Wednesday, August 31, 2005
mixed up
hmm... pon sch today.. cos going back to fuhua for teachers' day celebration... donno why lei.. don really feel very good.. cos keep thinking bout PE01-08 seperating.. okie la.. did go crazy la.. but still the thought of seperation just make me sian1/2.. hai.. hate it man.. why the director of rp so cruel.. we done out a petition le.. but yet they still insisted of seperating us up.. =S saddies... this feeling is so gek.. worst then that time de seperation sadness.. cos i gek till i wan to cry also can't cry out anything.. sian arh sian arh.. worried for my future in rp.. will i get a good class? or will all backstabbers be in my class next sem? a gathering of bitches and basturds?? goodness me.. if so then its going to be hell for me le.. hai... worried for myself and worried for my classmates too.. just hope and pray hard that everyone will end up in a good class.. or better still.. in the end the director changed his mind and allowed us to have back the same old class next sem.. cos of this thing.. i do everything also like abit sian sian.. yesterday every though went out with zhen.. but also not as happy as last time.. and today.. also.. not really very happy.. argh.. just hope this shitty feeling will be gone soon arh.. hmm.. am talking to ah bu today.. she said this " if only i have a boyfriend like wilber.." lol.. goodness me.. then i was like... erm.. if really so then u will be crying.. haha.. cos too stress liao.. talking bout this.. i begin to think that i have became a bisexual.. =S cos actually now.. i find it alright to be like together with a gal.. i mean as a partner.. also donno how this thing came de.. but just suddenly find that am really gradually turning into a bisexual le.. this is total madness man.. gosh... also donno wad to do... hai... am quite attracted to bunks... argh!!! i better find a way to stop all these man.. complete madness.. argh.. feeling so weird now.. =S everything so messy in my head... okie la.. think i go sort out my thoughts la... shall return again..
`iSplashed
@ 9:59 PM
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