Friday, July 29, 2005
a different bdae it's gonna be
hmm.. verdict is out.. will have to spend my bdae very differently this year le... cos will be in Sri Lanka then... hahahah... i repeat... will be in Sri Lanka... wahahaha.. cos going there for IGP( Income Generation Project )... will be there for 2 whole weeks... there helping out the poor to earn money... well.. my first time wanting to do such things sia.. very very first time... some more to a foreign country.. and Sri Lanka.. guess many of u are thinking that i am nutx.. but.. well well... suddenly feel like doing something to help out the public.. so yeah.. just take up la.. at first thought am going to be alone de... but... hmm.. lol.. realised that sel and darren got join too.. lol.. then today went for the 1st meeting.. not too bad.. sel is in my group.. =) hahaha.. at least i will have a company.. will be leaving on 11th sep.. and back to sg in the 25th sep... survivng 2 whole weeks out in Sri Lanka.. and celebrating my bdae there.. actually also not too bad la.. quite special.. =P so frens.. don miss me okie.. hahhahhahaha.. so bhb of me.. well well... before actually going to SL.. we will be having camps in sch.. to train us up.. then we will have to set up our own business booth and raise funds for the IGP... everything seems so pressing now.. cos will have to chiong all the way till the day we left for SL... and lots of preparation to do la.. must go take jabs.. sian.. think have about 5 of them??? and need to take medication... cos heard that the mosquitoes there are pretty deadly compared to those in sg... tougher ones... can suck ur blood even though its on ur jeans.. eekkkss!!! then we will have to cook our own meals... everyday... and there is no one assigned chef.. so we will have to take turns to make the meals out for our group.. omg.. really hope my team mates are going to cook edible food sia.. if not i will really be left with only bones back to sg.. hahahha.. frens have been joking anf saying that i will end up being look after there.. wth.. xiao kan wo sia.. pls la.. they won't mistook me as a refugee can?? cos i don look like one.. am soooooo far from one.. so yeah.. don need to worry.. and also.. i know how to take good care of myself okie.. even if it's not for the sake of me.. i will make sure my frens are going to see me well and healthy by the time i am back.. =) hahhaha.. am seriously looking forward to the trip sia... all seems so meaningful and exciting.. okie la.. will update u guys more bout my life okie?? lol.. cya...
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@ 8:47 PM
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HATERS
HATERS traitors to the human race!!! HATERS wad a threat wad a waste!!!
i would like to see them disappear they don belong anywhere HATERS!!!
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@ 2:30 PM
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
!!!wth wth!!!
ARGH!!!!! am so mad now.. wth... just a single blog nia cos so much trouble... damn it!!! think i have to clarify things out man.. right away.. 1st... my entries some are adapted from friendster bulletin... just add it in my blog cos think my blog no entries.. 2nd... pls pls pls... my blog have no meaning of aiming or targeting at any group of ppl and talk bout them.. never ever.. if u felt that i am doing so.. then i am sooo sorry.. i have no intention of so.. lastly... hai... aiya.. too bothered la.. donno wad to type liao... sian.. think next time i should try to be ultra sensitive before posting any blog... okie la.. mood dampen.. don say so much liao.. BYE!!!
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@ 9:59 PM
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Monday, July 25, 2005
the guy who loves u will....
The guy who loves you,
can't tell you the reason why he loves you.
He only knows that, in his eyes,
you are the only one.
The guy who loves you,
although he always makesyou mad,
but whatever he has done is for your own good.
The guy who loves you, seldom praises you.
But in his heart, you are the best.
Only he knows it.
The guy who loves you,
will scold or complain if you didn't reply his messages or answer his calls
because he cares for you.
The guy who loves you , only drops his tears infront of you.
When you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart ,
the heart which beats for you.
The guy who loves you , will remember every wordyou said ,
even if accidentally. And he will use the word always at the nick of time.
The guy who loves you, will not give any promises
that easily because he don't want to break the promise.
He wants you to believe him and give you
the happiest and safest life ever after.
The guy who loves you, always tells you not to think too much,
because he has already planned it for you.
He wants to give you the best life in the future.
He wants to give you a surprise, believing that he can do it.
The guy who loves you, maybe can't remember
those special occasions like anniversaries,
but he does know that, every second he lives, he's lovingyou,
no matter what day is it.
The guy who loves you, won't say "I love you"that easily,
because everything he has done for you
already shows that he love you.
He will only say it at the special situations because he don't want you to misunderstand.
He wants you to know that he really loves you.
The guy who really loves you, will feel that
sometimes certain things only have to say once
because he thought that you might already understand him.
If talk so much, he will feel that there's nothing you will cherish.
The guy who loves you, will go to the airport to fetch you
but he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect.
He will carry your luggage and ask you
" Why are youbecoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.
The guy who loves you, will listen quietly to you when you are mad.
When you have finished, he will say
" You still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier." with a smile.
The guy who loves you, don't know whether he should call you when you are angry
but he will send a message to you after few hours.
If you ask him why he called that late, he will say
"When youare angry, my explanation are all rubbish.
But when you calm down, my explanation will onlyreally works."
The guy who loves you, always treat you like alittle girl.
But everytime he want to make a big decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.
The guy who loves you, don't like little toys like teddy bears,
but he will always put the bear you gave him at his bed.
