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Monday, June 06, 2005
sorry if i hurt u
today is really a day i am looking forward to.. cos will be going out with zhen again.. gee.. so fun.. haha.. we went town today... just window shop aimlessly... well.. not for me though.. i have to get my trackpants.. haha.. so finally bought them from converse... one white and one black... but the black one more exp then the white one la.. lol.. hmmm... zhen got her hair cut today back in jurong.. lol... the same old hair dressing shop.. now her hair even much shorter le... but the top abit more 'pong pong' cos she purposely asked the hairdresser to help her layer more.. lol.. she keep thinking her hair looks really short.. but hmm... i personally think not much of na diff.. cos still cover her face and blah blah.. lol... =P still considered long to me..then our last stop is jp... ha... after a day with her.. i really feel so good.. like.. hmm.. have been sooo long le lor.. then we really hit off well and all... ha... but i kinda think our guan si changed quite abit.. like.... become more like lao fu lao qi.. lol... =P hmm... then got back home.. hai.. sian... home have become a dreaded place i will not like to go le... but oh well.. i still unlocked the doors and went in.. there... my mum nagged again when she saw me carrying a converse plastic bag.. asking me wad have i bought and stuffs... sian... just told her i bought trackpants.. then i went off to do my own usual stuffs le... shit man.. she began to bian ben jia li... ask me how much it costed... damn... why can't she just leave me alone??? then why isit that she just cares about the money i spent and not if i am happy??? darn.. i am sooo fed up that i don wish to talk to her.. then.. she just continue asking and asking and asking.. this whole thing dragged for about 1/2hr lor... sickening.... then she began to cry le... omg... this time my heart ache le... i just can't stand it la.. why she cried man... and is like so pitiful... suddenly felt so guilty and all... feel that maybe i am way too nasty to my parents le... they are trying to care too... but.. hai... its too late for me to day sorry le... ha... now she really angry le lor... said this to my sis ' u better don be like ur sis'... oh well... i don care le la... let her hate me bah... but for all i know... i am really sorry la.. hai... well well.. okie le.. don wan to blog anymore le... update u guys again bah..
Make ur Choice:
friendly/mean
evil/sweet
caring/bully
dull/unique
hardworking/lazy
strong/weak
brave/coward
blessed/jinx
My Blessings:
#01 lovely HDB to stay in
#02 loving darl EMAN to accompany me
#03 a crazy freaky sister to bully
#04 my parents own a stall that sells good food. yum YUM!
#05 ex-bf that made my relationship interesting
#06 dear girls sticking by me through all times
#07 YUZHEN! u are such a dear
#08 CHINGHUI(ah bu) thanks for all the shopping and k-box trips
#09 my ah bu family who accompany through my sec sch days
#10 my looks are OKAY. not handicapped.
#11 not a genious but brain functioning properly
#12 health OKAY!!!
#13 not being filthy rich but have enough to feed me
#14 met good enough bosses??? at least that gary still not that freaking evil