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Saturday, June 10, 2006
don't know what to write... feeling really really blank... but don't know why.. i still insist that i add an entry to my blog today... had birthday celebration for my granny yesterday... she turned 77... really old... but thank god she is still healthy and everything... okie.. i admit that i am not really close to her when i was young and i don't really like her due to my mummy's influences... yes... influences... my mum just keep complaining how unfair my granny is and everything... and it really leave me with a bad impression of her... i don't talk to her much... so i just be sterotype that everyone in that family is bad... but now... as i grew older... i think it is real bad of me to be that mean to an elderly... i think i getting more and more polite to them and trying my best to be understanding... i talk to them when possible and listen... i feel that even though she may be to a certain extend is very bias to her kids (she dotes my big uncle more) but i can see that she too pays attention to every son and daughter of hers... so well well... i shall not bear those silly grudges and cherish her as much as i can... i shall be looking forward to the family gathering more...
today... went out with my family... it's a long time since we last went out together... i mean to shop... think that last time was before CNY??? hahaha... my mum initiated to go out.. so think that's why it is so successful.. yea... cos my mum will just go against whatever my dad suggests.. like when he wants to bring the family out for dinner she will say NO! haha... so yea... the family just follows my mummy... well... i am kind of neutral... sometimes really pity my dad who has to bear with all this.. and that heartless sister of mine will always just follow my mum and hurt my dad with her nasty words.. i am disappointed with what is happening... like... i can sense that my dad is upset and everything.. and it's like he pays for everything in our life... but yet we are not willing to give in to him... okie... i do try... but think my mum and sis is just getting from bad to worst... really... i have no idea of what to do to make them love him again... like... things just get back to how it's like when we are young.. one happy loving family... we care for each other and all... ha.... pitiful family... okie fine... today still not bad la... my dad gets his way finally... hhahhaha... he gets to eat his beloved sweet potato porridge.. hahaha... yea... that's it... ha... my family is just pathetic... shouldn't talk more... =S
YES! I HATE WORLD CUP!!!! why must there be such an event??? just make us gals so neglected and all... soccer-widow... that's what they use to lable gals whose bf/ husband neglects them during this period... hai.... okie... i think that is why we got our great singapore sale during this period... yea... and sales is always in it's peak then.. cos guys will give money to the gals so that they will leave them alone to watch soccer... okie.. for gals who are not married... they will vent their anguish and all because the guys just can't be bothered with them in this period... and i tell u... guys just gets so easily pissed during this period... this is a bad bad bad time for us... hmpt! I HATE SOCCER!!!! world-cup sux... stupid stupid STUPID!!! ha...
sch is starting soon again... pissed... have to be in sch and face some ppl whom i don't like.. school is so boring to me now... but i don't know what i want to do if i am out of school... lost and all... ha! fine... stop here le... i don't want to continue to make myself feeling moody and all again... ends here...
Make ur Choice:
friendly/mean
evil/sweet
caring/bully
dull/unique
hardworking/lazy
strong/weak
brave/coward
blessed/jinx
My Blessings:
#01 lovely HDB to stay in
#02 loving darl EMAN to accompany me
#03 a crazy freaky sister to bully
#04 my parents own a stall that sells good food. yum YUM!
#05 ex-bf that made my relationship interesting
#06 dear girls sticking by me through all times
#07 YUZHEN! u are such a dear
#08 CHINGHUI(ah bu) thanks for all the shopping and k-box trips
#09 my ah bu family who accompany through my sec sch days
#10 my looks are OKAY. not handicapped.
#11 not a genious but brain functioning properly
#12 health OKAY!!!
#13 not being filthy rich but have enough to feed me
#14 met good enough bosses??? at least that gary still not that freaking evil