The guy who loves you, while quarrelling,
he will apologize although you are the one who's wrong.
But later, he will say
" Baby, actually you know itsyour fault, you know it urself."
The guy who loves you, seldom say sweetwords.
But you know, his kisses have already transfer all his passion to you.
The guy who loves you , if he can't always see you,
he will try to make himself busy so that he will not have any time to think of you.
Because he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you
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@ 9:57 PM
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mad and more madness
yoz yoz.. sun had the 'ah bu' family outing.. lol.. reminds me of sec3.. that time is the first time that we have 'ah bu' family outing.. thinking back then make me wan to laugh sia.. hahahha.. everyone so toot and nerdy.. still so 'studious'.. remember that time also go orchard.. lol.. then is meet to have seoul garden( that's my 1st time eating in seoul garden =P ) so ya.. haha.. 2 years le... now once again.. we gathered together... feels so good.. well.. somehow.. everyone changed.. ching hui: (ah bu) well well.. she arh.. can't stand her.. okie la.. abit mean la.. but sad to say.. she is still just as gullible.. and always like to be a 'follower'.. hmm.. then.. think the person with the least change is her le lor.. just that she got a hair cut and wear contact lens le bah.. wan ru: (eldest) become more mature le... dressing also change alot.. from OP.. to now topshop.. wad a jump!!! zee huey:(2nd) hmm.. abit crazy.. abit more quiet... quite contradicting la.. lol.. rachel:(3rd) she started working le!!!! as a pharmacist??? hmm.. she seems more quiet and have become less active... where has the sporty her gone to??? yuzhen:(5th) not as lame and noisy as before.. the things she talked about sometimes seems no link at all. lol.. cos of stress back in jc???? sharon:(6th) quiet quiet quiet.. that's my comment for her.. seems very stressed up.. relax okie?? haha.. =) rina: (youngest) this lamest gal in the group become less lame le.. omg.. haha... but abit still as hanky panky.. her dress sense changed.. no longer black tee and jeans.. thumps up!! okie okie... well.. guess from here u all should be able to know that i am the (4th) bah.. hahahhaha... well.. my change?? hmm.. think maybe i become so hyper and crazy bah.. lol.. somehow can be able to see the difference between me and them.. oops!! well.. hahhaa... this time for us seems to be a shopping trip.. all of us at least bought something in town.. then we toured all around town.. from far east to heeren.. wah... not bad not bad.. we started to walk into shops like Topshop and Espirit sia.. so unlike us... hmm.. while walking.. haha.. started les around.. donno why.. i started to walk round holding their hands la.. clinging to them la.. hahaha.. donno why.. make them feel uneasy.. but but but!!! hey.. i am absolutely fine arh.. i am STRAIGHT!!! hmpt~ so ma fan de.. that ah bu.. seriously la.. abit spoiler.. LOL.. oops!! no offence arh.. well.. donno why la.. she still like last time.. always rush us de.. then when she wan to buy things arh.. we all will have to help her to find and decide... =S don like it la.. but well well.. nvm la.. once in a while.. yeah!!! we took pics in heeren.. heex.. just like 2 years back.. hahah.. we looked round for machines.. and in the end found one big one.. don wanna end up like last time all of us squeeze till siao.. hmm.. but still.. have to cramp abit la.. some of us have to climb to the back sia.. lol.. snap snap snap~ hahaha.. after that we still lame in the machine and even took pics using digital cams and phone.. lol.. oops!! very inconsiderate of us.. but well.. hack la.. once in a while ma.. hahaha.. let's party!!.. inside the small box very siao sia.. snap here and there.. and slack on each other.. hahahhaa.. all ended right there le la.. everyone have something on lor... so have to seperate before dinner time.. ha.. but had fun la.. well.. for me.. i have to stay in orchard for church... so don really know bout wad happened after that in the train.. but if u wanna know then think maybe u can refer to yuzhen's blog?? lol.. i have the link in my blog la.. so peeps don have to worry..
