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Monday, May 30, 2005
*pon teng*
wahahaha... finally pon sch successfully le.. =P so happy.. ha... spend my first pon teng with my darling... heex... zhen zhen.. she is so fortunate sia.. my first fren to have spend my first rp de pon teng with me.. hmmm... didn't do much today... but am really happy.. cos its been a really long time since we last spend time together... going out taking the mrt together... shopping in town.. haha... hai... really missed those days sia... met up with her today at lot1.. initially want to meet at jp de.. but cos her lecture ended late.. so we meet at lot1 instead.. wow.. thank goodness i took a cab sia.. if not zhen zhen will have to wait for a really long time le.. hmm.. had our lunch at ajisen... hmmm... crap quite abit there.. talking bout fluffy and blah blah.. even gossip abit bout the ppl we knew.. oops!!! =P hmm... as we heading to the station.. guess who we met??? haha... is jessica and 1 i donno who la.. haha... wad a coincidence sia... hmm... they are zhen's ex-colleages.. ha... so sad sia.. the 1 thought i am her sis... sobx sobx.. it's the 2nd time ppl been telling me that i looked like a 19 year old this week... sianz... i really look so old meh??? ha.. must go jian tao yi sia lo.. well.. we gossiped bout sf and wilson along the journey.. haha.. see the way the talked bout them.. can sense that they really hate that two sia... haha.. one they say is a slut.. another a jerk.. hmm.. seems like tian shen yi dui long fong 'pui' sia... haha.. oops!! cannot be so evil.. erm erm... okie.. jessica and 1 finally left when they reached outram.. haha.. back to me and zhen again.. well.. today's main objective of going out is to get me a bag... and of course... spending time with zhen.. haha.. hmm... not bad sia.. we actually still have quite abit of things to talk about sia.. but the topics hmm.. abit weird.. lol... like politics and change in views bout relationships.. lol.. so unlike us sia.. maybe we really matured le bah.. =P old liao.. brain also think further.. hmm... was thinking of changing a phone sia.. cos that damn it de 7610 still spoiled.. sian... hmm.. feel like buying the siemens SF65.. lol.. that 100% phone 100% camera... wow.. think it looks so chio lor.. so elegant.. haha.. hmm.. but too bad lei... its siemens.. donno if that brand can trust anot.. some more its so exp... omg.. $698 sia... ma siao siao... gosh.. think i will die arh... but.. hmm... that's my dream phone for now.. cos its a flip flap... and its the only flip flap i like now.. heex... so yupx.. zhen and i continued our bag search... hmmm... found one that zhen like in zinc... sling bag.. she have been wanting to get a sling bag.. cos its the trend in her sch... lol... think her taste really not bad.. the bag really so cool.. the design and all... wow.. bu qui shi zhen sia.. but.. its $32.. so zhen decided to walk on and find for other cheaper ones first.. haha.. lucky zhen sia.. we found the exact same one in bugis village.. an its only $28... haha.. and of course... zhen grabbed that... i too.. found mine.. it's $17... haha.. hope it won't spoil that easily like the one i bought from cineleisure... haha.. didn't realise that bugis village is so big sia... can walk for very long.. they have more shops there le... and also.. air con in some area... think its upgrading le sia... so next time can really go there to grab cheap and nice stuffs le.. hmmm... we headed back to bugis again... this time to find deco for our bag... cos we both think that our bags are plain.. so need to add some 'life' to it.. haha.. so we walk and walk in search for the deco we need.. zhen wanted to find a white badge... while me.. lol.. i found 'rojak' things la.. haha... so in the end i got a spec, and 2 furry starz for it.. as for zhen.. she found none.. cos donno why... lol.. such a big bugis don have a single badge selling shop.. so.. too bad la.. zhen will have to wait le lor... but.. hmm.. actually me thinks that zhen's bag no need deco also very nice le.. so not too bad la.. haha... after our touring round.. we had a break at yoshinoya... hmm... at first wan to have dinner there de... but becos too early la.. then no appetite.. so only had a drink.. w3e crapped abit there.. talked bout her sch stuffs... and bout politics.. haha.. we were discussing bout the how lucky we are in sg.. cos no natural disasters... and we boht agree that... WE CAN'T BEAR TO LOOSE our MR LEE KUAN YEW... horrible... haha.. well... zhen wants to have dinner in bugis.. so we went in search again.. this time for food... we finally settled down in simply thai.. haha... heard to guys talking bout their love prob sia.. one is complaining bout how he fear he will loose his girlfriend.. lol.. never knew guys will be liddat de lei.. haha.. talking bout love in public.. hmmm... well.. then zhen and me started to talk bout how we feel bout relationship... hmm... we both thinks that relationship is so unreal.. lol.. cos like.. everything that the parties does for each other is so superficial.. so unnatural.. like they do those things just to show that they love bout them.. and not that they really want to.. shit de... and also.. i personally now don look forward to marriage... and this is something that zhen felt too.. hmm.. i think that it's not necessary lor... cos like... okie.. i feel that people get married becos they want to be legally allowed to have sex together... like... they are recognised to be each others sex partners la.. sian... thought of it makes me feel so sick... love... haha... wonder if there is such a thing... even if there is.. i think its just one thing that god created to let us have to reason to engage intimately with the opposite bah... sian... loose hope in it le la... completely jue wang.. hmmm... zhen so kelian... got bruised cos of a net ball game.. and cos of it.. we both went home early.. haha.. like the past.. we laughed through our train ride.. lol.. laughed at a very gay man who is carrying a gayish louis vitton bag... and a gal sleeping in such a weird position in a pram.. lol.. hmm.. that's just us.. forever loaughing at ppl.. but oh well.. that's how we are when we are together lor... laughed alot today.. very happy... always so happy with her... she is really my source of joy and laughter... hmmm... was home really early today... and to my suprise.. even so i also need to get nagged.. darn... why must my parents always find fault eith the things i do??? can't they just shut up and let my make my own decisions?? wad's wrong with going home late?? wad's wrong with hanging out with frens??? wad's wrong with buying stuffs that i like with my own savings??? they are just so freaking protective... shit de... come on man.. i know wad to do lor... not as if i am going round taking drugs... smoking... getting involved in a crime.. getting myself pregnant... shit de.. i know my limits.. just hope that they can just face it that i am grown up now.. i am a young adult... and i am able to take charge of my own life.. i live it my way... ha... wish they cna understand that while i am doing all this... i still have them in my heart... i still love them.. still very grateful of them for bringing me up... i am really really heart broken to see the situation between us now lor.. but no one is making the effort to patch up the distance between us.. communication breakdown... ha... okie la.. enough of my family talk.. haha.. well well.. on the whole.. i enjoyed my day with zhen.. hope we can always stay together.. lol.. okie la... frens 4eva... =)
Make ur Choice:
friendly/mean
evil/sweet
caring/bully
dull/unique
hardworking/lazy
strong/weak
brave/coward
blessed/jinx
My Blessings:
#01 lovely HDB to stay in
#02 loving darl EMAN to accompany me
#03 a crazy freaky sister to bully
#04 my parents own a stall that sells good food. yum YUM!
#05 ex-bf that made my relationship interesting
#06 dear girls sticking by me through all times
#07 YUZHEN! u are such a dear
#08 CHINGHUI(ah bu) thanks for all the shopping and k-box trips
#09 my ah bu family who accompany through my sec sch days
#10 my looks are OKAY. not handicapped.
#11 not a genious but brain functioning properly
#12 health OKAY!!!
#13 not being filthy rich but have enough to feed me
#14 met good enough bosses??? at least that gary still not that freaking evil