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Monday, August 08, 2005
wonders in life
wow.. haha.. hmm... its really amazing to know wad wonders the SDC brought.. even though camp maybe just like any usual ones.. but.. it's power of drawing ppl together is amazing.. lol.. hmm.. sorry for not updating for so long.. cos have been busy with sch stuffs.. have to do designs and have meetings.. lots of preparation to do before my Sri Lanka trip.. so yeap.. hope u guys can just bear with it.. yesterday work as usual.. lol.. then have to go out at nite la.. cos gathering.. celebrating someone's bdae.. went to party world.. hai.. so sian.. not fun going with them de.. all so not lively.. just sit down there and sing.. didin't dance and lame around like how i do with my poly pals.. those crazy peeps.. lol.. guess wad.. ah bee and jun yan like together sia.. haha.. then heard from ah bee.. she say they kissed.. eeellll.. hahha.. sounds quite gross.. donno them la.. haha.. i don care also.. hmm.. feeling so weird now.. also donno why.. like no mood to blog liddat.. think i am just too troubled bah.. soooooooo fan.. hmpt~ think my depression coming again.. hate it sia.. or i think maybe is pms bah.. so sick of it.. everytime also liddat.. hmm.. this is 2mths of frenship for those whom i know from the SDC ler.. 2mths.. things changed sia.. within this 2mths.. sounds so long.. but its so short.. ha.. some got closer withing this period of time.. some just drifted apart.. hmm.. donno why.. jack and i haven been really talking or in contact lately.. the SDC group since to be lagging someone in the pic.. and that's him.. well.. maybe he is just plain busy.. i donno.. but.. or maybe he is just avoiding me bah.. ha.. wadever it is.. the main thing is.. friendship is failing?? sisn't someone said this.. ' we are still frens right? ' but now.. it seems as if we are perfect strangers.. even when we see each other in sch( which is extremely rare ) it's just a 'eh!' and that's all.. why so pathetic?? hai.. have been thinking alot all this while.. and.. ha.. find that actually we were ppl from diff world.. haha.. weird right?? well well... ha... just wondering.. ' are we still frens?' nvm la.. forget it.. hmm.. yeah!!! going to have a long vacation man.. becos of national day.. hahhaa.. so fun.. and anyway the church is moving.. moving to a new permenant place.. heex.. so happy.. and.. one more good news.. corca is not closing!!!! hahha.. means i will not be out of job lo.. wahaha.. seems like things have been pretty good afterall.. haha.. and also.. hmm.. donno la.. some things have been happening.. and i am wondering if my sixth sense is right.. if not.. must be i think too much liao.. oh well.. okie la.. cya peeps again..
Make ur Choice:
friendly/mean
evil/sweet
caring/bully
dull/unique
hardworking/lazy
strong/weak
brave/coward
blessed/jinx
My Blessings:
#01 lovely HDB to stay in
#02 loving darl EMAN to accompany me
#03 a crazy freaky sister to bully
#04 my parents own a stall that sells good food. yum YUM!
#05 ex-bf that made my relationship interesting
#06 dear girls sticking by me through all times
#07 YUZHEN! u are such a dear
#08 CHINGHUI(ah bu) thanks for all the shopping and k-box trips
#09 my ah bu family who accompany through my sec sch days
#10 my looks are OKAY. not handicapped.
#11 not a genious but brain functioning properly
#12 health OKAY!!!
#13 not being filthy rich but have enough to feed me
#14 met good enough bosses??? at least that gary still not that freaking evil
