun.. he is actually quite interesting... =P then we dance and dance till our legs really sore... haha... so qiao... carolyn paired up with the selwyn.. lol... really really qiao he sia... then from then on.. we like quite close lor... like... carolyn and i will hang out with the selwyn, jack and willie during the camp... lol... hmm.. then that night... went out for night trail... damn scary sia.. i am like screaming like mad.. then carolyn down there asking me to have faith... lol.. she is really one holy gal sia... hmmm... that night found out interesting things bout the sch.. seems like the campus now is really 'dirty'... hmmm... thank god we are moving off soon le... =P hmm... so stressed sia... we must perform on the very next night... but hor... the stupid in-charge donno why... silly sia... ask us to waste time playing team building games in the third day morning... darn... our legs already so sore.. they keep asking us to walk here and there.. and still have to climb here climb there.. waste our energy sia.... wah.. that afternoon really bia rehersal.. cos our team still haven confirm with the dance and all.. so really chiong lor.. hmm... have to dance with that jack la... lol.. silly sia... he is not the IG member.. but hor.. he like very concern bout the whole performance and all.. so funny.. then keep practicing and practicing... finally la.. performance came... haha... wah lao... have alot of sabotage in between sia.. like ppl ask out to dance with other ppl... some more is those donno wad pole dance and all.. hmmm... then donno why... ppl start to talk bout me carolyn, selwyn nad the jack... lol... when the selwyn and his own team performing right.. lol... carolyn got sabo out sia.. cos they say pm and pm's wife... means selwyn is the pm(prime minister) and carolyn the wife.. lol... cos me and jack in the same team.. so when it's our turn right... wah lao eh.. donno why all of a sudden ppl shout jack and the beanstalk.. malu sia... shit them all... hmmm.. the performance is okie la.. just that jack forgot one dance step... but thank god we managed to clear through... haha... the at the end.. we got sabo too.. cos the mc asking why ppl shouting jack and the beanstalk when we were walking out.. damn it.. hmm... finally the night is over and we got a cert of participation for it... haha... didn't know in this camp will get to know such weird ppl de sia.. haha... guess wad... selwyn, jack and willie all have nick name de...
selwyn: mr knows all - cos he is pro in lots of things.. like walking dictionary. jack: mr bustard - cos always like to make fun of ppl. willie: mr lagger - cos he is really damn lag.
haha... hai... after this camp i have lots of new names sia... have wad yuumi(given by haru), the gillian, big eyes, ti gay, xiao hui, ah hui, freshie... damn it... can't the ppl in camp just call me my name??? haha... but overall... still liked the camp la... really really enjoyed myself.. so okie la... haha... that's all le...
today is really a day i am looking forward to.. cos will be going out with zhen again.. gee.. so fun.. haha.. we went town today... just window shop aimlessly... well.. not for me though.. i have to get my trackpants.. haha.. so finally bought them from converse... one white and one black... but the black one more exp then the white one la.. lol.. hmmm... zhen got her hair cut today back in jurong.. lol... the same old hair dressing shop.. now her hair even much shorter le... but the top abit more 'pong pong' cos she purposely asked the hairdresser to help her layer more.. lol.. she keep thinking her hair looks really short.. but hmm... i personally think not much of na diff.. cos still cover her face and blah blah.. lol... =P still considered long to me..then our last stop is jp... ha... after a day with her.. i really feel so good.. like.. hmm.. have been sooo long le lor.. then we really hit off well and all... ha... but i kinda think our guan si changed quite abit.. like.... become more like lao fu lao qi.. lol... =P hmm... then got back home.. hai.. sian... home have become a dreaded place i will not like to go le... but oh well.. i still unlocked the doors and went in.. there... my mum nagged again when she saw me carrying a converse plastic bag.. asking me wad have i bought and stuffs... sian... just told her i bought trackpants.. then i went off to do my own usual stuffs le... shit man.. she began to bian ben jia li... ask me how much it costed... damn... why can't she just leave me alone??? then why isit that she just cares about the money i spent and not if i am happy??? darn.. i am sooo fed up that i don wish to talk to her.. then.. she just continue asking and asking and asking.. this whole thing dragged for about 1/2hr lor... sickening.... then she began to cry le... omg... this time my heart ache le... i just can't stand it la.. why she cried man... and is like so pitiful... suddenly felt so guilty and all... feel that maybe i am way too nasty to my parents le... they are trying to care too... but.. hai... its too late for me to day sorry le... ha... now she really angry le lor... said this to my sis ' u better don be like ur sis'... oh well... i don care le la... let her hate me bah... but for all i know... i am really sorry la.. hai... well well.. okie le.. don wan to blog anymore le... update u guys again bah..