hahahhaha... then today.. well well.. sch day.. so sian.. wake up found that my parents didn't go work.. shit man!!.. argh.. so hurriedly get up and bath... wah.. super sleepy la.. but no choice la.. who ask rp's lesson to start so early in the morning.. hmm.. then rush and rush and manage to get out of house by 7am... so sian.. bad point bout poly.. have to trouble bout wad to wear to sch.. sian.. but hack la.. today donno why.. reach sch super early sia.. 7.35am reach redhill station le.. =S then reach class at bout 8.03am.. damn it.. i am the first to reach the class.. stupid.. then set up everything.. and wait for my classmates... well well.. not long la.. soon carolyn reached.. lol.. then as usual la dilly dally abit.. she also on her laptop.. then since i am listening to songs arh.. i pass her my ear piece la... hahha.. must be considerate.. cannot always play out the music.. ditracting to others.. LOL.. hmm.. then as we were just starting to download the problem statement.. eng kiat came in.. LOL.. bad news from him.. yong xiang not coming sch.. shit man.. he is the sole computing expert in our team sia.. shit.. then as we were downloading.. saw something.. LOL.. binomial theroem.. shit.. sux man.. then bad news again.. terrible.. today have to do 2 progamming.. shit la shit la.. hahahha.. suddenly.. " we go back la.. pon la.. " LOL.. me and carolyn turn to each other and said to eng kiat.. okie la.. LOL.. first time sia.. then the whole class stare at us.. we jio them to pon too.. but they don care lei.. so we all hurriedly shut down our laptop and packed up.. LOL.. rush and rush.. must be out before the faci come class.. shit.. argh.. then we left the class hurriedly.. LOL.. then is only bout 8.20 lor.. wah lao.. so lame of us.. think the class thought we only joking.. then in the end quite shock that we really left the class.. hahahhaha... then the 3 of us went out and decided to go to Mac at lido.. lol.. stayed there and met up with yong xiang.. haha.. the entire group pon sia.. first time so united.. =P well.. we sit in Mac for very long sia.. cos at first benjamin and jeannie say wan to come join us.. but in the ned.. wah lao eh.. ps us.. okie la.. hahhaa.. then we headed to far east de KFC for lunch.. hahah.. then we went shopping round and round.. didn't realise eng kiat can be so quiet de lei.. gemini he is.. haha.. indeed sia.. have 2 side de.. can be noisy and quiet.. hahahha.. okie okie.. and this is the 1st time we took train and head back to west.. well.. on the whole.. today is super lame la.. lol.. so senseless.. hahahahha... then till today then i know eng kiat so suku.. lol.. donno how to walk in orchard.. and also donno alot of things.. argh.. mountain tortise.. donno how he survive in sg de.. lol.. okie la.. so today got back home pretty early.. 5plus already slacking at home liao.. haha.. so yeah.. now blogging.. okie la. that's all for today.. cya..
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@ 7:25 PM
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Saturday, July 23, 2005
friday night fever wahaha~
well well... it's another fri once again.. haha.. quite happening.. went to party world with gek peng, carolyn, jeannie and susan today.. at first should go for movie 'The Island' de.. but.. wahaha.. pang sei the sel and went out with them instead.. hmm.. was kinda fun.. at first thought will be abit quiet with no one dare to sing.. but wow... we are such a hyperactive bunch.. so loud and bubbly.. heex.. gek peng have VIP card sia.. mai siao siao... then she helped us choose lots of songs.. hmm.. not bad sia.. almost all the songs they sing i know de.. hahahah.. then of course la.. we screamed and shout when it's a rock song.. which turns out to have alot.. lol.. we jumped on the seats.. screamed into the mike.. and even ordered mocktail.. lol.. so boliao.. then we can even shout 'yam seng' just before we drink la... well well.. think those down there can be considered my close pals le bah.. cos talked lots of things.. haha.. things that shocked them and shocked me.. in a nut shell.. we shocked each and everyone today... =P we are so unpredictable.. can have so many actions and moves.. especially the carolyn.. hahaha.. can shake so well.. and once again.. she flashed her beautiful butt infront of us.. such a crazy one.. in the end then she found out there is cam in the room de.. LOL.. malu for her.. well.. think carolyn and i the craziest la.. haha.. come out with alot of moves.. like stumming the guitar la.. indian dance la.. hahaha... nearly fall off the seat sia.. phew~ luckily didn't.. if not damn malu.. hmm.. playing down there reminds me of prom nite... hahaha.. keep dancing and shouting till soooo tired.. today the same feeling is back.. wahaha.. u peeps envy ma?? =P too bad.. u all cannot join in.. hmmm... suddenly thinking back.. the book on virgos that i bought 2yrs back is actually quite accurate.. hahahha.. indeed.. i need company to forget bout unhappy things... when unhappy events happened.. i just need a bunch of crazy peeps to acc me out and... wahla~ will feel soooo much better... thanks alot yeah.. hmmm... bout the previous post bout 'no one knows me'??? well.. donno la.. that's just how i feel at that very moment.. so yeap... but think should be able to shake off the feeling soon.. cos i realised that ppl do care man.. even though there are some who don.. well.. there are a huge bunch out there who do cares for me.. =) so yupx.. why feel miserable for a small group of donkeys??? heex.. oops!!! sounded abit mean.. one thing to complain bout.. the air in party world is really horrible sia.. cos they allow ppl to smoke inside.. thus.. wah lao eh.. am 'attacked' by the horrid odour.. yuks.. luckily jeannie got bring her perfume along.. so can freshen ourselves with it.. hahahah.. if not get back home.. cham lo.. parents thought we smoke.. LOL.. which we didn't la.. we so guai.. where will do such things right?? =P okie la... think that's all i have to say for today bah.. haha.. cya...
yesterday is gone.. and right now i belong... to this moment to my dreams...
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@ 12:13 AM
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"undiscovered"
Take it back, take it all back now
The things I gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips,
I miss that nowI can't try any harder than I do
All the reasons I gave, excuses I made for you
I'm broken in two
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you
Don't walk away
Touch me now how I wanna feel
Something so real, please remind me My love, and take me back
Cuz I'm so in love with what we were
I'm not breathing I'm suffocating without you
Do u feel it too?
