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Friday, June 23, 2006
okie okie... turns out that some of the angels and guardians heard my call and came back to me.. LOL.. BUT! where is lady luck still??? hello... i am had my Applied Chemistry UT today.. and all i can say is that it is pathetic... yea right... PATHETIC... i am not even confident of the only qn i know... ermx... in actual fact, i don even know if i know... LOL.. so yupx... think yupx.. that's the end for my dream to get into local Uni... think not even the overseas' uni wants me.. LOL... just plain plain pathetic... but some good things do still happen... like for today's lab... well... having to deal with urine ain't that bad after all... at least today's lab makes me feel as if i am a professional lab researcher... LOL... using real human specimens man... how cool can it get... and those weirdo machineries that i use to see on the TV... i am actually using them... MUAHAHHA... i am a professor... yea... imagine... i am a princess... and i am a professor too... that makes me a double P... LOL.. PP... i have 2P's... weeeeeeee~ okie okie... i know i am just being plain crappy... but who cares man... my blog, my space, my speech...
wooohoooo~ weekend is here once again.. am going to get my knitted clutch bag tml... so excited... then going to help my dearie zhen to get a crown ring... too bad... she said she wanted to get the one bu bu got... =S my one nicer lor... LOL... more grand.. =P but okie la.. that will make me special?? lol...
hmmm... am still thinking that the ppl in my yr1 sem1 class are the best man... haha... though i do go and have lunch with the classmates i am with now.. i still prefer to eat with PE0108... the feeling is just different... like... feel more comfortable with them... think like wad ben said " ur class have better table manners... that's why they don talk when eating.." LOL... being with them is just lots of crapping and lunch can never be quiet with them... though i may not be talking much.. i just love the way they make ppl feel that we are in their clan.. LOL.. like... not outcasted i would say... yupx... i still feel uneasy being with my class now... the ppl are just funny i would say... and yea... the only friend i have in class hasn't left me... so cool... at least i have ONE person to talk to in class... think i just look like a zombie to the others... giving a black face and just quiet... lalalalal~ who cares bout the others... as long as i have ONE person in class to be with... i am happy... i am just so easy to please... =)
talking bout clan... hmmm... i don seem to feel like me when i am with ah bu family... LOL.. think i am like a different person at a different place... i am just a different self when with different ppl... think this is how "fake" i am??? i would dare say that not a single soul on earth knows my true self... even i forgotten wad my true self is like.. think i just have too many characters that made me confused bout wad kind of person i am... when i think that i am bad... i thought of things that made me good... when i think i am nice... i thought of nasty things i did... it's just like this... i am so full of contradictory... LOL.. but i dare say that i am a real coward... i will never let anyone know everything bout me.. cos i am afraid.. LOL... just cowardly.. don ask me wad i am hiding cos i will never tell.. am going to bring them all into the coffin with me man... yea... if u think i am one pure and innocent gal.. then i would say... sorry.. LOL... cos i am not as 'easy' as u think i am.. MUAHAHA... i have dark secrets... shhhhhhh... *zipped up mouth*
it's been a long time since i last came to blog for so long... it's like centuries long... hmmm... donno why.. just have this sudden rush in me that made me typed on and on... some ppl like to write bout their life, some like to write down the interesting things that happen in a day... well... i just donno which category i falls in... i just write when i feel like it.. and then a whole chunk of nonsense will just flow.. yes... i don edit my entries... i just write every little thing that flows in my head.. so u can easily spot lots of grammer mistakes, stupid sentence structure and blah blah blah blah... sometimes i wonder why did u keep a blog.. it's like.. to write things down for ppl to read?? or wad?? and why would i wan to write something to let ppl read??? it is just funny.. LOL.. just silly i think.. ha... last time it use to be a mean for me to write down things to let ppl who bother to know wad's wrong with me to know.. cos some things i just find them difficult to speak out face to face... donno why... under some circumstances i can be so timid... but there are some that i can be so brave... it just shock me to see that i am reacting in such a manner.. like... so not consistance...
HEY!!! GUYS AND GALS... do u have any remedy to treat stinky feet??? LOL... think i am having a problem here... i donno if it's my feet or the shoes.. my feet just stinks like hell when i wear that pair of shoes.. pls pls... anyone if any effective remedies... pls intro to me can... i am suffocating... lol.. also.. u are doing this to help save lives... so in the end... i am just trying to say... help me = doing a good deed to man kind... LOL... yupx... save the air from getting stinky.. =) save the environment.. SAVE ME! i don wan to be a princess with stinky feet... =S
haha... can't believe that i did that in a blog... somewhere when any tom dick and harry can get access to and read... well well.. hahahahhaa... i am making a step forward and out of that coward tortise shell i have.. bleh! am starting to think that no can will go this far reading my entry bah.. it is like.. super boring and lame and wordy.. LOL... and it's in this colour... wahahahha... just make ppl sleepy bah.. and spoiling the eye sights of my faithful readers... *evil grins* hmmm... after a scroll back... this entry ain't that long too.. LOL.. okie la.. i think i stop crapping for today le.. getting my beauty sleep... ha... nitex...
Make ur Choice:
friendly/mean
evil/sweet
caring/bully
dull/unique
hardworking/lazy
strong/weak
brave/coward
blessed/jinx
My Blessings:
#01 lovely HDB to stay in
#02 loving darl EMAN to accompany me
#03 a crazy freaky sister to bully
#04 my parents own a stall that sells good food. yum YUM!
#05 ex-bf that made my relationship interesting
#06 dear girls sticking by me through all times
#07 YUZHEN! u are such a dear
#08 CHINGHUI(ah bu) thanks for all the shopping and k-box trips
#09 my ah bu family who accompany through my sec sch days
#10 my looks are OKAY. not handicapped.
#11 not a genious but brain functioning properly
#12 health OKAY!!!
#13 not being filthy rich but have enough to feed me
#14 met good enough bosses??? at least that gary still not that freaking evil