hi guys... after 2 days.. i am back.. got miss me??? =P okie la.. start my blog la.. hmm.. just have to say la.. so damn suay lor... hai... also donno why liddat... hmmm... fri went for a show... one that i quite looking forward to de.. call ' the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy'... damn it... it's so so so sooooo boring lor... okie la... i admit the introduction is indeed very creative... with all the dolphins playing saying wad that the are trying to warn us and singing a lame song... ' so long... and thank you for the fish..' wth... the rest are just boring.. not at all exciting... hai... sick sia... waste my money, time and energy for it.. hmm... sat is my usual working day lor.. just that i start at 2pm.. cos have to go for dental in the morning... quite happy that the dentist said that my teeth is having great improvements le.. lol.. also donno true or not.. cos like they still look the same lei.. sian... then when i reach the shop right.. also donno why.. everyone like look so stern.. then jason and serene seems not to be in good mood... hmm... heard from ah bee that is becos everyone have been very busy.. working for almost 13hrs.. then didn't really have enough sleep lor.. hai... then was told by jason that i was to check the float whenever i take over next time.. say wad is to check that everything is right during the handing over... hmm.. come out with this de reason??? cos that day lost $18.70... so they come up with this precaution.. siao siao... now corica weekdays have 3 ppl working 3 shifts lei... 1st is morning.. 2nd afternoon.. 3rd till closing.. lol.. crazy.. donno how they earn liddat sia.. hmm.. everythign was per normal today la.. not many ppl dine in.. just pack and go... sales wasn't good yesterday... only bout $300 odd... hai.. come the suay thing liao.. sales report says it should be $300 odd of sales.. but i only have $200 odd in the cashier... so a total lost of $110.20!!! wth... this is the 1st time i have this tyoe of thing happening lor.. so sad.. i am so freaked out lor.. is like they just told me bout double checking today then a $100 odd went missing... god.. i am so damn unlucky... think i am cursed bah.. sian.. then jason an serene all help me to double check.. but still.. we have a short of the same amount... exactly where went wrong we donno.. no one seems to know the reason.. then jason asked me to a corner and told me bout their decision.. well.. it's nothing bad la.. but i cried lor.. i am so touched.. like... wow... i never have seen such good souls lor.. really so trusting and all.. ha... really thank god that i found such bosses.. and such a good environment to work in.. and i am very guilty bout them being so nice to me lor... like.. not as in guilty cos i took the money la.. for god sake.. but is cos i didn't make sure the cashing and all to be right lor.. i didn't did a good job as a shop tender lor.. hai... kui qian sia.. one thing jason said that made me find that its quite meaningfull.. ' ...a small family like us cherish bonding and trust...' wow... so cool... when i was crying they even give me tissue and console me.. telling me to rest assure that everything is fine and that they have never suspected that i am the one who took the money or wadever.. ha.... soooooooo disappointed though... argh... wad happened to me... i was never that careless de lor... shit it man... but... ha.. let it be a lesson learnt la... next time be extra careful lor... ha... yeah!!! tml going out with zhen again.. heex!! so happy.. k la.. i shall end here.. qoo~
hope everyone is well.. lol.. well.. in the end.. even after having my penadol yesterday.. i am still having a fever... wow.. the headache is really killing me man.. even if i am lying down on my bed resting.. my head is still feeling so numb.. and wow.. standing up is the best man... vision blurred.. then head damn heacy.. like can fall down anytime liddat.. ha.. no choice la.. have tp go see the doc lor... then had my flu, cough and fever medicine.. siao.. so many sia.. eat till i feel like puking... haha... on my way back home.. donno why.. suddenly have the craving of eating fruits.. so went to the supermarket to buy them.. hmm.. bought home a papaya and grapes.. lol.. at first want to buy strawberrys too de... but scare they will be sour.. so haha.. in the end didn't buy them.. well.. had porridge in the afternoon.. then went to sleep.. so incredible sia.. i actually spent most of my time sleeping... this morning sleep till ten plus... then afetrnoon slept from 2 till 6plus... today is really such a slacking day.. hmm.. its been a long time i since i last slept so much when i am sick... ke jian this time de fever really quite jialat... maybe not the fever la.. is the headache caused by it la.. haha.. hmm... though sleep so much today.. donno why.. not feeling very energetic at all.. lol.. still so sleepy.. then also donno the medicine effective anot.. till now still having mild headache.. then keep sweating.. wonder if its because its a very hot day or wad.. can be even sweating in my own bedroom.. have air con some more lei.. lol.. weird weird de.. nowadays so many ppl sick.. ppl round me seemed to be like having fever and flu.. maybe there is some virus in the air or wad.. then ppl immune system down so gets it.. haha.. darn.. the bee hoon soup i had just now taste soooo salty.. bet it must have lots of msg in it.. now mouth damn thirsty.. so goes for this afetrnoon's porridge.. eeks.. guess the ppl nowsdays like only know how to use msg and salt to falvour their food sia.. cos of this... ku le wo men zhe sie consumers.. spoil our kidney.. lol.. lazy day arh... now so sian.. waiting for my medicine to take effect.. wonder how long will it take sia.. but don really feel like sleeping again lei.. cos really slept too much today le.. if continue sleeping i will be as good as hibernating animals le.. haha... well well.. i also donno wad to write about le lei... hmm.. okie la.. think i stop now la.. nitex..