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you
When I'm in the dark and all alone
Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door,
Its then I know my heart is whole
There's a million reasons why I cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cuz I don't wanna be alone
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you, I need you
Cuz I can't fake and I can't hate
But it's my heart
Thats about to break
You're all I need I'm on my knees
Watch me bleed
Would you listen please
I give inI breathe out
I want you, theres no doubt
I freak out, I'm left out
Without you, I'm without
I'm crossed outI can't doubt
I cry outI reach out
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
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@ 12:08 AM
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
no one knows how i am feeling
seems like this is the only place i can throw my troubles to.. saddening.. i hate myself truely.. hate myself sooooo much.. i hate myself for losing the things i cherished... hate myself for faking a smile.. hate myself for not being able to let ppl know how i feel deep down.. everytime something happened.. i will choose to hide... hide away to one corner and cry.. when ppl come.. i will cry inside... with a forced smile... i am unable to be true.. to show my feelings... cos somehow.... i donno why.... the ppl round me just choose to see only the cheerful side of me.. or should i say i am forced to do so... everytime i surfaced my true emotions.... ppl leave me... ditching me away when i am most vulnerable... distant from me.. they won't lend out a helping hand.... the times when i need someone to hug... someone to talk to... no one is around for me to seek.... i am just left standing alone in my own darkness... so cold... so dark.... how i envy ppl who have help from ppl round them when they have fallen.. everyone simply just stretched out their hands.. with all their might to drag them back.. but as for me??? as i was falling... ppl still wan to use me as a stepping stone to get right back... making me fall deeper in... i find myself like a toy... when ppl are unhappy.. they will find me.. but for me?? i will never have the right to do so.. and i will have to smile always... cos as a toy.. my role is to make ppl happy.. so a slight saddness found in me will never ever be forgiven... i will be banished and condemned for that... i feel so horrible.. i can't be real.. i am just stucked.. stucked in a mould... a mould with a fixed smile.. forever.. i can only tear in me.. ppl will see no other emotion of me other than a smile.. my saddness, anger, tears...etc all this... will be hidden inside of me.. eternally... just as i have accepted this as part of myself... i have lost everything.... everything.. now the only way to catch a glimspe of the things i have lost.. is to jail myself in this cast... am trying hard to hold things back.. but i donno how long can i do it.. i am breaking down internally... breaking down.. someday.... i will never going to be me again...
"am now evolving into another phase... another stage of me..."
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@ 8:03 PM
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things going slightly insane
folks.. haha.. not i wanna say arh.. but seriously.. things seem to be strange and weird these days.. well.. or maybe especially for me la.. haha.. here goes.. my JA will be taking a long long long break till god knows when.. cos the vocal instructor is fired.. bang bang!! dead.. lol.. so yeah.. we 'vocalists' will have to wait till they get us another instructor.. if not.. =S well.. of course they found an alternative for us la.. but.. eekss.. join the choir for the training.. sux man.. go lalalala~ those opera singing.. don wan don wan.. i don wan... nonono!!! hmm.. then there is tues.. haha.. zhen asked me to pon sch.. weird sia.. it's like.. hmm.. didn't expect it la.. then the things she said over the phone also abit ridiculous.. 'eh.. we pon sch together la..' it's like.. duh?!? we are in diff sch sia.. lol.. and she say till as if we are in the same sch and the same class.. funny gal.. but at least we had fun la.. and got the chance to meet up.. heex.. after so long sia.. hmm.. her hair shorter.. not really used to it.. and there goes the computing module.. donno wad happened.. now we are like doing mathematics all the way.. probability and permutaion, combination.. sux man.. i hate that chapter in maths lor.. then now he still touch on it.. haha.. weird one.. this faci is leaving.. going to be a pilot.. lol.. pilot and computer no link right?? but aiya.. don care la.. hahahahaha.. =P nowadays.. we peeps seem to be pretty busy... didn't really have the chance to meet up.. i mean the SDC peeps jack, sel and all.. esp tat and lagger.. like didn't see them the whole week liddat.. gone missing?? lol.. and yeap.. now after sch only join dinner with carolyn.. no more one big bunch le.. then we always go je and have dinner.. lol.. first is go Mac.. then another time to the coffee shop.. atishooo~~~ sorry.. haha.. sneezing.. talking bout that.. ppl round me seem to be falling sick.. oh man.. hope i won't get the virus.. nonononono!!! *shake head* there is carolyn with a flu.. but getting well.. then gek peng, michelle, eliyana.. omg.. then jack also sick... oh my oh my.. don wan la.. i no wan sick.. if i become sick sure very jialat liao.. hmm.. must go find ways to prevent it.. heex.. die die also must find arh.. okie la.. u guys out there also must take care lei.. don fall sick.. i think nowadays is the flu virus spreading round.. so yeah.. cya peeps again..
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@ 9:57 AM
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
is this a trap??? - gals watch out yeah =P
recently have been hearing ppl around behaving like couples before they are even one... hmm.. wad a trend sia.. wad does this means?? the society is opening up?? or isit just the faith that is driving all this?? the faith to believe that they will be together to make all these possible?? well... not really sure.. haha.. was so stunned when jason say " learn from jj de ".. wad sia.. means this has actually become a plan of guys to get the gal they wan?? hahahhaa... by being with them.. the gal can't run anymore.. heard zhen said once... 'if u allowed the guy to hold ur hand, to hug u... this means that u have accepted him deep down.. just that there is no status about all this..' hmm.. sounds pretty true.. who on earth will wan to hold the hands of someone they dislike?? haha.. hug is like obvious le la... hmm.. actually this hasn't be a recent trend la... there have been cases years back.. like wr??? kiss before they are even together!!! well.. wasn't really stunned bout it la.. acceptable.. cos feeling ma.. who can really control?? if u control it.. all will seem so un-romantic.. so fake.. however.. even though so.. gals.. be careful oh... cos not all guys are good.. some may be just having a fling with u.. heaqring this makes me shivers.. it's okie to commit to someone.. but just don get too blinded by it that u didn't even realise that u have been punk'd... okie la.. haha.. but okie la.. i am not trying to say that all guys have motives bout this de arh.. so no offence.. hmm.. also la.. gals.. never take it for granted when guys are treating u well.. cos u will never know... u will regret after that and trying to get back the relationship will be so tough.. so yeah.. don be way too petty.. don be too overly sensitive.. most importantly.. don always appear moody.. lol.. okie la... finished my warning piece of shit bout this.. update again lo...
