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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
depressing~day
hai hai hai.. saddening arh.. today is supposed to be a happy day de.. but.. hai... in the end.. turn out to be so sad.. why liddat de.. ppl don always stay the way u wish them to be... for eg, chucky wants his child to be evil.. but in the end.. it turned out to be very loving and caring... hai.. aiyoyo.. how annoying.. well well.. freddy asked me out for dinner today.. lol.. hmmm.. u all must be thinking.. hmmm.. good thing wad.. why keeping sighing??? well.. i was indeed so shocked and overjoyed upon receiving his invitation.. however.. it seems like the more u are looking forward to it.. the worst it will become.. everything was fine.. we met up.. and went back to DW.. met ah fat there.. then we went up to find the guys in giant holdings.. hmmm.. things changed alot.. there is a giant empire and giant holdings.. one is still run by mr lincoln.. another by miss regine.. hmmm.. they seemed to be pretty busy dealing with the interviewings.. lol.. can see them questioning the interviewees.. such a funny sight sia.. wonder what they talked bout.. since they are both busy.. we decided to go leminate the cert first.. the cert is the one freddy got for being the top sales personnel for november.. wow.. so good sia.. well well.. down we go happily.. this was when the sad thing is bout to happened.. as u all know.. my impression of freddy is always that he is a guai guai de nan shen.. very caring and sensible.. well well.. for hell sake.. he actually ask for a cigarette from a fren he saw outside.. and smoked!!! OMG!!! i can't believe it.. though he did it once a few months back.. but i thought he had promised to quit smoking.. gosh.. how terrible.. most ppl know i hate smokers.. and there he is.. going to puff away.. i tried to stop him.. and he like go..'dar.. wad's the prob with u..' shit.. why is he liddat.. i kept staring at him.. and he got uneasy.. at last.. he blurt out 'just 1 stick la..' goodness gracious... he still dare to say that.. feeling really horrid now.. i grabbed his cert and stomp off to the bookshop.. damn him.. i am so disappointed with him le.. yet he still dare to negotiate and say puff one stick la.. wad the hell.. after that he kinda call my hp.. but i rejected his calls.. when i got back from the bookshop.. i simply just turn my head away in disgust when i saw him.. and i didn't talk to him at all.. there.. he smsed asking me not to e so quiet lei.. don don talk to him lei.. and that he is sorry blah blah.. wad shit sia.. finish cigarette le then say sorry.. the amount of tar is already in him le wad.. wad for sia.. i am angry with him not because with him smoking i feel very disgraceful.. but.. cos i don wan him to end up suffering and die a horrible death.. why can't they just understand?? oh well.. i simply just ignored him.. and went round talking to miss regine and mr lincoln back then.. they can see that i don look happy.. but.. oh well. being lazy to explain.. i just say that i am having too much stress in sch.. shit freddy.. stupid.. hmmm.. then wad caused me to be really mad is that he actually smsed to tell me to go back home first.. !!!!!!! wad the hell.. we are supposed to meet for dinner today.. but he is asking me to go off at bout 6plus.. and pissed me off by smoking... i am so so so damn sad sia... then in the end.. i went to chevrons to have my dinner.. had a superb lonely dinner in a very quiet restaurant... after that.. went to fa sie in the arcade there.. played my favourite machine.. the pop music.. haha.. well well.. at least felt much better after that.. okie la.. ba men qi bi wan le.. thank you for drowning in my misery with me... k lah.. go dry myself le.. tata.. =)
Make ur Choice:
friendly/mean
evil/sweet
caring/bully
dull/unique
hardworking/lazy
strong/weak
brave/coward
blessed/jinx
My Blessings:
#01 lovely HDB to stay in
#02 loving darl EMAN to accompany me
#03 a crazy freaky sister to bully
#04 my parents own a stall that sells good food. yum YUM!
#05 ex-bf that made my relationship interesting
#06 dear girls sticking by me through all times
#07 YUZHEN! u are such a dear
#08 CHINGHUI(ah bu) thanks for all the shopping and k-box trips
#09 my ah bu family who accompany through my sec sch days
#10 my looks are OKAY. not handicapped.
#11 not a genious but brain functioning properly
#12 health OKAY!!!
#13 not being filthy rich but have enough to feed me
#14 met good enough bosses??? at least that gary still not that freaking evil