ha... *yawns* hehe.. sorry.. am feeling super unwell now... batt running low.. but oh well.. i will make sure i tahan till i finish blogging wad i wan... hmm... today shouldn't have went to sch sia.. the topic so diff today.. on infographics.. then cos i don understand the qn.. so in the end my team's presentation kana suan till like hell.. that very moment feel like stucking my head into the ground sia.. so malu... but overall.. sch was fine.. lol... that silly benjamin.. hair bleaching process still not done yet... then cos of it.. his hair colour is like changing everyday... from black.. to orange.. till now blonde... near to gold colour.. sian... hmmm... but think the end product is going to look cool.. cos he is dying it blue.. wow.. the colour i always wan to have on my hair.. hmm.. purple is not bad too.. hope he can get all the bleaching done soon... sch days... haha... suddenly remembered bout fluffy.. hmm.. it's been a long time since i last saw him.. think bout a week never get to see him le bah.. ha... yesterday chat quite abit with him.. seems like the first time he so enthu sia... heex... was talking bout horoscopes.. then he suddenly come guessing mine.. but he didn't get it right la.. even after 11 guesses... hmmm... donno why... ppl seem to find me more like a leo.. cos their first guess is always leo.. so is fluffy.. ask him why he chose that he say anyhow choose de... shit him.. then i ask him.. wah lao.. he made me guess sia.. sian.. say wad play a game.. means i have to guess his horoscope.. and each guess must come with a reason.. if not.. he will never be going to tell me his horoscope... lol.. never knew he can be that lame... but well.. after that he actually say call off the game.. and maybe i can know how is he like when i have afew jamming sessions with him.. hmmm... wad this means sia... lol.. well.. who cares anyway.. ha... damn idiotic.. so broke this month.. need to buy lots of things and yet i can't afford to.. yesterday while in orchard.. found this really cool sweater that i like in surf babe.. omg.. and guess how much it costs??? S$99!!! wth... so exp sia... heartpain arh... hmm.. donno why the things i like lately seem to be so exp.. why liddat... can't they just let me buy something that i like?? now singapore sales le lei... things still so exp.. who wan to buy sia... shit de... oh well.. just have to ren yi ren and save up bah.. =( went out with ah bu today... lol.. so lame.. donno why.. even though i am feeling ill.. i still don wish to be home early.. cos think will be sicker if i see my parents bah.. hmm... went to je as usual.. haha... wow.. never expect i will go back to the arcade again after that incident sia.. but oh well... since already there le.. so play lor.. haha.. but donno why lei.. didn't seem to enjoy it like i always do le... maybe is my failing body making me feel this way bah... if not it will be the ah beng incident that made me cannot concentrate on the game lor... ha... had dinner at kobayashi... there... ah bu su ku le.. haha... hmm.. think i better not touch on that la.. but i know she seem to be enjoying in sch lor.. she so lame de.. even making cement can make her so excited.. crazy gal... but i am happy for her la.. cos she don feel like how she felt before sch starts le.. so.. yippi.. everyone is adapting well in sch.. soooooo happy for them... omg... think i having fever sia... forehead damn hot... hmmm... but still can't be bothered to take my temperature... just know that every place i go seems to be so freezing cold... and i feel sooooo tired that i can't open my eyes to their usual size.. looking so freaking blur today... ha... maybe is becos of the extreme change in temperature that i am experiencing in sch... suddenly so freaking hot.. and 'puff' freezing cold again... lol.. and yeaterday's deadly volcano ramen in ajisen... oh god... i am falling down.. body is surrendering to the virus attack... argh.... hmm.. think i must save a little bit of batt in me to fight those deadly virus... just before i knock out.. just wanna say... must really take care of urselves k.. drink lotsa water... okie la... buai buai...
Make ur Choice:
friendly/mean
evil/sweet
caring/bully
dull/unique
hardworking/lazy
strong/weak
brave/coward
blessed/jinx
My Blessings:
#01 lovely HDB to stay in
#02 loving darl EMAN to accompany me
#03 a crazy freaky sister to bully
#04 my parents own a stall that sells good food. yum YUM!
#05 ex-bf that made my relationship interesting
#06 dear girls sticking by me through all times
#07 YUZHEN! u are such a dear
#08 CHINGHUI(ah bu) thanks for all the shopping and k-box trips
#09 my ah bu family who accompany through my sec sch days
#10 my looks are OKAY. not handicapped.
#11 not a genious but brain functioning properly
#12 health OKAY!!!
#13 not being filthy rich but have enough to feed me
#14 met good enough bosses??? at least that gary still not that freaking evil