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@ 11:01 AM
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Victamin C - Graduation
Friendship song
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change,
Keep on thinking things will always be the same.
But when we leave this year we won't be comming back,
no more hanging out cuz were on a different track and if you,
got something that ya need to say,
you better say it right now cuz you dont have another day
Cuz we're moving on and we cant slow down
these memories are playing like a film without sound
and I keep thinking of that night in June,
I didnt know much of love but it came too soon.
And there was me and you and we got real blue,
stay at home talking on the telephone, with me,
we'd get so excited and we'd get so scared, laughing at ourselfs thinking lifes not fair...
And this is how it feels...
CHORUS
As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
From whatever,
We will still beFriends Forever...
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money,
when we look back now will that joke still be funny?,
will we still remember everything we learned in schoool,
still be trying to break every single rule?
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that its not goodbye,
Keep on thinkin its a time to fly,
And this is how it feels...
CHORUS
la, la, la, la... yeah, yeah ... la, la, la, la
We will still be,Friends Forever
------ BRIDGE ------
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow? (somehow)
I guess I thought that this would never end,
AND SUDDENLY IT'S LIKE WE'RE WOMEN AND MEN
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Or will these memories fade when I leave this town?,
I keep, I keep thinking that its not goodbye
Keep on thinking its a time to fly...
CHORUS x 3
ha.. this song reminds me of the prom nite... ha... so much memories.... so saddies.. but we had fun yeah... CHEERS EVERYONE!!! =) though we are now seperated.. well.. at least we shared the common memories.. the common times.. (=FRENS 4EVA=)
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@ 9:07 PM
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
thank god for creating a small world =)
people often complain ~*~
wad a small world we've got ~*~*~
me??? ~*~*~*~
i'd rather have it small and have met u ~*~
than..... ~*~*~
having it so big but missed knowing u!!! ~*~*~*~
so yeah... take care my frens.. and of course... the very special U.....
`iSplashed
@ 9:30 PM
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caroro's bdae PARTY madness
yoz.. yesterday is another pon sch day.. heex.. paiseh la.. but Basic Sci really sian.. can't blame me for that.. =P but one thing no good.. i missed JA.. the very 1st lesson for JA man.. shit.. hope i won't get kicked out cos of that.. hmm.. anyway.. that morning went out with ah bu.. to kbox.. it's been a long time since we last went there together le.. early in the morning some more.. 11am.. heex.. fun fun.. but we ended up meeting late cos ah couldn't wake up on time.. lol.. that lazy bum.. okie.. so we went to kbox.. well.. some things happened the previous nite la.. so wasn't in the best mood in the morning.. wah lao eh.. then the damn ah bu keep choosing those love songs la.. those super saddies ones.. shit.. make my tears flow and flow... then she thought wad happened sia.. worst thing.. she asked me if i have been keeping something from her.. shit man.. zhen arh zhen why u tell her.. now make me like baddie liddat.. then she say wad she wan to see pic.. shit.. wo zhen de bei ni hai can le.. =S well.. after the kbox-ing.. hahahha.. we did back the same usual routine we use to have during the 'O' break.. wahahhaha.. went to play pop'n'music3.. heex.. wah.. early in the afternoon see one pro pro uncle playing.. wow.. got style sia.. wee wee~ want to make him my shifu liao.. =P but he not as pro as ming soon la.. hahahhaa.. he can't cross the 3rd level.. oops!!! well well.. me myself also flank the 3rd level la.. even worst than the uncle.. real saddening.. but ah bu even worst.. =P not even the first.. oops!! okie.. after that.. hahha.. drag ah bu to cut her hair.. notmy fault la.. who ask her to mention about trimming her hair.. then as we were there.. wah.. scared me sia.. have one damn beng guy in the shop.. abit like the stupid tattoo kia.. shit.. wanna see if he is.. eh.. in the end.. phew~ he is not.. haha.. cos he not covered in tattoo.. just that the hair is damn er xing.. bleach till kana sai.. hmm.. at first wan ah bu to change a hairstyle de.. but she claim that she scared later the hair cannot tie la.. wad got bball match la.. so okie lor.. nvm.. just trim hair... sad news for zhen.. the hairstylist leaving lo.. on that very fri.. 15/7/2005.. that's her last day in the shop.. donno where will she be heading to.. so yeap.. zhen.. have to find another salon lo... hmm.. after so much.. went to meet up jack at je station.. reach the station early cos weather don seem good.. so faster rush to the station and sit there quietly while waiting.. omg.. it's so freezing cold up there.. thank goodness i brought my jacket along.. so damn it.. cos wind blowing too strong.. my skirt abit like wan to fly up while walking.. then i caught this one guy staring at my skirt.. damn him la.. see wad see.. then i hold down my skirt and walk all the way through.. finally met him.. waited for bout 10mins.. haha.. okie.. so went to his house first.. cos he doesn't wan to bring his laptop to caroro's place.. so well.. fair enough la.. hahhhaa.. then wait for him to wash up and all.. hmm.. in the end late.. haha.. selwyn waited for us for afew min bah.. haha.. think he very kan chiong to go over.. cos if my sixth sense is right... hmm.. i think he is interested in her sia.. oops!! okie.. we took 963 