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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
my tummy is killing me
oh well FINE! my tummy has been torturing me for 2 days... 2 whole days.... how wonderful can it get??? i hate tummyaches... i hate my tummy giving me trouble.... grrrrrrrr!!! not as if i don take veggies... not as if i don give it plentiful amount of H20 daily... but now it is giving me hell again.... stupid hollow organ... if i don need u i will definitely remove it to save myself from so much trouble... since young... it's just tummyaches... tummyaches... and MORE tummyaches... why is my stomach so weak??? shouldn't it be just as strong as i am???? how i wish i can have a intestine and stomach cleaner.... then just use it daily to make sure it is sparkling clean and i won't have to suffer from tummyaches anymore... how i wish i have a specially designed stomach that will allow me to eat and eat and have no need to suffer wadever indigestion or food poisoning??? things are just so not perfect!!!! HATE IT!!!!
for 2 days... i have been wishing i will be able to go to sch... i have lab okie!!! so looking forward to it la... but... stupid tummy... argh!!! make me suffer... now today's class needs to prepare the protocol for next lesson's lab... HOW IDIOTIC CAN IT GET!!! i hope i will still get to do lab work for next lesson... best would be we are doing team protocol... then i can use the team's... but... gosh.... i am going to be so blur and far behind time again la... irritating tummy made me miss my UT too... WADEVER!!! UT2 for biochemistry... the toughest module i would say.... well well... think i can just throw away the thought of getting into local uni le.... at this rate... i think i can only pass my course and get my long waited diploma... after that get a lousy job and rot to death... =S how depressing...
zhen zhen said she wants to look for part time job... well... i donno la.. but seems like she will not afterall??? read her blog... said she thought things through and blah blah... hmmm... maybe she will stick to her company la... and i will have to work alone le... yea... i am planning to look for a job... something simple... location be near JURONG!!! i don wanna waste my time travelling far again... it's tiring okie!!!! pay... hmmm... average $5/hr and i will be satisfied.... working hrs... well well... work 2 days a week and bout at most 5-7hrs a day??? hahahha... hey! i need time for myself yea... can't be just studying and working.... wasting my 'youth' on them... HAHHAHAHAH =P anyone have job intro tell me lei... in need of money for shopping, future and etc... MUAHAHHAHAA... sigh.... how pathetic life can be....
Make ur Choice:
friendly/mean
evil/sweet
caring/bully
dull/unique
hardworking/lazy
strong/weak
brave/coward
blessed/jinx
My Blessings:
#01 lovely HDB to stay in
#02 loving darl EMAN to accompany me
#03 a crazy freaky sister to bully
#04 my parents own a stall that sells good food. yum YUM!
#05 ex-bf that made my relationship interesting
#06 dear girls sticking by me through all times
#07 YUZHEN! u are such a dear
#08 CHINGHUI(ah bu) thanks for all the shopping and k-box trips
#09 my ah bu family who accompany through my sec sch days
#10 my looks are OKAY. not handicapped.
#11 not a genious but brain functioning properly
#12 health OKAY!!!
#13 not being filthy rich but have enough to feed me
#14 met good enough bosses??? at least that gary still not that freaking evil