Tuesday, September 13, 2005
helpless
saddening... bet some of u peeps already knew of yan ching's case le bah... hai... think she is really having some serious mental illness.. she have been hearing noises like clearing throat since sec3.. and since sec4.. she heard voices.. our voices.. talking to her in some foreign language.. talking bout recruiting donno wad the hell.. argh.. hai.. also donno why all this happened.. the problem is.. she asked me for help.. i suggested her going to the shrink.. but she keep claiming that she is not sick and she hadn't been hallucinating.. worst of all.. she thinks that its technological advances causing all this.. and all these voices made her ear hurts.. after much talking.. both of us got quite heated up.. and in the end.. she said that i am not being frank to her.. and that i am ganging up with others to harm her.. and guiding her to think that she is mentally unstable.. wth.. why is all this happening.. its just senseless.. argh.. really lor.. i wan her to look for a shrink cos they will know how to help her.. and she keeps talking bout financial la.. and that she don wanna survive on medication for the rest of her life and stuffs.. all this is just insane la.. how can she be liddat.. why don she listen?? we are all trying to help her but she thinks that we are all trying to drive her crazy.. really helpless now.. wanna help her but donno how to... =S so saddies... suddenly felt something.. she is really very helpless.. cos she said something.. ' guess u will be like them getting fed up if i continue talking.. ' hai.. she is so ke lian la.. afraid and frighten of the voices le.. and thinks that no one is there to help her.. she said its becos i am her fren that's why she called me for help.. and she really don't know why is all this happening to her.. hai.. wad a pathetic soul... hope she will be cured soon.. and so dear me... her parents knew bout her condition.. but keeps taking her to temples and all till late night.. and that's so insane.. till now her parents are still superstitious.. really can't stand it.. suddenly my mum talking to me.. haha.. she talked about christianity sia.. hahhahaha.. she say wad.. last time my cousin also have a fren heard voices speaking in another language but he understand.. then he joined the church.. haha.. makes me think that.. hmm.. maybe the god is trying to get her to know him?? well.. but why in our voices?? can't understand.. thought she will be more open with christianity now.. but right after that.. she say.. u don be brainwash by christians arh.. lol.. aiyo... why till now they still so extreme.. why can't she open up.. donno wad will her reaction be like when she knows that i am a christian.. don dare to think too.. ha.. aiyo.. yan ching arh.. really donno how to help her sia.. hai.. to think that my fren actually became liddat.. read a story today.. also about this gal having imaginary fren... lol.. suddenly find everything so coincidental sia.. haha.. cos is a local story.. so wrote bout this gal going to this place to look for a shrink.. and part of the cost is subsidied too.. haha.. come to great use sia.. but she just won't see one.. and keep saying that she is not sick.. argh.. going crazy soon liao arh.. say wad.. ask me to be more serious and don be like others trying to play with her brain.. sian man.. i am not playing okie.. i am being serious.. and really want to help her.. but she won't help herself wad can i do? argh.. helpless arh.. hope things will be fine man.. hope someone can guide her out of this mess soon..
`iSplashed
@ 9:47 PM
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