there... we waited for the bus at woodlands for 30 whole min.. shit man.. donno wad the bus uncle doing.. nvm.. luckily the journey wasn't really long.. but when we reach there everyone have finish eating le.. then jack and sel rush for food.. haha.. like hungry ghost liddat.. then carolyn... she so bad sia.. give her present she still strangle me.. =S i only called the bear 'carrot' didn't call u that wad... so ji dong for wad?? lol... but hope u like the bear.. the ppl there arh.. divided into 2 groups... eh.. is 3.. one is st nic... one is PE0108.. another is the sel gang... hahahah... oh well... i don really know which group to join man.. but i mixed mostly with the sel gang la.. cos today not in class.. then the PE0108 like doing their own things liddat.. cannot really fit in.. hmm.. but i got go find them la.. then the gals asked me where is jack.. oh man.. all caroro's fault.. amplifier.. =S i say nothing de arh.. hmm.. saw nikki's bf.. till yesterday then i know that michelle is actually one of kenny's(nikki's bf) ex... tsk tsk tsk... hai.. bei arh bei... well well.. finally can cut cake liao.. wah.. they play with the cream sia.. shit.. faster run off when caroro wan to take revenge.. hahahah.. in the end xing hua got it.. he is so innocent la.. but.. oh well.. who cares.. as long as i don get it i don care =P hmm.. the gals there weird weird de.. when michelle just sat near jack.. they ask me to go look after him.. wad sia.. they just tell me to go lor.. so.. okie la.. just go la... hahaha.. the jack arh.. really no comments sia.. such a basturd.. the irritant was present in the party.. then they kb him la.. hahah.. keep making things diff for him la.. some more gay around infront of him.. hmm.. play strip poker.. then say wan to strip him and stuffs.. hmm.. the irritant is quite weird man... eeks.. very er xing.. can't stand it.. the behaviour abit like xing kah.. eh!!!.. think also look like xing kah.. LOL.. oh man.. to think that i still cannot get rid of xing kah this pest till now... hmm.. hope he won't recognise me in sch.. also hope and wish he won't talk to anyone of us at all.. carolyn's sis... okie la.. caroro say till too kua zhang le.. she where got big size?? okie wad.. hmm.. they really look alike.. like u know the kuah?? make from the same mould.. LOL.. yi ge muo zi yng chu lai de.. everyone thought so too man.. then her parents.. hmm.. look quite stern.. better don fool around with them.. went up to take a look at caroro's house.. heex.. her house is kinda small la.. but really nice... not really messy la.. but have quite abit of antique.. then we found the vase too.. hahahha.. caroro's little secret.. =P never knew the guys in PE0108 can be so creative sia.. they hid the present and made clues for carolyn.. abit like amazing race.. just that is home edition.. lol.. they really put in alot of effort.. then back in her place... the irritant chat with her online sia.. then i be 'caroro' for a day.. lol... help her to reply and stuffs.. don really like talking to him.. so sian one.. bothering.. hmm.. in the end jack settled him by saying.. 'just do ur rj la.. i am busy.. bye..' LOL.. so mean man... but at least it shut that irritant up.. hahahah.. sel and all arh.. forever gay around one.. donno why guys just like to strip guys.. they stripped jack and stamp carolyn's name all over his butt!!! hahahahha... then carolyn dared jack to flash his butt to the gals sitting outside.. shit.. he really did... hahahhaha.. to think that his butt is worth only $20.. haha... well well.. of course.. carolyn is being forced to do silly stuffs la.. wah.. her st nic's frens really re qing sia... the janice just hit my hips and say 'hi'.. geesh.. that's how gals interact in gals sch.. okie.. carolyn was told to drink a donno wad drink la.. haha.. then in the end she bring it in for the guys to drink.. in the end guess wad.. OMG.. it's guiness with egg... eeks... wad they trying to do sia.. hmm.. heard from them that the drink will make one feel high de.. lol.. she everyday also soooo hyper de.. drink le sure go bonkers one.. so luckily she didn't drink.. okie... then she was told to dance.. wow~ the dance partner she is going to get is of course sel la.. so bad sia.. at first thought gonna see a good dance show of them both de.. but end up.. is carolyn one gal show.. she dance to those retro la.. techno la.. rnb la.. alot alot.. hahhaha.. she is crazy.. the nite ended liddat la.. before we went off.. hugged carolyn.. heex.. that's wad gals do la.. so cannot blame.. the sel arh.. hahahahaha... also say he wan a hug sia.. hmm... an se me xing neh??? we all should know la huh.. heex... okie okie... it's 11.30 by then.. so no bus for me le.. sel so suay... his last bus is gone.. so he have to ton over at jack's place.. erm.. i mean jack's house arh.. not the dining jack's place.. LOL.. okie okie.. so yeah.. hmm.. have a short distance bus journey with them all.. cos tat say it's cheaper to get a cab at bukit panjang.. so yeah.. said bye to them at the stop.. wow.. the cab fair is indeed quite cheap la.. $10... not bad sia.. tat is really good in calculation.. so coincidental.. the cab driver's bro use to live in the same block as me.. same floor even.. then in the end found out that my parents actually bout the apartment from his bro... LOL.. guess how i confirm de?? heex.. i asked if his house have a pull up bar in one of the rooms.. then he said yes.. hahah... so yeah.. confirm liao la.. the ex owner of my house is his bro lor.. world is so small sia.. hahahahahah... okie la.. that's all i have to talked about la.. the party is really nice.. heex.. thanks carolyn.. =)
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@ 8:43 PM
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
something is wrong...
