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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Unbreak My Heart - Toni Braxton
Don't leave me in all this pain Don't leave me out in the rain Come back and bring back my smile Come and take these tears away I need your arms to hold me now The nights are so unkind Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Unbreak my heart Say you'll love me again Undo this hurt you caused When you walked out the door And walked outta my life Uncry these tears I cried so many nights Unbreak my heart, my heart
Take back that sad word good-bye Bring back the joy to my life Don't leave me here with these tears Come and kiss this pain away I can't forget the day you left Time is so unkind And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Ohh, oh Don't leave me in all this pain Don't leave me out in the rain Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Unbreak my Unbreak my heart, oh baby Come back and say you love me Unbreak my heart Sweet darlin' Without you I just can't go on Can't go on
well well... nice song that caught my attention today. not that i don't listen to it at all, but it is just so outstanding today. ha... sometimes songs can just probe u in lots of weird circumstances. had a rather nice lesson today, am starting to appreciate Mr Kevin Yap. yes... the faci i use to hate so much. coming to think of it, perhaps is the change in rj question made me change my views of him? thinking questions that asks u about ur life, seldom do we get faci who takes the effort and initiative to change and come up with meaningful rjs. the way he tries to bring us 'out of the classroom' is a rather good point too. it gave us more exposure and gain more knowledge than other biomedical students. perhaps it's nearing the end of the term, thus, the change in attitude in him? or am i the one growing to appreciate the facis??? hahah... well, i think it is more towards the change in the faci. =P
come to think of it, it's been more than a month since i last blogged. yea... how long. it seems to have made me realised one thing. i have a blog not because i like to write, but because i am using it as an alternative to kill time. it is something that i am doing to past time. seeing other people blogging with interest made me think that i am kind of unfit to have a blog. cos it will be just filled with junk and things unreadable. senseless things. i turn to my blog to complain, to vent my anger, to kill my boredom, of all things in the world but not cos of interest. maybe it is just time for me to decide if i wan to start cultivating the habit of writing for interest, or to continue writing for the sake of killing time.
time passes and am getting older. what have i done for the past 17+ years that i am proud of? i think there's nothing at all. bet lots of teenagers are feeling so too. 17+ nearing 18 years of life, with no remarkable achievements seems rather shaming. it is as good as wasting a quarter of ur life time. maybe cos of it, i have to work a quarter more years before i can really relax and be claimed by nature. haha... think we have all lost our guts to dream. just study and work our life away. nothing remarkably done. by the time u reach heaven, then u realised, despite having passed every single subject and projects in ur life, u have failed the major module which is ur LIFE. yea... and that gives u no credit to get to heaven. u failed ur task as a man to god, so bye bye to heaven. we have concentrated too much on IQ than EQ. not that having too much EQ is good, but sometimes it is still good to mix emotions with logical thinking, this is wad made the world beautiful. we are so use to being ordered than giving orders. we are afraid of taking reins in life, thus we rather be driven. let's compare us with other teenagers. we will say we study to get a good job a good career, others are just different. they study to make sure they know how to control knowledge and make others work for them. they are darers, we are cowards. we laugh at people who dare and did not realised that we are blinded not to see the change. well well... whatever. i have to go back and be a regualr for a moment doing my CCA. haha... cya peeps again then. =)
Make ur Choice:
friendly/mean
evil/sweet
caring/bully
dull/unique
hardworking/lazy
strong/weak
brave/coward
blessed/jinx
My Blessings:
#01 lovely HDB to stay in
#02 loving darl EMAN to accompany me
#03 a crazy freaky sister to bully
#04 my parents own a stall that sells good food. yum YUM!
#05 ex-bf that made my relationship interesting
#06 dear girls sticking by me through all times
#07 YUZHEN! u are such a dear
#08 CHINGHUI(ah bu) thanks for all the shopping and k-box trips
#09 my ah bu family who accompany through my sec sch days
#10 my looks are OKAY. not handicapped.
#11 not a genious but brain functioning properly
#12 health OKAY!!!
#13 not being filthy rich but have enough to feed me
#14 met good enough bosses??? at least that gary still not that freaking evil
