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Thursday, May 25, 2006
life as a yr2
FINALLY!!! i got back an average B for my applied chemistry.. phew~ if i go having C all the way i think i will just *drop down dead* ha... glad that i got my grades even though i didn't really talk in class and in the team during the meetings... but hey... i got do work lor... just that i am not as talkative... wahahha...
hmmm... suddenly think that i have problems blending into the class... ha... they start having their own clan le.... can't really seem to fit... firstly... even though we go for lunch as a class... i don seem to be able to fit into their conversations... secondly... i don seem updated with the things happening in class... lastly... i can't bring myself to bother to make ppl talk to me... ha... bleh! that's how i am like now... i feel like being someone socialable... but i just can't help being quiet and anti-social... think frens who know me will know that i don fancy having LOTS of frens... all i wan is just ppl who i can talk to... as long as i have 1 person to talk to... it is ENOUGH!!! ha... so i think the only time i talk more to them is when i am asking bout the presentation work and all... just school work... think without this.. i can't find another reason to communicate with some of them in class...
well well... basically... the people in my class are not evil... BUT... there are a number of them in my H.A.T.E list... backstabbers??? hmmm... i think there are potential ones... hypocrite??? CONFIRM HAVE!!! betrayals??? hmm... not that i know of... the shittest thing in class is that there is this really really irritating and OMG donno how to describe person... I AM JUST SO COMPLETELY DISLIKE THIS FREAK!!! okie... 1st thing... he resembles the great super star in my sec sch.. NXK... how marvelous can it be?? at least i think NXK is BETTER okie!!! now the ppl who know NXK will know how bad this person can be... 2nd... he is like so so so FULL OF HIMSELF.. goodness... i really cannot stand it lor.. okie... keep insisting that his theory and all is correct and everyone has to LISTEN to him... wadever... self proclaimed all rounder... lalallalala~ I DON BELIEVE LOR!!! calls himself a musician... oh pls... wait till the day i hear him play... if not i will never be convinced... 3rd... HE IS SUCH A SAN BA CAN!!! gossips like the old aunties who sits in the coffee shop the whole day... okie... i admit i love listening to gossips... because they are soooooo interesting and unbelievable... i also admit that i USE to gossip about others... but hey... at least I DON NOW CAN!!! well... maybe u may say i am gossiping now... but hello... at least i don go expose that person's identity... i don go round spreading rumors... hmpt... even me as a gal can stop... why this guy at the age of 18 can behave so childishly??? argh!!! horrible... lastly... HE IS A TOTAL SPOILT BRAT.... ha... i seriously don have anything better to say... and i don wish to continue bout this irritating fellow... wadever wadever... i don wish to have anything to do with this fellow!!!
other than this incorrigible brat... the rest are fine with me... or at least not as... you all should know la... ha.... coming to yr2... got exposed to biology and chimistry more... goodness... realised that the more i study... the more i find myself not suited for this field... suddenly find it stressful... can u imagine... u are actually doing something dealing with life and death... saving someone and killing someone is just yi sian zhi jian... goodness... i don think i will be able to accept the fact if i made a mistake and killed someone... NO!!! if not... i will definitely be in the spacious hougang chalet.. also... after so long of PBL... i also realised that we cannot really find EVERYTHING in the net... books are still more reliable... aiya... my laptop batt is running low le... i shall update soon la... =)
Make ur Choice:
friendly/mean
evil/sweet
caring/bully
dull/unique
hardworking/lazy
strong/weak
brave/coward
blessed/jinx
My Blessings:
#01 lovely HDB to stay in
#02 loving darl EMAN to accompany me
#03 a crazy freaky sister to bully
#04 my parents own a stall that sells good food. yum YUM!
#05 ex-bf that made my relationship interesting
#06 dear girls sticking by me through all times
#07 YUZHEN! u are such a dear
#08 CHINGHUI(ah bu) thanks for all the shopping and k-box trips
#09 my ah bu family who accompany through my sec sch days
#10 my looks are OKAY. not handicapped.
#11 not a genious but brain functioning properly
#12 health OKAY!!!
#13 not being filthy rich but have enough to feed me
#14 met good enough bosses??? at least that gary still not that freaking evil