hmm.. here's a qn that i can't ans even myself...
"is my memory way too good.. or isit that others just can't be bothered to remember the things i remember cos they treat them as [[rubbish]]???"
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@ 11:11 AM
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BO LIAO
HELLO EVERYONE, MY NAME IS CARORO. THE PERSON SITTING BESIDE JH.
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@ 11:09 AM
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happy remedy =-)
Ooh GOD.... it's so beautiful when the boy ~*smiles*~
suddenly felt that i have been feeling moody all cos i am not satisfied with my life.... forever pursuing for more.. asking for more than wad i am suppose to have... leading to such misery in my life... thanks to a taxi driver... i thought through alot of things.. one should be satisfied with wad they have and who they are.. cos it is that way that makes *ONE* so special... and this is his remedy to being happy always.... {{zhi-zhu-chang-le}}
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@ 8:13 AM
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
sooooooooooo sweet and touching~~~~~
happen to come across this.. OMG...
a guy gave a gal 12 roses....
11 real ones... and 1 fake.......
he said..............
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i will love u forever till the last flower dies.................
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@ 4:34 PM
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.....hmm.....
hello peeps... nowadays like nothing much to blog lei.. abit sian... ha... hmmm... well.. yesterday went with jas to kimage for her haircut.. supposingly should be making the card for our spiritual father.. but end up like didn't.. well.. as jas is having her haircut.. i was sitting alone by her.. not uttering a single word.. the usual me again.. ha.. then they keep saying i very moody.. idiotic.. can't i be quiet??? always being so noisy very tiring de lei.. after xing ying came.. i sort of got 'warmed up' and finally regain my chatty self.. hmm.. weird.. then the hairstylist chat with us.. he keep asking me to cut my hair.. lol.. soooo tempted la.. but.. hmm.. a promise is a promise.. donno why.. ppl have been telling me not to keep long hair lei.. say long hair doesn't suit my character.. ke bei arh.. am a gal but can't have long hair.. but.. hmm.. hack la.. as long as i like it can le.. then we went to long john to have dinner... we talked quite alot and yeah.. met mr chia.. haha.. he wear till very sloppishly la... slippers tees and bermudas.. haha.. then he really aged alot.. not at all like the young chap we saw in the past... that's the end for yesterday.. ha... donno why.. like don have to mood to blog at all... suddenly have the feeling of ppl intruding into my life liddat.. i feel so insecured as now ppl will know all my thoughts.. all my secrets... no privacy... everything seems so transparent to them now.. this is so unlike me.. ha... feeling damn moody now.. frustrated.. there seem to be something wrong.. but i just can't find the cause.... this is bad.. i must get back cheery soon.. if not i will be suffocating in misery once again.. and no way am i going to try that once more.. i have had enough of it.. hope i can get over all this silly moody period soon.. wish me well.. =
5%...10%...15%...... loading crazy script still~~~
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@ 4:11 PM
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
!!!MISSING!!!
missing someone is easy... but getting over the feeling is tough..
PS: remember this line?? LOL..
i really miss u {{{dearly}}} *-*-* ~*silly darling boy*~
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@ 2:17 PM
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Friday, July 08, 2005
our song always: ~oye me canto~
hahahaha... time really flies... 7th june i met u.. it's already been a months time.. ha... everything happened so miraculously.. just like a fairytale.. so pleasant with loads of joy and laughter....
I HAVE KNOWN U FOR ONE MONTH!!!
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@ 3:14 PM
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Sunday, July 03, 2005
*-*-*memories*-*-*
2th july 2005 - 3th july 2005
wonderful stay.... hahaha.. =P
*-*-*A moment like this*-*-*
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh i can't believe it's happening to me
*-*-*Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this*-*-*
...cRaZy is wad cRaZy do... CrAzY in [[* love *]]...
