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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
.....hmm.....
hello peeps... nowadays like nothing much to blog lei.. abit sian... ha... hmmm... well.. yesterday went with jas to kimage for her haircut.. supposingly should be making the card for our spiritual father.. but end up like didn't.. well.. as jas is having her haircut.. i was sitting alone by her.. not uttering a single word.. the usual me again.. ha.. then they keep saying i very moody.. idiotic.. can't i be quiet??? always being so noisy very tiring de lei.. after xing ying came.. i sort of got 'warmed up' and finally regain my chatty self.. hmm.. weird.. then the hairstylist chat with us.. he keep asking me to cut my hair.. lol.. soooo tempted la.. but.. hmm.. a promise is a promise.. donno why.. ppl have been telling me not to keep long hair lei.. say long hair doesn't suit my character.. ke bei arh.. am a gal but can't have long hair.. but.. hmm.. hack la.. as long as i like it can le.. then we went to long john to have dinner... we talked quite alot and yeah.. met mr chia.. haha.. he wear till very sloppishly la... slippers tees and bermudas.. haha.. then he really aged alot.. not at all like the young chap we saw in the past... that's the end for yesterday.. ha... donno why.. like don have to mood to blog at all... suddenly have the feeling of ppl intruding into my life liddat.. i feel so insecured as now ppl will know all my thoughts.. all my secrets... no privacy... everything seems so transparent to them now.. this is so unlike me.. ha... feeling damn moody now.. frustrated.. there seem to be something wrong.. but i just can't find the cause.... this is bad.. i must get back cheery soon.. if not i will be suffocating in misery once again.. and no way am i going to try that once more.. i have had enough of it.. hope i can get over all this silly moody period soon.. wish me well.. =
Make ur Choice:
friendly/mean
evil/sweet
caring/bully
dull/unique
hardworking/lazy
strong/weak
brave/coward
blessed/jinx
My Blessings:
#01 lovely HDB to stay in
#02 loving darl EMAN to accompany me
#03 a crazy freaky sister to bully
#04 my parents own a stall that sells good food. yum YUM!
#05 ex-bf that made my relationship interesting
#06 dear girls sticking by me through all times
#07 YUZHEN! u are such a dear
#08 CHINGHUI(ah bu) thanks for all the shopping and k-box trips
#09 my ah bu family who accompany through my sec sch days
#10 my looks are OKAY. not handicapped.
#11 not a genious but brain functioning properly
#12 health OKAY!!!
#13 not being filthy rich but have enough to feed me
#14 met good enough bosses??? at least that gary still not that freaking evil