i can be E V I L and
i can be S W E E T i'm not just anybody i'm me...
Saturday, July 01, 2006
feeling low
i know i am naggy and everything... my third post of the day... ha.... nothing great happened today... just donno why.. feeling plain sad and down... just not a single smile on me today??? watching some shows made me laugh... but they are just plain dry laughter?
bad things that happened: #01 stucked in Gleneagles Medical Centre for mins cause couldn't get an available lift to get me down #02 call from darl saying that he is injured badly #03 bad tummy cramp when taking meals #04 not being able to acc darl down to the hospital #05 parents came home screaming and shouting at one another #06 no one at home is in good mood #07 jas couldn't make it tml to bugis
ha..... things are just countless... i am just all depressed and pessimistic now... suddenly feel so alone once more.... so cold... nobody to talk to... nobody bothering me... nothing goes smoothly... don wan talk le... going to a corner alone.....
Make ur Choice:
friendly/mean
evil/sweet
caring/bully
dull/unique
hardworking/lazy
strong/weak
brave/coward
blessed/jinx
My Blessings:
#01 lovely HDB to stay in
#02 loving darl EMAN to accompany me
#03 a crazy freaky sister to bully
#04 my parents own a stall that sells good food. yum YUM!
#05 ex-bf that made my relationship interesting
#06 dear girls sticking by me through all times
#07 YUZHEN! u are such a dear
#08 CHINGHUI(ah bu) thanks for all the shopping and k-box trips
#09 my ah bu family who accompany through my sec sch days
#10 my looks are OKAY. not handicapped.
#11 not a genious but brain functioning properly
#12 health OKAY!!!
#13 not being filthy rich but have enough to feed me
#14 met good enough bosses??? at least that gary still not that freaking evil