Monday, December 05, 2005
2nd mth lo...
soon... its going to be a 2nd mth for the 2 of us... time flies... 2 mths le... feeling kinda weird bout it... i finally broke the curse... the curse i had along with me for a yr... its great to know that i can finally break through... and i really hope its going to be never ending... why i use the word hope??? well... ha... things have been popping... and i am afraid... and seems like everybody's breaking up... and throwing their love away... i really can't leave this one precious person i have by me... but donno why... i am feeling weird bout everything... i seem to have become more and more possesive??? but i just can't help it... he is someone too precious to lose... compared to the 1st mth... we have been spending lesser time together this mth... and squabbling started... all this doesn't sound good... just 2mths... and here we are like this... wad is going to happen as time goes by??? can't possibly imagine... and i don dare to think about it... just have to cherish now... just can't help feeling sad... sad sad sad... all sadness within me... i wanna scream... but there is no where for me to do so... whenever i am alone... i just feel like crying... and this i donno why... just can't figure out wad is wrong with me... and this resulted in darl getting kind of frustrated with me behaviour... but... i just can't help it... i can keep it in me now more... i need somewhere to shout them out... there is no more space in me to contain all this pain and sorrow... hate it... i just hate it... when he ask wad's wrong with me... i blame myself for not being able to speak them out..
not cos i don wan to... its just that i donno wad is wrong... and this just sux.. unable to find out the root to remove the sadness in me... ha... lets not talk bout them anymore... few hrs more and its going to be an anniversary le... ha...
darling, happy 2nd month-ni-versary... =P
`iSplashed
@ 10:13 PM
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