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@ 10:14 PM
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Friday, July 01, 2005
re-open =P
yo ho.. haha.. hope everyone is enjoying their sch start arh.. =P hmm.. for me.. wow.. after the 3 weeks of holidays.. quite afew things changed.. hmm... donno if it's good or bad la.. haha... well.. firstly... the more visable changes.. some of my classmates changed hairstyles.. haha.. susan trimmed her hair.. jeannie and nikki cut their fringe.. hengyin changed a new hairstyle.. michelle had her hair plaited(abit like african)... benjamin had his hair dyed back to brown.. eng kiat and william had a even shorter hair.. raziz is no longer wearing his cap.. lol.. all this are the physical changes i have seen in them so far.. haha.. carolyn and i are like so shocked to see so many changes in a go la.. haha.. hmm... donno why.. after the holidays.. we like seldom have breaks in one big group le.. like now lesser ppl gather around to eat.. wad have happened sia.. but luckily me, carolyn and benjamin these crazy3 still have lunch together quite often.. now have added in one more person.. jack.. haha.. he acc me through my break... wait for me and together with my class clan.. we had lunch together.. =P hmm.. after holidays.. donno why jeannie like talk to me quite alot too.. lol.. don remember being so close with her de lei... but just that we managed to hit off quite well.. haha.. wow.. the 1st few days of sch was weird.. i actually started to bombak ppl with silly qns sia.. haha... one memorable one is the one against michelle.. lol.. so silly la.. like we having fight liddat.. blah blah blah so much.. in the end have to get the fac to stop us.. lol.. then that day thurs teamed up with michelle for enterprising... she is so crazy la.. haha.. donno why suddenly joke with us alot.. and even sing together with us... 'bring me to life' and alot more... then she will suddenly make funny faces and make both carolyn and i laugh like hell.. hmm.. sch seemed to be much more fun now.. as compared to last term.. but.. seriously.. we also lost quite afew things after the holidays.. some of our fac changed =S there's the fac for communication(justyn).. he is one really fine guy la.. always so crappy and made the class so full of life.. sooo sad that he will not be facilitating us anymore.. is going to miss his jokes and hilarious acts.. not bad of him.. haha.. he bought us chocolates from USA!!! haha.. then there is the irritating mr hong.. well.. thought i should be very happy that he is gone.. but donno why lei.. we like somehow missed him.. like.. at least he is way more interesting than the new fac now.. who is so quiet and stucked up.. =P then there is the handsome and cute fac.. haha.. sammy!!! so sad.. he is gone.. lol.. lots of gals in class miss him sooooo much u know.. everyone didn't want him to leave at all.. but he so mei liang xing de.. just throw us to the new fac liddat without even saying goodbye to us.. the new fac for enterprising is sooo freaking weird la.. lol.. so geeky.. with such thick specs.. and he is so enthu in the 1st meeting.. haha.. running to the board to write down the points and laughing in such a weird way... hmmm.. guess wad.. he looks like one of carolyn's fren in rp.. haha.. call benji.. i am the one who told her that.. cos she is like saying.. 'i find this fac very familiar looking' then i blurt out 'like benji' then she stared at me and laughed... haha.. really look like.. lor.. so freaky.. haha.. also.. the after sch activities kinda changed.. haha... had dinner out with sel, willie, jack, tat, darren.. lol.. year2 lei.. well.. just for ur info tat and darren are the 3's fren... close buddies with them from year1.. they are a very crappy lot too.. hmm.. when having dinner.. found out something.. lagger is not really lag when speaking in mandrain.. lol.. reaction quite fast lei... not bad.. one more thing.. cos of the SOCIAL DANCE CAMP incident(jack and the beanstalk).. now when walking in rp can hear ppl call me that sia.. damn it.. those ppl whom u know from the camp la.. wah lao.. they don even know my name.. but cos they wanna call me and say hi.. they called me beanstalk.. think now i am known in that IG for that le la.. damn it.. =S well well well.. hearing me talked bout my poly life u all must be thinking that i forgot bout my lao peng you right?? lalalala... then u are WRONG!!! haha.. just went out with the long lost ah bu today.. wah lao eh.. at 1st she still act dao sia.. call her.. she is still having lessons la.. then ask if she wan to meet she say 'bu yao(don wan)' wah lao eh.. damn her.. rejected me so instantly without even thinking sia.. shit her.. but after that she smsed me again and asked me where i wanna go and we meet up.. haha.. finally gotta contacted her after she went MIA(missing in action) for soooo long.. we went to our usual hang out at je.. there we ate at the usual kobayashi.. then we went to play arcade.. hmm.. going there still have phobia(ming soon incident).. but we played quite okie la... as i looked out from the arcade.. i saw 2 gang of ppl sia.. shit.. i told ah bu there is going to be a gang fight.. then u know wad she say?? ' aiyo.. won't la.. class gathering la' wah lao eh.. shoot me say i think too much la.. but in the end turn out to be true.. haha.. as we walked out of the arcade.. we overheard this.. 'wah lao eh.. da wo... ni men hai bu qu da??' lol.. then the whole gang of ppl rush down the exit by the arcade.... wow.. wad a shock for me and ah bu.. lol.. then i suan her.. hehe.. after that.. we toured round je abit.. just as we were waiting for cab home.. guess wad we saw?? lol... ambulance.. then we know le... hoho... the fight really turned violent and bloody.. hahahahaha.. that ah bu so kaypoh.. say wan to go and watch... lame lei... later kana dragged down by it then she know arh.. didn't expect our hang out today to be so happening... after today i realised something.. je is not a very safe place to hang out.. alot of fights happens there.. sian... next time wan to play pop'n'music also must think twice liao.. must take care of our own safety.. okie la.. that's about all that happened la... quite a happening week.. =P anyway.. here's a phrase i came across that i find it meaningful.. some of u may find it familiar.. well to be exact.. i saw it from someone's blog.. okie la.. ciao...
8 letters, 3 words, 2 person, 1 meaning *i love you*
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@ 10:13 PM
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